"I know." I pulled his hand away and said, "Your bottom line is under your control, because you are greedy, and when you make mistakes, you say that you are mentally ill and cannot be controlled, and you want others to tolerate you like the weak." When you need to give up your rights like other mental illnesses, you quit and ask to be treated as a normal person. You have never beaten your mother and your father, you have never beaten Niannian, you have not beaten Ah Chang, and you have never beaten the Fei family...... You didn't even hit your dog, you just hit me. I also know that this is because I am weak, I am so coaxing, I am helpless, I love you, and I have children, I will not go easily, and the consequences of beating me are the most controllable. It's not just beating me, many, many things that give me the same feeling. As the saying goes, people are afraid of sadness, trees are afraid of peeling, even if you are right and I am wrong, I don't want to suffer anymore. ”

I didn't look at him, so I didn't know his expression. But I know he's certainly dismissive, and when I tell him this, it's always like I'm playing the harp to a cow. Maybe it's because he has a very heavy heart for winning and losing, and he doesn't want to bow his head in front of me and admit his mistakes, or maybe he really thinks I'm hypocritical, nervous, and I'm crazy.

But in any case, it was good that he could listen to it, I paused, and I didn't hear him respond, so I said: "When I get divorced, I don't want anything, I talk to you in advance, just because I definitely won't say anything unfavorable to you when I sue, only say that the relationship is broken." I want to have a child because of your illness, but if your family can make proper arrangements, I can leave without Niannian. Since I am related to my adoptive father, I also understand why he wanted Yin Yin's surname Su, after all, he has no children himself. However, if you think this is not good, and your family also wants Yinyin, then I have no problem. ”

Only then did he open his mouth, and his tone was very calm: "You don't want any of them?" ”

"If you agree, of course you want both, but it's still your plan." I said, "After all, I don't have the money to let them go to an aristocratic school and travel around the world." I don't have much intelligence, I'm a very bad person, let alone education, I can't even make her love me. ”

He said, "Raise your head." ”

I looked up, looked at him and said, "What? ”

He looked at me, didn't speak, and his expression was much softer than before.

I didn't speak, I knew I was done. He's in a good attitude right now and I hope he can seriously consider it.

He stared at me for a long time, and then reached out as if to shake my hand. After I dodged, he opened his mouth and said, "Is that what you said to Nian Nian last time?" ”

"No, but it's pretty much the same." I said, "She's always wanted to follow you after the divorce." ”

He asked, "Is this what you call not wanting to hurt the child?" ”

I didn't speak.

He asked again: "If you leave them here with no money and poor education, and go to him by yourself after the divorce, this is what you call not wanting to hurt your children?" ”

I asked, "You mean, you're starting to think about divorce?" ”

"Nope." He leaned back in his chair and put on a haughty posture: "If you ask me for money and children, I can think about it, at least I can understand what you want to do." After a pause, he said, "Now I just haven't heard these words, I hope you can do it yourself." ”

I didn't have the strength to continue arguing, so he stood up, put his hand on my head, bent down and kissed me on the top of the head, and said, "I'm going to urge the doctor, you have a good rest." ”

After a pause, he said: "It's not right for me to hit you, I'll reflect." When you're in a better mood, give Niannian a call, she misses you very much. ”

The doctor came to help me see it, said that I had bitten my tongue, and said to Lin Zhunyi: "Mr. Lin, did you tell Mr. last time?" She already had a slight concussion last time, so she can't fight again! ”

"I'm sorry." Lin Zhunyi said: "I forgot to tell him. ”

"What a bad memory! She's going to be unable to eat lately......" She stamped her foot and said, "Forget it, I'll go tell him myself." ”

She turned around and went out, but Lin Zhunyi didn't say a word and followed out. It seemed that after saying a few words at the door, he came back and said, "She is a newly hired family doctor, recommended by the old gentleman because we need a female doctor at home." She told me last time, but I forgot about it. ”

I closed my eyes and didn't speak. It's like being drunk, and your eyes are spinning around constantly.

He added, "I'm right outside the door, if you feel unwell, feel free to call me." ”

I didn't want to open my mouth and hear him go out.

For the next few days, it was probably the words of the beautiful doctor that did the trick, and no one came to me. My legs are still inflamed and the cold is still going on, probably because I was fanned again after the concussion, and my dizziness was worse, like sleeping on a boat and having to vomit when I ate something. It seems that I still see the sound in the fog, but fortunately it was just a dream.

Later, maybe the cold gradually improved, I felt a little more comfortable, the wound in my mouth was better, and I could eat more, but I still wanted to sleep.

On this day, someone came, and it was the stars.

Shortly after I woke up, the doctor said I could go out for a walk today and she would come and accompany me, but in a wheelchair. When the star came, I thought it was a doctor, and I was quite happy, but I didn't expect it to be her.

After all this time, she also got out of the hospital bed, but obviously her body was not well, her lips were white, and she walked very slowly.

She came and sat down, took my hand, and said with a concerned face, "I'm sorry, Auntie, I've always wanted to come and see you, but my father said you need to recuperate, and I wasn't allowed to come." ”

"It's fine." I asked, "Are you feeling better?" ”

"Hmm." She bit her lip and said, "I know Lin Zhunyi did that kind of thing...... He's not a good guy. ”

I didn't know what to say, I didn't speak.

"My dad said that when you get well, he will arrange for me to set up an engagement wine with him first." She said, "Auntie, I came here secretly today, I want to tell you, I'll run with you, right?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but lower my voice: "Run? ”

"Yes, I know my dad is beating you again, don't be with him anymore." She held my hand and said seriously: "Lin Zhunyi is in charge of staring at you, so I can get him, and I can also help you run errands to contact the outside, let's find a way together." ”

I didn't speak, I was a little flustered.

Run? But what about after you run away? The reason why I came back, first, was because I wanted to know if Fanyin was tricking me into coming back, or if something really happened, and second, because I wanted to be able to get a divorce peacefully instead of suing directly.

If you run away now, you will have to sue directly.

"Auntie, do you know the new female doctor in the family? She always came to my dad's room at night when you weren't there, and the two of us didn't know what they were doing, and once she came out with her hair washed. She tried her best to convince me, "Auntie, I know you mean it to him, but my dad is not a good man." ”

I said, "Don't get excited. ”

"Of course I'm excited! Yesterday my dad and I went to see my grandpa, and he asked my dad what he thought of the doctor's aunt, and my dad said she was good. "My hand hurt when she squeezed it," My grandfather also said that she had never given birth to a child, that she was very healthy, that she was beautiful, and that she had a high education, and that he wanted a grandson! Auntie, I heard that you were with someone else, and I think you did the right thing! You let that man come and save you, right? I'll get you in touch! ”

Thinking of the female doctor's attitude towards Lin Zhunyi that day, no matter whether Xingxing's words were true or not, she was a very good person.

I said, "I haven't talked to your father about the divorce yet, and I don't want to make Nian Nian and Yin Yin sad about the divorce." ”

"Just sue him." She said, "We just went out recently, and I'll take you for an examination." ”

I shook my head and said, "Your dad can't be investigated easily, otherwise it won't be good for your whole family." ”

She said, "But they don't care about you!" Including Lin Zhunyi, he will definitely not tell you the truth, just say good things about my dad to you, they don't want you to sue my dad. ”

I knew that she mainly didn't want to marry Lin Zhunyi, but I was really moved by what she said, and I couldn't help but hold her hand and said, "Auntie is sorry for you, and said that she would help you cancel this marriage." ”

"It's my dad who is so hateful." Her eyes filled with tears and she said, "He didn't like me since I was a child, and he didn't care about me." ”

I asked, "Did you tell him what Lin Zhunyi did to you?" ”

"I told you." She said with tears in her eyes.

"Then why isn't he moved at all?" Fanyin was still a little indignant about this matter before.

"Because I was pregnant, Lin Zhunyi found out, and he told my father before me." With red eyes, she said, "It's only been five weeks, and according to the law, I can still have an abortion." But they didn't allow me to do it, they didn't let me go out, and they wanted to celebrate it. But I'm still a little freer than you, so I can help you, and let's get away together! ”

I asked, "How is it possible to get pregnant?" He raped you again? ”

She nodded and said, "Soon after you left, the doctor agreed to transfer me home. When I was able to go down to the ground, he came to me...... Auntie, you begged him like that, and he still bullied me again. He's the same as my dad, they're all the same, and I don't want to marry him or bear him children when I die. ”

Of course you can't give him a life!

She was the only one who was passive.

I said, "Auntie will help you solve this matter, don't be afraid." ”

"I don't want to have children." She obviously couldn't believe me because she was on too tight schedule: "I had a plan, and if I couldn't run away by the deadline for the abortion, I would kill myself." ”

"Don't worry, don't worry." I said, "I'll help you figure it out." ”

"Auntie, I didn't just run away for myself." She continued to lobby me: "I really want you to run away, you have such a good heart and are beautiful, after divorcing my father, many men will definitely like you and marry a good husband." Even if you can't get married, don't be afraid, I can work to support you when you're old! ”

"Thank you." My heart was so warm that I hugged her and said, "In this way, you allow me to think of a way in a few days, and if I can't think of a way within a week, we will plan to run away, and it's too late." ”

She bit her lip, and she must have been flustered. Love really can't shake the devil, I knelt down and begged him to treat the stars well, but he still used the most shameless and effective way. Of course, I can't let the stars give birth to this child, the aborted child is pitiful, but it is difficult for him to be born happy. What's more, Xingxing has suffered so much since she was a child, and this child is forcing her to a dead end.

Soon after the stars left, the female doctor came, she was indeed very beautiful, and she looked younger than me, and always had a smile on her face, which did not match the overall oppressive atmosphere of the house. I wish she had really had something to do with Fanyin, and that it would be better if she could make Fanyin abandon me.

She had people lift me into a wheelchair and push me out, and the sun was shining outside and the birds were singing. There was a puppy that looked like it was only three months old running on the grass, it was Big, and it seemed that Fanyin still liked this stupid dog.

Probably because I kept staring at it, she smiled and said, "It's Bob, it's cute, isn't it?" ”

"Yes."

"Two weeks before you came back, Mr. Fan picked him among a lot of little beagles, because when they eat, he is always a beat slower than the other dogs, so much so that he is always the last one to know." She smiled and said, "He also asked me if it was particularly distressing?" ”

I looked at the beagle who was wriggling his ass on the grass and didn't speak.

Instead of being bored by my non-response, she added, "From today onwards, I will take you out for a walk every day, and the environment here is good and good for your body." ”

I said, "Thank you." ”

"No thanks, the reason why I was hired is to take care of you." She talked a lot, of course, she was not talking nonsense, but every sentence meant something: "The first time I told Mr. Lin, I asked him to tell Mr. that he can't do anything to you again." The second time I got angry, went to him, and got into a big fight with him. Thankfully, he realized his mistake and knew he couldn't hit you anymore. ”

I followed her words, "You're quite bold. ”

She asked, "What?" ”

"Very few people dare to quarrel with him." I said, "Including me." ”

She immediately laughed and said, "Mr. Fan is a very reasonable person, probably because I am a doctor." ”

I glanced up at her, and the smile on her face was brighter than the sun today, and I took this look and then narrowed it slightly.

I said, "He's not being reasonable." You're the first. ”

She stopped talking.

I paused, a little impatient: "Your surname?" ”

"My surname is Shen."

"Dr. Shen." I said, "Thank you for taking care of me all the time." ”

"That's what I'm supposed to do." She said.

"If I could, I'd like to ask you something."

"What's the matter?"

"I want to meet him."

She didn't speak.

I asked, "Isn't it convenient?" ”

"I know what you want to say, only when I came, Mr. Lin was not there, and Miss Fan was able to come in. She came to me and said that she had a good relationship with you and wanted to talk to you, so I decided to let her in. She said, "But you can see from your expression now that there is something else to be said about this." ”

I asked, "What's the secret?" ”

"Miss is weak, and it is not easy to conceive in all indicators, and if she miscarries again, it will make her body worse." She said: "Miss is still young and doesn't know what it means to be a mother to a woman, so she has been arguing about it lately. ”

"Is there an inspection report for this?" I asked.

"Yes." She said, "I'll send it to you later." ”

"Thank you."

She sighed and said, "Although my husband is short-tempered, it is mainly because of his illness, and his family's incomprehension also bothers him. I hope that you will also advise the eldest lady and ask her to understand the painstaking work of the husband. ”

I asked, "How often do you talk to him?" ”

She probably felt that she was speechless, and said: "Because my husband is very depressed, and the old man has been unwell recently, he asked Dr. Li to come over and learned that I also have psychology-related qualifications, so he talked to me." ”

I said, "Then I will leave it to you, and persuade him to seriously consider divorcing me." ”

She said, "You want a divorce? The tone was unexpected.

"Yes." I said, "I thought you already knew, after all, very few people can go into his heart and talk to him like you do." ”

She hurriedly said, "Madam, I don't mean that, don't get me wrong. ”

"I'm just literal, I don't have any deep suspicions, don't be afraid." I said, "I just wanted to ask you for a favor." ”

"I can't do that." She said: "This is a private matter of the gentleman, how can I get involved?" ”

"That proves you're still not close enough." I said, "Don't hint at me that he has a good relationship with you and that you can talk." ”

She stopped talking.

I said, "I'll tell you the truth, I'm already with someone else, and I just want to divorce him, but he can't think about it, and he still refuses to talk about it after talking a few times." I want Lin Zhunyi to help me talk, but he refuses, and Dr. Li is not there, since you are so close to him, then I want to ask you to help me with this. ”

She still didn't speak, but I could see her hands clutching the wheelchair pusher.

Xingxing wasn't a broken-mouthed child, and she didn't have any scheming, and I could tell that she was telling what she thought was the truth. And listening to her today, I can also feel that she has something unclear about the traditional sound.

I said, "It's the first time I've heard someone say that about him like you, and it must be that he made you see the softer side of his heart." Frankly, I've never had that opportunity. That's why I want you to do me a favor. As soon as I talk to him, he will beat me. ”

Then she spoke, "Madam, why are you with anyone else?" ”

"I'm in love with someone else." I said, "You also heard, neither me nor him can enter each other's hearts, and if there is no communication between hearts, how can we talk about love?" ”