410 I know you're angry
I'm not afraid of angering Fanyin at all, I'm just a bad one anyway. [← Eight [← Eight [← Reading [← Book, .2↘3.o If Dr. Shen really has something to do with him, then she will not just help me pass the word, but will change my meaning according to her own needs. The best result is that Fanyin is willing to divorce me through her lobbying, creating more space for her to be on top, and also letting me be free, the worst thing is that Fanyin comes to mess with me, so I will take advantage of the situation to break this with him.
She said, "I can't guarantee that we will talk, but I can only say that if the gentleman himself says this, I may say a few words." I think you may have misunderstood me and thought that I was deliberately provoking you and sir. ”
I smiled and said, "Doctor Shen doesn't have to talk to me, you are not a child, and you will not understand the truth of the melon field and plum." If you don't want to be misunderstood, don't say stupid things without thinking. ”
She didn't speak.
I said, "Dr. Shen, you are a kind-hearted person, and I have been taken care of by you during this time. This time I beg you to do me this favor, it will be beneficial to you and me. But if you want to refuse, then ......" I looked up at her, and said, "I think you know very well that there is a kind of wisdom in this world, called the knowledge of current affairs, and there is a kind of crime, called the sin of desire. ”
She looked at me, nodded after a while, and said, "I know my wife, so I'll take the time to tell my husband." ”
"Thank you."
She said: "It's just that after all, it's a message, and it is inevitable that there will be discrepancies from your original expression, if Mr. misunderstands...... But Mr. is a man who eats soft rather than hard. ”
"Well, in that case, you can say something soft for me." I said, "Thank you." ”
She knew I was teasing her, and the look on her face was scornful, and she stopped talking.
For the next day or two, apart from resting, I was trying to figure out how to do it. If Dr. Shen is telling the truth, then there is nothing wrong with Fanyin's arrangement. I am afraid that I will not be able to be a mother again, which is nothing for the star now, but she may not think so in the future. But can you be happy to give birth to such a child? Could it be a shadow in her life? I can't make up my mind, I still think that she is still so young, and Lin Zhunyi makes her so painful, for her now, let alone let her never be a mother again, even if she is afraid of breaking her arm.
But this matter still has to be told to Xingxing after all, if she still insists on taking it out after learning about the possible outcome, then take it away, and I will find a way to help her.
This matter haunted me for more than two days, and finally, in the middle of my sleep that night, I suddenly heard a knock at the door, and felt that someone seemed to have come in, and when I opened my eyes, I found that it was still dark all around, and when I rolled my eyes, I noticed that there were more people on the seats by the window. There was a ventilation fan in the room, and it wasn't far from the window, but even so, I could smell a somewhat choking smell of smoke. If you look closely, you can see the flames that are extinguished.
I stared at him for a while, and I couldn't figure out what he was doing to smoke me in my room. Could he be more bored? I waited for a long time, and I couldn't help but cry out: "Fanyin? ”
He didn't speak, but looking at the silhouette, you could tell that his movements stopped.
I reached for the remote control and turned on the bedside lamp. The light was dim, as the light could only radiate to the part of his stomach, so his face was still unclear, but some of his outline could be roughly discerned. He was facing me, dressed in a tuxedo with cufflinks pinned to his cuffs, and it seemed that he had just attended a formal occasion such as a banquet, and his coat had not been taken off, which was not like his style, he would not treat his precious beautiful clothes like this, maybe he had drunk too much? I guessed in my mind and didn't say anything more.
I watched him smoke and extinguish it, and thought he was about to speak, but when I saw the fire, he lit another cigarette.
I had no choice but to ask, "Can you not smoke in my room?" ”
He took a long time to speak: "Your room? His tone was a little slurred, and his voice was low, as if he was really not in good spirits: "This house is mine." ”
I didn't speak.
His voice was heard again: "Your face is good." Is your head better? ”
I was sitting in the light, and he could see me.
I didn't say anything.
He lost patience and commanded a little irritably: "Speak, speak." ”
"It's not good."
"Then how can you be nosy?"
I chuckled in my heart, thinking that it was a fanyin investigation, and that the stars had come to me and there was really no way to hide them. Now I can't even solve my own problems, how can I solve her? I'm even more afraid that if I rashly mention this matter to Fanyin first, not only did I not talk about it in the end, but it made him alert, and it would be difficult to run with the stars at that time.
Therefore, I was entangled for a while, and at this time, Fanyin opened his mouth again and said, "Su Lingyu." ”
“……”
"Don't put on that face." The tone of the sentence can make it very clear that he is really drunk, "I know you are angry. ”
Well?
I don't know what kind of expression I have right now, but it probably doesn't look good. It's been a long time since I've been afraid to look in the mirror, because my face has become more and more ugly, and more and more like a sad woman.
"But I don't want to explain." His body moved, as if trying to lean back in his chair, and the red cigarette butt glowed vigorously in the darkness and then dimmed, like a flashing signal light at a midnight intersection. His voice came intermittently at such a flicker: "She's the type I like, Ph.D., she's in good health, proficient in fencing, and can fight me to a draw." It's not like you, it's as soft as a weak chicken with no bones. How is it possible for this kind of body to give birth to good children? ”
I didn't speak.
I thought that my body was in line with the standards of pilots back then, how could ordinary women have my physique? But what's the point of arguing about this?
Of course, he was bored talking to himself, so he was silent for a while, and the cigarette seemed to burn out again, and the track of the red light was thrown into the ashtray again. But he ordered another one, and I couldn't help but remind again: "Can you stop smoking?" ”
He snorted coldly.
I said, "I mean, can you please stop smoking in my room?" Do you know how bad it smells? ”
He didn't say a word, and stood up.
The cigarette butt could help me determine his position, and it came towards me.
My heart suddenly began to tense and moved a long way back, but I couldn't catch up with him, so he pulled a nearby chair over and sat down on the edge of my bed.
I could see him clearly, his neckline was open, his bow tie was in the pocket of his coat where he was supposed to be a pocket towel, and his hair was neatly combed, but it was already a little messy. His face was pale, without a trace of blood, and his eyes were a little confused, looking at me with a dead look.
He still had the cigarette in his hand and slowly put it into his mouth.
After getting to know Fanyin, I learned that the most terrible thing in the world is to be in the same room with a strong madman, but what is even more terrible is that this madman is still drunk today.
I was even more uneasy, knowing that he could do anything, and I would never dare to move again.
He took a few puffs, and the smell of smoke and fire filled my surroundings. Apparently he liked to see my expression now, and he curled his eyes slightly, and said, "Does it still smell bad?" ”
I didn't speak, picked up the remote and turned off the light.
The darkness made me feel a little safe, and I lay back and covered myself.
His voice was heard coming from outside: "When I have a son, I will give all my property to my son." ”
I didn't speak.
He promised me that he didn't want a son. How long has it been? The sound is still in my ears.
"She said you know? Still scaring her? He seemed to be smiling, but he didn't seem to look like it when he made it look closer, just a little tired, so his voice was lowered and gentle: "What is 'the sin of desire'?" ”
I still didn't speak.
He was silent.
It was like this, and I don't know how long it took.
Suddenly, the quilt was lifted.
I was completely unprepared, and I was caught off guard when a thick smell of smoke invaded.
I couldn't help but cough, and he squeezed his palm.
I couldn't cough anymore, I could only shake a few times in my chest, trying to suppress the feeling, and my eyes were forced to tears. Coughing is hard to bear, after all.
I couldn't see his face clearly, and of course, I didn't want to look at it. I had already guessed what he meant, but I didn't feel the slightest relief.
I tried to pull my hand out, trying to free my jaw, but he obviously wouldn't, and in his hands, I was always like a weak chicken.
In the midst of the struggle, his voice came: "I warn you that it's okay not to scare her again." ”
I didn't speak, and suddenly I didn't want to move.
In front of me was his shadowy silhouette, and I didn't know how he looked at him at this moment, but I could only smell the strong smell of wine.
"I know what you're doing this for." He said lightly: "If I still care about you in my heart, I may also feel a little surprised." But......" He lowered his voice and tightened his fingers, pain came and I felt like my canine teeth were going to be crushed by him: "Now I just feel sick. ”
He let go.
I finally got a good look at his face.
He seemed unsteady on his feet, and sat back down like a puddle of mud.
I rubbed my aching chin and sat up, feeling a little light in my heart: "I think it's because you're thinking too much, it's because she keeps telling me how well you two can talk, how gentle you are to her, I think she might be able to help me and help me get out of the sea of suffering!" Who cares if she's your type of person? Can you do fencing? What is the academic qualification? What kind of cub are you going to give birth? ”
He sat still, took out another cigarette, and put it to his lips.
With a burst of light, I rushed over and snatched the cigarette away: "I told you not to smoke it!" Don't you understand? ”
He was still sitting in place, unfazed except for the fact that his collar was a little messy from the twist I had just pulled.
"That's right, I think she is provoking me by saying that to me, since you don't divorce me, then I can't make you feel better, you want to find her to have a son, right? As long as I am here, I will not be able to fulfill you. I was so angry: "It's just that she is bored, just sleep with you, what kind of majesty do you play?" But you didn't get angry with her because of your posture, and you really only hit me. ”