Li Dashi stood up abruptly and looked at the owner of the hands, when he saw the face with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, he suddenly let go of his hand, his face suddenly turned crimson, and he said with a wooden mouth: "Little... Small... Miss, why are you here? ”

Leng Yayan smiled at his cowardice, and his hand slightly downward instructed him to sit down, and he also sat down before he spoke: "What?" You are the only one who can come to this place, and no one else is allowed to come? ”

Li Dashi scratched his head embarrassedly and hurriedly said, "No, no, I mean, how do you know I'm here?" Li Dashi sat down about a meter away from Leng Yayan, he was afraid that he would be disgusted by her next to her.

Leng Yayan stroked the hair on her head and said clearly: "Because I often come here to watch the sunrise, and why are you so far away from me, do I look ugly and scare you?" ”

Li Dashi hurriedly shook his hand and said, "No, no, I'm afraid that you will be disgusted when you are close to you, miss, you suddenly become so strange." Li Dashi felt that Leng Yayan suddenly became not so cold, but a little cute little girl, Li Dashi's shadow of Chu Yuxuan appeared in his mind, was it because of him?

"Because there are no outsiders here, I can finally take off my mask." Leng Yayan smiled faintly, and a graceful arc intoxicated countless men.

Li Dashi touched his head and thought about the meaning of this sentence, could it be that I am not an outsider? Li Dashi suddenly felt a little happy, but then he thought of himself and said a little desolately: "Yes, I am indeed not an outsider. For the boss, I'm just not one of his dogs, not even his brothers, I send that Tian Lei to watch me in everything, nominally acting together, but in fact, I'm afraid that my dog will be unfaithful and bite him one day. ”

Leng Yayan stared at his eyes, and suddenly felt that this person was a little different from usual, no, he had underestimated him before.

"I can't argue with you if you think so, but the world is actually very fair, because there is no absolute fairness, so there is only this relative unfairness fairness. Do you want to join me in fighting against this injustice? ”

Li Dashi looked at the girl in front of him who had attracted him countless times, and said with a wry smile: "What can a person like me help you?" We're not the same kind of people at all, and I'm not going to pester you anymore. After Li Dashi finished speaking, he looked at the corner of the sunset on the horizon, and said slowly: "The sunrise is really beautiful, this world is still warm, but the warmth of this world does not give me." ”

Leng Yayan was surprised when she heard Li Dashi's words: "I didn't expect you to be able to say such philosophical words." ”

Li Dashi smiled self-deprecatingly, looked at Leng Yayan and said softly, "Do you want to hear a boring story?" ”

Leng Yayan nodded and did not speak.

Li Dashi stared at the sun with his eyes and said faintly: "Although I am the only child in the family, my parents died one after another shortly after I was born, and I was beaten to death!" Because I gave birth to me, I owe a huge amount of money and can't afford to pay it back, so I was beaten to death! The only people left in the family were my grandfather and me. ”

"When I was five years old, my grandfather gave me to a friend of my father's dogmeat, who was an alcoholic and punched and kicked me every time he was drunk, saying that he had taken me in and that without him I would have frozen to death and starved to death. To be honest, I really wanted to die at that time, I knew many ways to die, hanging myself and jumping off the building to drink medicine, but whenever I wanted to die, I was scared and stopped. It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous that a person who can't do anything and doesn't even dare to die in the end is still alive in this world. ”

"Then when I was seven years old, the drunkard did the only good thing I thought he had ever done, and I went to school. I thought that when I went to school and arrived in a new environment, I would be able to forget all the nightmares, but I didn't expect it to be the beginning of another nightmare. ”

"Because I am a transfer student, I can't understand most of the teacher's lectures, but I still study very hard, hoping to impress my teachers and classmates and look up to me. But no matter what I did, no matter how I studied, the teacher used me as a negative teaching material, sarcastically humiliated me in class, and my classmates laughed at me, but I put up with it, I thought about studying hard to get a good score for them, but I didn't even have this chance. One night after school, a few of the bully in the class blocked me in a corner outside the school, beat me so hard that I didn't come to school for the last month. ”

"The drunkard dropped me out of school while I was in bed, scolded me at home for not being productive, and I swallowed my pain and finally made a decision in my heart. One night, I stole all the money I knew from the drunkard, escaped with a few baggage, and came to the city. ”

"I became a little homeless man, because I was only about eight years old at the time, so no matter what job I went for, no one wanted me, and the crime of child labor was very serious in those days. So, I wandered around the city during the day, picking up garbage and selling it for money, and at night I went to the bridge or the train station or even the street to lay a straw mat to sleep. This kind of life is eight years at once, but these eight years are also the happiest time I have ever lived, there is no beating and scolding of family members and drunkards, and there is no ridicule from classmates and teachers, although life is very hard, but it is free, I once thought about living a wandering life like that, but fate played a joke on me again. ”

"When I was sixteen years old, I met your adoptive father, Liang Sicheng, and he gave me a handful of money to follow him, otherwise he would abolish me. In this way, I became one of his dogs, living in his shadow all day long. You'll know what happened next. Li Dashi said so many words in one breath, but he felt that his heart became extremely refreshed.

"I thought my experience was already pathetic, but I didn't expect your experience to be more tortuous than mine." Leng Yayan looked at the stream and didn't know what to say, those comforting words that she never understood.

"Fate plays a different joke with each of us, some people are destined from birth, no matter how tenacious you resist, you will end up like some ants, trampled under the feet of humans, no matter how much you hate the world, you have to live."

Li Dashi lowered his head and said melancholy: "Some people are not born into wealthy nobles, no matter what the family says about you to be self-reliant and make a fortune on your own, but you can use the fame of the family to seize any opportunity." And I'm a fool myself, and no matter how much I resist, I'm a decrepit boy. But Miss you are different, you still have the strength to resist, we are not the same kind of people. ”