Chapter 446: Loneliness Is the Biggest Enemy (Sixth Update!)
Li Chenxi, who was fighting hard, didn't know that someone was talking about her kendo, obsession and childhood in the distance, and she didn't know that the boy who survived from her hands told the truth. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Yes, she was hesitating.
Hesitation made her unable to kill.
Without murderous intent, of course she had no way to open the killing sword path, and could only use sword intent that did not require obsession.
But after all, the sword intent is difficult to compete with the kendo, not to mention the obsession with the young man who is chasing after her is so profound, his sword is a brilliant gold, dazzling and beautiful, like a starry sky.
His physical fitness can be called terrifying, his pure strength and speed are even better than her who used the "Divine Blessing", the realm of the flashing body method is not much weaker than her, and the double knife dare to die is even more scoundrel to make her want to cry without tears.
Li Chenxi had to admit that this was a rather tricky opponent, and this was a vicious battle that was quite difficult to win, otherwise she would not have been defeated again and again, so embarrassed to flee.
But she remained calm throughout, even if there was an occasional hint of irritability, it was for her own hesitation, not because of the difficult situation at hand.
Because she was always full of confidence.
She is confident that when she no longer hesitates, the moment she opens the way of the sword, the balance of victory and defeat will be broken, and the bastard in front of her will be killed by her sword.
She firmly believes in this, so she doesn't feel any irritation about the tough battle at hand.
She just kept repeating three words in her head.
Kill him!
Kill him!
Kill him!
However, even such a frenzied self-hypnosis still could not disintegrate her hesitation.
She had no way, no way, really no way to have murderous intent against this black-haired teenager.
Even if he teased her with a series of lies, even if he teased her with the shameless statement that "I have seen it all over my body, even the red moles under my armpits", even if he used the scoundrel style of double knife daring and went deeper and deeper, sticking towards her like a kraft candy, even if it was ......
Even though he had done so many things that disgusted her, she still had no way to kill him.
Because, she didn't want to kill him.
It's certainly not some kind of love at first sight, or a cliché plot of being succumbed to and falling in love.
In fact, she doesn't have much affection for him, most of them have bad feelings, and the only thing worth mentioning is only a trace of appreciation because of his intelligence and wit.
But she didn't want to kill him, she didn't want to kill him, she really didn't want to kill him.
Because, he made her feel real.
For the first time in her life, she felt a real presence.
For her, that sense of realism was so precious and rare that she felt that once she killed him, no one would be able to give her that realism.
......
At the age of three, the little girl was thrown to an uninhabited island full of wild beasts.
Beasts, poisonous insects, man-eating plants, and even a mix of magical beasts are the first obstacles she faces, and if she wants to survive, she must survive these dangers.
Fortunately, she is a real prodigy, although she was not born to know, but she has far more wisdom than ordinary people since she was born, in three years she learned the knowledge that ordinary people may not be able to learn in more than ten years, and most importantly, she learned to be strong from her terminally ill mother.
She was strong, she did not despair, did not commit suicide, and did not wait for death.
After shedding tears, suffering, and countless brushes with death, she learned how to avoid danger, hide herself, and find a glimmer of space in the cracks of wild beasts, poisonous insects, and man-eating plants.
Of course, just hiding from her won't keep her alive, because hunger is her second hurdle.
In order not to starve to death, she must find food.
Initially, she ate bitter fruits, dried and hard bark, and disgusting loaches, but later on, as she began to cultivate spiritual energy by exploring some books and knowledge in her memory, her appetite became greater and greater, and she needed to replenish more and more energy.
Therefore, in order to survive, she must learn to kill.
Hunting wild beasts is her only way to survive.
Slaughter!
Slaughter!
Kill again!
In order to survive, she must make those ferocious beasts her food.
When she learned to kill, illness became her third problem.
Unable to make a fire at first, she endured nausea and nausea, and she ate the flesh of wild beasts raw, and even some worms, which were constantly pouring into her stomach without treatment, and as a matter of course, her physical health was crushed.
However, even when she was sick, even if she was dying, she had to stay awake, because she had to hide from danger, she had to hunt wild beasts, and she had to survive alone on that deserted island.
No one will be able to help her, and no one will come down from the sky to save her life and become her hero.
Therefore, she can only save herself and become her own hero.
With a text about the Holy Light Healing Technique that she had read in her vague memory, she explored, created, and improved by herself, and learned the healing technique that belonged to her, which she named the Dawn Healing Technique.
She used the Dawn Healing Technique to cure her ailment.
With the knowledge of swordsmanship in her mind, she used a branch as a sword, and in her spare time, she swung her sword, swung her sword, kept swinging her sword, never knew anything, and gradually figured out the sword moves, sword qi, and finally comprehended the sword intent.
When she used her sword intent to slash out the flame sword technique, even if it was just a faint flame, she finally shed tears, because from that moment on, she could finally eat the cooked food, and finally she didn't have to endure the nausea that wanted to pull her throat out of her throat to eat those bloody raw meats.
Overcoming danger, hunger and disease, she finally lived a slightly more normal life.
However, the biggest and most difficult test she faced finally came—loneliness came.
At first, there was no time to think about other things in order to survive, but once life finally stabilized, feelings of loneliness and loneliness finally came rushing in, completely drowning her young girl.
She didn't know how long she would have to survive on this isolated island, and she didn't know if anyone would come to save her, and for her, this isolated island was a prison where she was imprisoned, a life sentence.
And in this prison, there are no other humans except her.
It was a world where only little girls existed.
In that world, no one could hear her voice.
Her voice is unspeakable, and she won't get any response.
Loneliness, loneliness, slowly devoured her strength.
Finally, one day, after going through countless hardships and always being strong, she finally survived and had suicidal thoughts for the first time.
It turns out that loneliness is the most terrible enemy.