424 I hate you
"It's because my mother's attitude is so bad," Shibuyin said, "and the doctor said it's also because of the seriousness of his condition." ∈ eight ∈ eight ∈ read ∈ books, .≦.o≧ it's not because of you, don't be so sad. ”
"I'm not upset...... "I just ......
I don't know exactly how to describe this feeling, I cut ties with him because I don't think he ever loved me, and I decided not to have this dad anymore, my only relative. Now it's all turned over again, and I don't even have a chance to verify.
I hate that feeling.
Really, I hate that feeling.
It was at this moment, in a short period of less than an hour, that I suddenly realized that I really didn't need my father.
I feel sorry for myself when I find this.
I couldn't go on, so Fan Yin was silent, and after a while, he said, "I'll go to pick you up, you have to be careful at home, don't tell my father about this matter first." ”
"Okay."
Then he stopped talking, and for a long time, he suddenly said, "I'm sorry." ”
"Huh?"
He did not speak.
I asked, "Why did you suddenly say you're sorry?" ”
"Nothing." He said, "You will call me shameless when you say it." ”
"Tell me about it." He did so much shameless things in front of me that I asked, "Did you cause my father to fall?" ”
"At the root, it's me. In fact, he always advises me and wants me to be nice to you, and I always reassure him, and I know that he is very upset. The reason why he chose to be on my side is simply because his own values make him think that it is better for you to survive this marriage than to divorce, not because he has a crush on me, he has no crush on me. I've always been aware of his struggles. ”
"Oh." I said, "I know what you mean. But it has nothing to do with you saying I'm sorry, you were chosen by me, and I don't have a chance to divorce, I deserve it. ”
"I'm sorry." He said it again.
I didn't say anything.
Because I don't want to answer it's okay, I don't even want to accept his sorry.
I hate those three words, even if they come from sincerity.
The wound has formed and cannot be returned. The pain has already happened, and it can't come back. Nothing is lost. I don't like these three words because nothing comes back.
He seemed to wait for me for a while, listened to me for a while, listened to me, didn't say anything more, and hung up the phone.
The rest of the day passed slowly, and I just waited at home.
No one came to me, and it seems that Fanyin did not alarm anyone, otherwise Old Man Fanyin would definitely come.
And I almost didn't think about anything, the last time I found out that he was sick, I was very anxious, and I was also afraid, afraid that I would lose this father. However, this time, it was clear that he was more serious and treated me better than before, but I didn't seem to be so scared, probably because I finally realized that I didn't have it.
Although they all said that, I didn't think I would have the right to inherit, and I thought he asked me to be there, probably because Fanyin had an identity after all, and it was very strange to not let us go and secretly announce it.
Besides, I don't want to really get the inheritance as Fanyin said, I know I don't have that ability, and I can't keep it if I get it, so I can't give it to Fanyin, right? I really hope that the inheritance will be given to others, so that Fanyin will understand that I am a completely useless person, and that I can seriously talk about divorce.
I couldn't sleep, so I didn't sleep, I waited all night, in the morning the maid came to bring breakfast, when she saw me, she was startled, and asked a few words with concern, and then Dr. Shen came, I didn't let her in. Then the old man came again, with a good attitude, and asked, "What's wrong with Lingling?" The maid said you didn't sleep all night? ”
I asked, "When did you start caring about this kind of thing?" ”
"Daddy is worried!" His attitude was very good, and his tone was logical: "After all, you are not in good health, and you are still injured, why don't you sleep all night?" ”
I looked at him and thought to myself, this old man is here to test me? What wind did he already smell? But if I don't reply, he'll have to lead the conversation himself.
Sure enough, Old Man Fan waited for a while, and made sure that I wasn't going to answer, so he asked, "I heard that Yinyin and Yanyan talked to you yesterday, and you haven't slept all night, is there any bad news?" Daddy is worried about you. ”
Hehe, sure enough.
He must not have been able to access the content of the call, but the call itself had already made the old fox aware of it.
I said, "I'm fine, I'm sorry." ”
The old man opened his mouth again, and I was about to drive him away when the door opened.
It's a traditional sound.
I breathed a sigh of relief.
As soon as Fanyin came in, he asked, "Dad, why are you here?" ”
"Dad is worried about Lingling." Old man Fan said very calmly: "Lingling didn't sleep all night last night, and she was in a very bad mood, I was worried that she was too sad, so I came to persuade her." Seeing that Fanyin didn't speak, he said: "Although Dad has a disagreement with you, something really happened, we are a family, how can I not come?" ”
It sounded subtle, as if I had already told him everything. I was about to open my mouth when Fanyin frowned and said, "What are you talking about?" She is unhappy because Mr. Su does not allow her to divorce me, what are you sad about? ”
The old man was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes showed suspicion: "Just like this?" ”
"What do you hope it is?" Fanyin raised his eyebrows and put on a confused look: "You also look forward to my divorce?" ”
"Where?" Seeing that he was dissatisfied, the old man immediately understood the current affairs and said: "Then Dad went out, it was really kind to treat it as a donkey's liver and lungs......"
Fanyin watched him go with a grin, then smiled, came to me, and asked, "Why haven't you slept all night?" ”
I said, "I can't sleep." ”
He looked at me with a very gentle expression, and reached out to touch my head, but I twisted my face away and said, "I thought about it last night." ”
"What have you thought about?"
"I don't think it's possible for him to give me the property."
He was stunned and did not speak.
"So, I hope you'll think about it seriously." I said, "I don't have any money, so it's not worth your effort, right?" ”
He frowned, as if he had just reacted: "How do you say such a thing?" ”
I said, "This is the result of my serious thinking." ”
"I think you're sick in the head." He reprimanded: "He is also your father, and now he is lying in a coma in the hospital, why don't you rush to see you and talk to me about this?" ”
"Yes." I said, "I want to talk about this first." I'm afraid you're being too good to me now, and when you get there, you'll be dumbfounded as soon as you announce your heir. I'm going to be sad that way, too, so I want to tell you about it in advance. I don't want him to choose me as his heir, I can't imagine that possibility, I can't imagine what it would be like if that happened. I'm more convinced that he'll pick someone else. ”
He gave me a blank look and asked, "Why did you choose someone else to ask you to go?" ”
"I want to give you face, and I want to give you face to your parents." I said, "After all, your family has such a status that he wants to ask his 'own daughter' to endure you like this." ”
Only then did he hear what I meant, and he actually smiled: "You are still unbalanced? ”
"Hmm."
"I'm afraid that after you become the heir, you won't be able to divorce me?" He asked, raising his eyebrows and smiling.
That's it, Mrs. Han gave up directly.
He still laughed, "Didn't you think that after becoming the heir, at least I wouldn't bully you?" At least you're equal to me in terms of strength, and you don't have to worry about me bullying you? ”
"Didn't think about it." I had thought about it before, but I realized that I couldn't fight him. Isn't that this time? I was completely tricked and deceived, so that I, even if I became an heir, ended up either bankrupt or cheated by him.
He smiled and said, "You were trying to replace me not long ago." ”
I didn't speak.
I'm not thinking about replacing him, and I don't understand why he thinks that. I want to help him share this matter and let him heal, I am afraid that he will continue to harm this family, but I don't have the ability to do so. I don't understand why he always wanted to "usurp power" and "replace" such motives. He doesn't want me to be good.
But forget it, I don't want to explain this, and I don't want to think about it and chill me.
As if embarrassed by my lack of response, he glanced at me a few times and licked his lips as if he had something to say. Finally he put his arm around my shoulder, and I tried to dodge, but he ignored me.
"Don't worry, even if you are not an heir, I will definitely not divorce." He squeezed my shoulders hard and pressed me to maintain what he found to be a more welcoming gesture, "I don't divorce because you are my wife, not because you are the heir." ”
I couldn't help but laugh.
He showed a slight embarrassment and asked, "Why do you have such an expression?" ”
"You're fake." I said, "I've thought about it for a long time, every time you're nice to me, it's about the heir." Of course, there are irrelevant ones, and that's because you're in a bad situation and need to hold on to me. ”
He looked at me and didn't speak.
"If I hadn't been the daughter of Mr. Su, you would have dumped me a long time ago, oh no, you really killed me." I said, "I remember that you used to make things difficult for Sheng Mengmeng, didn't you know it then?" ”
He looked at me and said, "I was unbalanced for you. ”
I still want to laugh.
I don't want to accept his kindness at all, and I really hope that there is no inheritance, so let's divorce.
He spoke for a long time: "You just want to divorce me? Don't even care about your dad's situation? ”
"Yes."
He looked unhappy: "Didn't my mother tell you?" He said you were his own daughter. ”
"It's not necessarily true."
"The lawyer says there is enough chain of evidence to prove it." He said: "It's just that the heir hasn't been announced yet, and I'm afraid that you are in danger, so I can't say it." ”
"Oh." I said, "So you have hope again." ”
"Lingling!" He asked, "Why is your focus here?" Are you overly sad? ”
"No, I'm actually angry, afraid that he will make me the heir." I said, "I told him last time, I'm going to cut ties with him, I don't need him to love me anymore, I don't even need him anymore." It's like I don't need you anymore. You're just as annoying as he is, and when I want you to treat me well, treat me like garbage, kick me aside, and bully me. I finally convinced myself that I didn't want you, and I came out again. I hate you, I don't want to be that broken heir, I just want to divorce you. ”