Chapter 151: Sezumi (1)
"Inspector, we have found out the model of the car, it is a Santana sedan, and the car is also equipped with a positioning system, and the computer shows that the car is parked in the deepening chemical plant." Technician Xiao Zhao said tiredly that he searched in the traffic bureau all night to find the car, fortunately it was equipped with a satellite positioning system, so that he no longer had to find the location of the car.
"Well, I know, I've worked hard for you, go and rest." Tan Sheng said excitedly, turned his head and called Zheng Peng, "Zheng Peng, we have found out the specific location of the car with that license plate number, you call all the police officers to gather and we are ready to set off to deepen the chemical plant." β
"Ah...... Good. Zheng Peng hesitated and said.
Tan Sheng hung up the phone, thinking of Xiyang's analysis of him, it seems that there is really something wrong with this Zheng Peng. However, this is the path he has chosen, and if he chooses, he will have to pay the price, Tan Sheng sneered at the corner of his mouth.
Deepening the chemical factory, Leng Yayan walked into a room with a few bags of bread and reached out to the person lying on the ground.
"Thank you, the physical exertion is too great, I'm going to starve to death." Chu Yuxuan grabbed a few pieces of bread and stuffed them into his mouth.
"I'm choking, but there's no water for you to drink." Leng Yayan looked at him eating funny, and said with a sneer: "Is your injury better?" Liang Sicheng's hand is very strong, but you should also be in contact with your uncle soon, I turned on the locator in the car that came, as long as your police are willing to search the location of this car, you will definitely be able to find it. β
"If you look at the way I eat, you know it's almost good." Chu Yuxuan swallowed his bread and said vaguely: "It seems that you saw the scheduled text message sent to my cousin from Li Dashi's mobile phone." How did you talk to Li Dashi? Can he help us? β
Leng Yayan shook her head and said vaguely, "I'm not sure either." Leng Yayan told Chu Yuxuan what Li Dashi and her said in the morning, "Actually, I think it's not right for Li Dashi to say that I am not the same kind of person as him, in fact, I also thought about giving up, I have never resisted, even if Liang Sicheng is caught or killed by your police, I also have no future, and my hands are also stained with blood." β
Chu Yuxuan stopped swallowing, put the bread on the ground and looked at Leng Yayan in a daze, until Leng Yayan's small hands shook in front of his eyes, and then he said slowly: "I don't know how to refute you, maybe no one can help you if you didn't resist before, and maybe no one can understand you, but that's in the past." Li Dashi is right, you have the power to resist, that is, the will in your own heart, the courage to survive and the vision for the future. Don't...... Don't you have anything to look forward to? β
Leng Yayan stared at Chu Yuxuan's eyes, smiled, and said, "Yes, I like daffodils, if I really die one day, I want to commit suicide in the sea of Awaji Island, which is full of Narcissos." β
"Awaji Island?" Chu Yuxuan asked suspiciously, and then suddenly realized, "Are you talking about Awaji Island in the game narcissu narcissus?" β
Leng Yayan nodded lightly and said with a misty expression: "To be honest, I like the heroine of that game, Sezumi...... Do you remember the story she told about Narcissus? β
Chu Yuxuan snorted and said: "Narcissus is a narcissistic boy from the myth of hope, and the goblin Ai Ge is also one of his suitors, but Ai Ge can only repeat the same words as the other party, that is to say, if Narcissos doesn't say to himself I love you, Ai Ge will never be able to convey his love, but...... It was absolutely impossible, no matter how much she fantasized and longed, Ai Ge's wish would never come true, and at last she cursed Narcissus, who from then on stared at her reflection without sleep, and finally turned into a beautiful flower, that is, a daffodil. Chu Yuxuan said that in the end, even he felt so heavy that he couldn't breathe, he couldn't imagine that the girl in front of him was so sad...... Transform yourself into Sezumi.
Leng Yayan nodded sadly, the smile just now was fleeting, "Hopeless longing for the future is like Ai Ge." β
"Yuxuan, do you remember a sentence that appears repeatedly in that game?" Leng Yayan asked.
Chu Yuxuan didn't answer, and shook his head.
"In this world where I can only see myself, I have sent away the pale sky with rainy seasons and rainy seasons...... When did I become so lonely? Leng Yayan replied with a sad look in her eyes, "Since I was eight years old, ten years have passed, and I have been living in the underground tunnels of this city, I can't go to school and study like other girls, and I can't go shopping with my girlfriends hand in hand and discuss the boys who pass by." The only thing that accompanied me was those obscene middle-aged uncles and pistols......"
"I've been thinking about whether I should call the police and let them arrest Liang Sicheng, but he adopted me at the beginning, and he has been good to me for eight years, so ...... I'll repay him in ten years. After he died, I went to Japan alone to find that Awaji Island, which was engulfed by a tsunami like Sezumi. β
"Actually...... If you don't think negatively, you'll have a good time. Positively thinking? Chu Yuxuan paused and said with a wry smile: "I don't seem to be qualified to say this." β
"Full of longing for the future, hard work, if the wish can really come true, it is good...... But what if it can't be done? β
"Just like Sezumi, I wasn't that strong at all, and I was able to smile and comfort myself. I can only hide my weak heart with a cold appearance, I am very afraid, living in such a world, maybe one day...... I was killed by some of my enemies. β
"I could only look at myself with indifference...... I can only say to myself..... if I had tried to pursue it at that time, maybe it would have been a different result. Maybe Liang Sicheng shouldn't have adopted me...... Just like that, if I freeze to death on the street, there will be no such beginning! Leng Yayan sobbed and shook her shoulders, this was the first time she had cried in ten years.
Chu Yuxuan looked at Leng Yayan's crying, stretched out his hand and retracted it, he knew that Leng Yayan hadn't cried like this for a long time, even a few hours ago, she said that she wouldn't cry so easily, did she think she was Sezumi? Chu Yuxuan asked himself softly.
"I can only take this as my last consolation!" Leng Yayan shouted to Chu Yuxuan.
"When this is over...... How about we go to Awaji Island? Chu Yuxuan asked softly, waiting for her answer, he knew that she would definitely agree.
"Hmm......" Leng Yayan agreed with a crying voice.
Chu Yuxuan stood up and gently grabbed Leng Yayan's shoulder, gently patted Leng Yayan's back with his hand, and said softly in her ear: "But I won't watch Sezumi walk into the sea alone like the protagonist in the game...... Because, I don't like that ending.
(1) Sezumi is the heroine of "Narcissu" (γγ«γγγ½γΉ) is a game made by the Japanese fandom society γΉγγΌγΈγͺγͺ (stagenana), and the Chinese name of the game is Narcissus.