372 Don't give me a funeral
I don't really like it, but I don't dare say it. [β eight [β eight] [β read [β book,.. o@Sometimes I wish he had treated me like he did when I was a child, then I just thought I didn't have this father. But he's not, sometimes he's nice to me, sometimes he's bad to me, like a complicated sound.
He picked up the teacup, took a few sips, and seemed not very satisfied, poured all the tea leaves inside, put the teacup back, leaned back in the chair, and said, "Lingyu, I never want you to become like your mother." β
I didn't speak.
I don't even know what kind of person my mother is, although the old man described it like that, but after all, there is no substantial evidence.
"Since you've decided to do something ruthless, to do it like a man, why use your hue?" I tried to defend myself, but was blocked by his words: "What are you thinking? Coax Pu Lan first, wait for him to help you get the Fan family, and then use the Fan family to get the Su family? When you have it, then part with him? What's the difference between this and a female branch? β
I confess that he got what I wanted. But I was still too shocked to speak.
"Or do you think you can get out of it?" There was a fire burning in his eyes, as if I had already done some heinous ugly thing: "Impossible, everything in this world has a price, even if it was not written at the time, it will make you pay in the future!" Pu Lan is not a fool, when you calculate him, he will also calculate you, and it will never let you win. You're only going to be more passive for the rest of your life! β
"Passive?" I couldn't help it and stood up: "Dad! Please look at the wound on my head, look at the gauze on my daughter's hand, death will not be more passive than my current life! Since you can't help me, then you refuse, so why humiliate like this? If I had a choice, why should I be your daughter and be an eyesore? β
His face was even worse and he didn't speak.
I said, "I don't know what kind of person my mother is, but you seem to hate her in particular, and you are hostile every time you mention her, and maybe the reason why you hate me so much has something to do with her." But even if my mom is as hateful as you describe, then I'm not her. β
He said, "Sit down." β
I'm still angry, and I really want to go. But if I go out in this state, then I will soon lose my teammate as a teammate. He's my only teammate, and my adoptive father has this attitude, which is enough to see the preciousness of Pulan.
But I didn't want to sit down, so I stood there and didn't respond.
"Sit down." He repeated it again, this time in a much softer tone: "It's impossible for Dad not to help you find a way, but if you don't do it right, I always have the right to criticize a few words." β
It was a step, and I sat down despite my reluctance.
He was silent for a while, and said: "There is no problem with the Fanyin family, after all, you already have the core information in your hands, as long as you control the Fanyin and don't make him suspicious, there will be no problem." The Han family will definitely be wary of you, so they will hold you in terms of justice, and you have to be careful, which is why it is inconvenient for me to come forward to expand the matter. β
I nodded.
"As for the child, you send the little one back, after all, her surname is Su, and the big one needs to respect Mrs. Han's opinion." He said, "You can't take it all. β
"Nope." I said, "It was precisely because I knew that Mrs. Han must be at ease with me, that I couldn't put my thoughts by her side. I do it all for the sake of the kids. β
He stopped talking.
I don't expect him to say anything, anyway, I must make up my own mind about the children's affairs, and the main purpose is not to leave the children to the Fanjia Group. Otherwise, if I engage in their son, but they have my daughter in their hands, then I will still be passive.
After a long silence, he said, "Then you are ready to come hard." β
"It is precisely because I have done a good job that I dare to associate with Pu Lan, and I hope you can help me." "I've been living cautiously and walking on thin ice," I said, "but it doesn't help anything but let things get worse." I also know that it is too risky to offend so many people, and I will be in danger from now on, and I am afraid that no one will understand me, and Fanyin will inevitably hate me. But it doesn't matter, Dad, now I tell you frankly, I don't care about that, I only have one purpose, which is to control Fanyin until he recovers, and the means is to control his forces. β
"And how long do you think you can control it?"
"I don't know." I said, "Do your best." β
"And how long do you want to be in control?"
"Until Nian Nian grows up and can be on his own."
"Can't do it?"
"If you can't do it, you can't do it." At least I did my best: "I can't let the situation continue to get worse, it's already affecting Niannian." β
I knew that this was too ruthless, and I directly grasped the complicated sounds, ignoring their feelings, and entangled with Pu Lan, begging my adoptive father, and I was not worried about the situation expanding and getting worse. I know that if I am too ruthless and rude, it will inevitably make Mrs. Han, Mr. Fei and all other people from the Fanjia faction have opinions and suspicions about me. They'll think I'm trying to kill Fanyin, they'll think I'm trying to hurt Fanyin, they'll be hostile to me. And I can either be suppressed or killed, and in the eyes of my adoptive father, the probability of me being killed is much greater than being suppressed.
Of course, I think so too.
But I couldn't stand up anymore.
He was silent for a long time this time before he spoke again: "Then when I die, who will take care of the Su family?" β
I didn't speak.
"Say it." He said: "You tell me, who will take care of the Su family?" β
I still didn't speak, and he started to get angry, and even glared at him: "I thought you were too naΓ―ve just now, but I didn't expect you to be crazy!" I thought I had made it clear enough, wait a few more years for the Su family to be all yours, what are you afraid of then? Now there are too many people waiting to kill you, the Han family could have developed into a helper, and if you do this, you will directly make enemies! I've endured it for so many years, why can't I endure it for a few more years? Why did you tell me when you did it? β
I said, "Because I can't wait, and my kids can't wait." You don't see her being frightened and incoherent, or the way she is bleeding from her arm. I tried to contact you before, but the sixth sister was in the way, and I couldn't wait, because on the one hand, I was afraid that something would happen to Fanyin over there and I would get him out, and on the other hand, I had been looking for my father-in-law, and I couldn't really let the old man have an accident. It's hard to find such a good opportunity after all. β
He gritted his teeth in anger, but did not speak.
I continued: "I'll be honest with you, I don't really believe your word. Because I can't figure it out, you've never liked me, and you hate me, and just now, you used that kind of word to humiliate me. I'm not a business wizard either, or even a novice at all, and I'm glad you've been nicer to me over the years, and I've thought you might just not be good at expressing your feelings for your children. But in fact, deep down in my heart, I also have a very dark thought, thinking that you just fancy the ability of the Fanjia family, and use this kind of good thing as bait to let me not divorce for the time being. β
He frowned and looked at me, his chest heaving, resting on his arm on the armrest, his fists trembling and clenched.
I said, "I'm sorry, Dad, my adopted daughter is unfilial and has worried you, but I will definitely deal with this matter like this." I hope I can make it. β
It took him a long time to slowly release his fist, and it seemed as if he had lost his strength all of a sudden, which made me a little worried.
I don't want to tell if it's true or not, but I can't help it.
Yes, I can't help it.
I have to gamble that success will be successful, and defeat will die, but it's better than being powerless all the time.
Finally, he opened his mouth: "I have never been optimistic about you, you have no scheming since you were a child, you can't hold anything in your hands, and anyone can cheat you out of what you have in your hands." If you missed that kind of child when you were a child, then I would have taken you to my side a long time ago. β
"I'm sorry." I felt in my heart that his words were very excessive, yes, I was not smart enough, but he could not have me, he could send me to an orphanage, maybe other parents would like me, anyway, I was destined to have no biological parents, "I am too stupid." β
"Yes." He looked me in the eye and said slowly, calmly, "The two biggest failures in my life are that I have this disease, and the other is ...... You're too, stupid. The last three words were almost uttered through gritted back molars.
I vaguely felt that something was wrong with this, and as soon as I opened my mouth, I said, "Dad......"
"That's it!" He interrupted me, and his tone was very irritable: "That's all for this matter, I'll arrange it for you, child, I don't care about the rest, it proves that you are capable, the Su family is still yours, if not, you can find someone to collect the body for you, don't report my funeral!" β
I also want to speak: "Dad, you just said those ......"
"Get out!" He slammed the table, stood up, and was about to go inside.
Of course, I wanted to ask, but I didn't dare to ask again, so I watched him go in.
Later, when I came out, I found that there were only bodyguards at the door, and after asking, I found out that a few of them had gone down. When I passed, Lian Yin's stroller was sitting next to the flower bed, Nian Nian was sitting alone on the bench, holding the stroller with a wary face, and Butler Pu Lan and Shanshan were standing a few meters away.
I could probably guess what was going on, smiled at Pu Lan, went to look for Nian Nian, and when I saw that Lian Yin was not awake, I asked, "What's going on?" β
"What?" She wondered.
"Why are you here with your sister?" I said, "Why didn't you let your uncle and aunt come over?" β
"Three people, two of them are bad people, and one of them doesn't know each other." She whispered, "I don't allow them to come and bully my sister." β
"Good boy." I touched her head and said, "Let's go home, get some sleep, and then show you the fawn." β
"Don't you see your grandfather?" "I haven't said goodbye to my grandfather yet," she said. β
"Grandpa is tired." I said, "He has to rest." β
"Oh." She asked, "Mom, did your grandfather scold you?" Why are your eyes red? β
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