405 I'm not going to die

I nodded, "I know." ∷VIII8∷Reading∷Book,.2∞3.oβ‰ "

He didn't seem to expect me to agree so easily, so he was slightly stunned, but stopped talking.

I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

He laughed, shook his head, and said, "I thought you were going to ask me why I thought the way I did." ”

"It doesn't matter." I said, "I want to open it too, I'm by his side, I've had all the worst experiences I've ever had in my life." If you lied to me, what can you fool me? My life? When I go back this time, isn't it just my life? ”

He reached out and took mine, looking gloomy and not speaking.

After that, Pu Lan left again, saying that she would come back early tomorrow morning. I just didn't want him to keep an eye on me, and I felt a lot more comfortable when he left.

Originally, I couldn't make up my mind, it was Pu Lan's words that touched me, when I was nineteen years old, I really couldn't imagine that my future life would become like this, I thought I would live well, find the people I love and love me, start a family together, and make up for what I don't have, what I lack, all with happiness. I thought that this person was Fanyin, and thought that his illness was a test of our emotions, how could I abandon my sick family? But I forgot, I couldn't save him, and neither was the doctor.

I also forgot that I am so humble, so low to the dust, and so cut meat to feed eagles, after all, I will only be thought that I am not fat enough, not enough, not loved.

What am I afraid of? Outsiders hurt me, and that's nothing more than that.

Early the next morning, Pu Lan came, and had already prepared something, and told me, "He asked, you only said that you were here, but there is no need to say that you have seen me." ”

"Okay." I said, "But he knows I'm here, doesn't he think I've seen you?" ”

"Of course he thinks, but he doesn't have evidence, you say it, you have a handle." "So just don't say it," he said. ”

I see, I said, "Okay." ”

"I'll take care of the rest," he sighed, "and if something happens and you can contact me, you have to contact me as soon as possible." ”

"Okay." I said, "Don't worry, I'm a little worried about the family." The matter of the second personality betraying the whole family last time has not been resolved, and now he doesn't know what he has done, and Lin Zhunyi has also defected, I don't know who to use. ”

"The matter has been settled, and everyone has been killed, that is, it is said that there is a negotiation, but it seems that it has not yet been decided how to negotiate." He said: "But at least the little family does not dare to act rashly, and you have at least succeeded in deterring them." ”

I nodded, and remembered that Fanyin asked Lin Zhunyi to lead me to the place of the incident that day, and he kept saying that he wanted to prove himself that day, which I thought was ridiculous.

I don't want him to prove his innocence, he hasn't been innocent too many times anyway, every case, every piece is a slender knife, slowly piercing my heart, as long as I don't pull it out, it won't bleed, it won't be deliberately touched, and it won't hurt very much, so I just carry these knives with me, and I can survive.

So I'm not going to explain to him what happened to me and Pu Lan in the past few days, whether his attitude is good or bad, I don't want to explain, because I want to give him a knife like this, because I'm fed up with his stains and I forgive him compassionately, I want to have a sense of balance, but also let him understand the pain of hanging a knife.

Soon it was packed, and before I left, he said, "I won't send you, it will be very troublesome to be seen." ”

"I know." I said, "Thank you these days." ”

There was not a hint of a smile on his face, and that distressed expression made people feel strangely sour, and he raised his hand, because it was not raised in the end, so it was difficult for me to guess what he wanted to do, only to hear him say, "It's good that you come back alive." ”

"Don't worry." I said, "Maybe it's not that bad." ”

"If something happens to the family, I won't fall into the ground, but my second sister may not." He said: "I will try my best to lobby her, but she is already dissatisfied with the Fan family for taking too much money from her, and he ...... it" He seemed to think that he was too gossip to say this, and he stopped.

I asked, "What about him?" Don't keep me hungry. ”

"You said that she found you and negotiated with you arrogantly, so do you still need me to talk about it?" He quickly changed the subject, took out a box, and said, "After thinking about it, I decided to do it." ”

He opened the box, it was my wedding ring, and my wrist was a little twisted, but it wasn't serious, but it was swollen. I think that's why I took it down.

"I didn't mean to pick it up, it's just that your hand was so swollen at the time that the doctor recommended cutting it off." He said, "I was afraid of hurting you when I picked it, so I cut it off, and then I found the words engraved inside." It's been fixed now, I'm sorry. ”

"It's okay." It's obviously cleaned, it's scorching in the sun, it's not an expensive material, I didn't have much money when I bought it, it's gold and a few diamond rings like millet. I can't see it from this angle, but it is engraved with the pinyin of our names and the date of our wedding. I also made a joke when I bought it, because my fingers were a little thick when I bought it, but in order to wear a beautiful wedding dress, I made myself a little thinner, and the ring came out a little bigger, so I took it and changed it, and almost didn't make it to the wedding.

I still remember the day, the day we got married, and he and I were both dressed in new and cheap dresses, standing under the saffron tree in front of the government building, and next to us stood the bridesmaid Roman, who also signed our marriage certificate.

It was all so good, and that wedding was like a watershed moment that turned my life from not so bad to hell.

I didn't even notice it was gone for so many days, it never happened, and it was like a proof that our marriage had become such a waste that I wouldn't remember even if I lost it. I suddenly didn't want to take it again, I really knew that I was going back this time, and said, "I don't want this, you can throw it away for me." ”

He was stunned, then smiled back and said, "I'm glad you said that." You'll have to put it on, though. ”

"Why?"

"I've put a small monitor in it just in case." "I know his house is heavily secured, but it's a wedding ring after all, and I want to get out of it," he said. ”

"I'm afraid I can't hide from it." I know the security function of that house, and I don't have the ability to prevent anything else, but it's still very effective.

"Then let's try it too." "If they check it, you say your hand is swollen, and the doctor takes it away and fixes it, and then the nurse gives it back to you," he said. They will only think that I lied to you and added such a thing to you, and they will not blame you. ”

No, if he wants to blame, he will blame me, after all, what is the trouble of wanting to add to the crime? He can say that because I was stupid, I didn't go there and ran to see Pu Lan.

But when I took it, I thought he meant well, and it would be nice if he was lucky enough to bring it in.

Because the ring has been cut, there is a crack on it, which happens to be broken in my name, and it can be seen that this side was specially restored when repairing, but it is still difficult to hide the fact that it was broken, and the centipede-like scar runs through between ling and yu, which is in stark contrast to the bright and clean of the traditional pinyin on the opposite side. It's the same as this ugly scar covered in me.

I put it on, it was just the right size, and I said, "Thank you for bothering." ”

He looked at me and didn't speak.

I said, "I'm leaving." Thank you for taking care of me during this time, and if I have the opportunity, I am willing to repay it. ”

He tugged at the corners of his mouth, reached over, and wrapped his arms around my waist.

I tried to push, but I realized that he didn't exert himself, so he didn't move. He stroked my back to reassure me a little, and with my leg still not getting better, he took my crutches again, and I leaned on his shoulder.

He didn't speak, and neither did I, so I held it silently. Maybe it's because Fanyin is so rough, he never seems to have hugged me so gently, gently, like he hugged Niannian and his dog, and further on, Britney seemed to have hugged me like this, but I can't remember clearly, and further on, my adoptive father said that he had also taken care of me, and probably hugged me like this, but I don't remember it at all. In other words, it's been a long, long time since I've hugged me very gently like this, and I suddenly feel that he might be able to treat me sincerely, at least not like Fanyin, so it doesn't seem bad if I really follow him, at least he makes me feel gentle and safe.

Then he let go and said, "Be careful when you go back." ”

"Okay." I said, "Don't worry, I'm not going to die." ”

He didn't speak.

He said nothing more, he said let me go down by myself, lest anyone see me. But after the car started, I still saw him in the rearview mirror. When I turned my head to look at the window, I really saw him standing not far away, and he seemed to realize that I was turning my head and beckoned to me.

I know that he shouldn't come out, and once he is caught with such a shortcoming, as my adoptive father said, the adulterous wife and daughter are considered to be solid. Once this kind of thing happens, if Fan Yin doesn't clean him up, he will lose his dignity, Pu Lan will definitely die for a lifetime, and men seem to be inherently sensitive to this kind of thing, so once there is that kind of situation, everyone will not want to make money and expand calmly.

So, I'm a little touched by his current behavior, after all, he didn't "lewd", but he took such a risk. I knew that there were only a handful of people in the world who would be kind to me, and even fewer who risked it for me, and it suddenly made me believe that he might really like me, if not as much as he said, but certainly more than I had thought.

It took about half an hour for the car to finally drive to the place, and the familiar iron gate stood in view. I didn't have any luggage, so I didn't prepare because I didn't like wheelchairs, so I got out of the car on crutches, and the driver left, and I slowly moved over.

At this moment, the door of the villa is still closed, and it seems that Pu Lan sent me back directly, without telling the Fan family.