Pu Lan was also silent for a moment and said, "So you can think about it yourself." ”

I asked, "If it were you, would you go?" ”

"No, it won't." He replied decisively.

"What if she's your wife?"

"No, it won't."

"What if you have children?"

"No, it won't."

"Wouldn't that be too heartless?" I couldn't make up my mind at all.

"I've said a long time ago that I'm a utilitarian person." He said: "Utilitarian people will always choose between others and themselves. ”

I really want to be a utilitarian person, but I have children, and if I let them know, they will definitely hate me even more.

I couldn't make up my mind anymore and said, "I thought I should go, but now that you're saying that, I feel like I'm crazy if I go." ”

He asked, "Don't you have an opinion yourself?" ”

I said, "The reason why I've come to this point is because I'm always wrong. “

He pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't dare to say it.

I said, "You're right, if it's a ploy, then for me, going back is like sending me to death." But if it's not, then ......"

He said, "Do you want to go back?" ”

"Yes."

He asked, "Don't you know that you are sent to death?" ”

"But I still want to." I said, "You're going to look down on me again, aren't you?" ”

He didn't nod or shake his head, and said, "Since you want to, then go back." I'm going to stop you, I'm afraid you're going to be disgusted. ”

I nodded, still hesitating: "You say...... Is this really a lie to me? ”

"Yes."

"So sure?"

"Originally, I was eighty percent sure, but looking at your expression, I knew that it was ten." He said, "Yes, do you still want to go back?" ”

I didn't speak, what if it was? What if something really happens to their family?

I couldn't make up my mind anyway, and then Pu Lan said, "Well, you go back." But let's agree that if you don't contact me within a certain period of time, I will let my lawyer sue for divorce on your behalf, and then you must appear in court, and no matter how tough he is, he can't fight the court. However, this method requires you to sign a retainer agreement first, otherwise the lawyer is not qualified to sue on your behalf. ”

I shook my head, "No, it's too sudden for my daughter, and I haven't discussed it with her yet." ”

"If he doesn't torture you, there is no need to prosecute, just use the court to force him to release you." He said: "You know, according to the rules, I have no right to interfere in this matter, he is your husband, and from the perspective of Taoism, it is his family matter that he kills you." ”

I said, "It's even worse, I'm definitely going to have a wound on my body, and I don't need to say the judge will see it." My daughter is so old that she must go to court, and she has no idea that her father is like this. At that point, he may lose custody permanently, and in severe cases, even be imprisoned in a psychiatric hospital. And you know, the police are always watching you, and you don't have a chance. ”

He sighed and said, "But I really can't do it any other way." ”

I understood what he meant and said, "It's okay, it's not your fault. ”

"I'll contact Mr. Su for help, and I'll also look for Mrs. Li," he said, "but these people don't necessarily do their best, after all, the teacher is unknown." Only prosecution is the most effective. ”

"I know." I said, "But you really can't prosecute." ”

He sighed and stopped talking.

I asked, "When can you arrange for me to go back?" ”

"If you go back, you're going to be beaten, so let's wait for your legs to get better." He said: "During this period, I went around trying to find a way to verify this matter...... Also think of ways to see if there are any possibilities for deployment. ”

I said, "Okay." But don't be too late. ”

He nodded, looking rather helpless.

After Pu Lan left, I was the only one left in the ward again.

I was worried and scared. I am afraid that something will really happen to the Fanjia family, and I am afraid that I will be really miserable. Pu Lan's proposed prosecution is a foolproof strategy, but I can't use it, Fanyin is a madman, but I'm not, I can't be sober and let Niannian and Yinyin's parents kill each other, and the family is ruined.

Pu Lan left this time as if she forgot about me, there was no news for half a month, I felt that although my leg was not well, it no longer hurt, but I couldn't contact him. The bodyguards also seemed to have an explanation, and they refused to give me a mobile phone, only saying that they had contacted him, and he told me to rest at ease.

The only connection I had with him was that he still ate the food he cooked every day, and it was very delicate, so I had to go on a hunger strike all day in order to see him, and in the evening, he finally came, carrying a new food box, and asked, "Why don't you eat?" The dish is not to your taste? ”

"It's not." He looked the same as he did ten days ago, and I said, "I wanted to ask you about the last time, but you locked me up." ”

He immediately looked distressed and said, "I was trying to contact you." ”

"Liar."

He sighed, sat down, opened the food box, and said, "Then eat something first, okay?" ”

"Not good." I said, "Are you trying to drag?" ”

"Of course I want to drag it." He looked lonely: "I don't want you to die." ”

I couldn't help but be silent and said, "He is my daughter's father after all." ”

"I don't think my father is a gold medal for exoneration." He said: "When your child grows up, he will naturally understand you. ”

I'm speechless.

Of course, I myself feel that I am quite cheap, this thing is indeed as Pu Lan said, ten times the ** is fake, but I still want to go back. Even I vaguely felt in my heart that if I went back, was deceived, and was cleaned up by Fanyin, I would be restless, and I would despair of Fanyin, and I would definitely be able to take the child away. If he was killed directly, it would be cleaner and another escape.

He seemed a little impatient, and said, "You can let it go, but you must promise me one thing first, otherwise I will never do what you want." ”

"What's the matter?"

"If he is scolding you this time, and he is looking for you to go back to abuse you, then after I rescue you, you will never think about going back." He said seriously: "I won't stop you this time because your heart is not dead and you don't trust me, but I promise that there will be no next time." I'll tell you in advance, I hope you don't think I'm too ruthless. ”

I was taken aback by his tone: "What are you going to do?" ”

"You can't go back."

I asked, "What if I want to be with someone else?" ”

He looked at me and didn't speak.

I probably understood what he meant, and fell silent again.

He didn't seem to have any intention of lobbying me today, and silently pushed the soup in front of me.

I picked up the spoon, thought for a moment, and said, "I think you know, but I don't like ......."

"I know." He interrupted me: "Sorry, I was rude, but I really don't want to hear this. ”

I didn't speak.

"The person you love is such a scumbag, I'm glad I'm the one who is not loved by you." "I don't mean to insult you," he said quietly, "but you probably haven't been loved so much that you think love is supposed to be that bad." I can't figure out why you still love him, and I can't figure out why you want to go back, maybe you're so great that you've forgotten that you should prioritize yourself. In fact, this kind of giving will only spoil others, making them more willing to ask for you, and more willing to think that you don't give enough. ”

I didn't speak.

He was silent, and his expression was slightly embarrassed.

I asked, "What else?" ”

"It's nothing, sorry, I was a little excited just now." He said, "Eat, you haven't eaten all day." ”

I picked up the spoon and the soup was just the right temperature and it tasted delicious.

I hadn't eaten all day, and I was so hungry that I couldn't help but eat more at the thought of going back tomorrow.

I didn't speak to him during this time, and it wasn't until I had eaten everything that Pu Lan smiled with satisfaction: "Are you scared too?" ”

"Of course." I said, "But I'll go back this time." ”

There was disappointment on his face.

"But I'm willing to grant your request." I said, "But I have one condition. ”

"Say."

"You can't hit me." I said, "I may not be as good and stupid as you think I am, so I can accept criticism, but you can't hit me." ”

He was stunned for a moment and asked, "Why do you say that?" I look like a madman? ”

"I'm afraid that you are just talking about it, because you don't know me, and you don't know that I am not actually an attractive woman." I said, "I don't need you to marry me, I can be self-sufficient in terms of money." I will definitely not ask for my adoptive father's money, nor will I help you match, and I will also give the child to his family, little daughter...... Discuss it with my adoptive father. I don't need you to take care of me, I don't need you to love me, and to be honest, I don't know if I'll ever fall in love with you, but at least not now. My only request is that you don't hit me. ”

He was stunned for a moment before he reacted and asked, "You mean, are you willing to follow me?" ”

"If you are willing to save me at that time, I am willing." I said, "I'm definitely going to divorce him, but it must be when we're all calm and the kids can accept it...... I haven't figured this out yet. ”

He didn't speak.

I looked up into his eyes and asked, "Okay?" I want you to seriously promise me. ”

"Okay." He nodded seriously and looked into my eyes: "Don't worry, I won't beat you in this life." ”

"Thank you." I asked, "I'll go back tomorrow?" ”

"Yes." "But if you want to be a few days late, there's no rush," he said. ”

I asked, "What have you been asking about lately?" ”

"He didn't come forward for anything, and so did his father, and there were rumors that his father was dead, and his life and death were unknown." "I don't believe it's true, but I don't have proof," he said. ”

"Hmm." I said, "Thank you for inquiring for me." ”

His eyes darkened, and he said, "If this is true, then you must at least contact me, but if you want me to help, you can do it." But if it's you, I want you to come with me. ”

"Of course."

"I mean, he's going to think you're not clean or not, so he's going to have to find a way to stop you, like ...... Say something bad about me, or something else......," he admonished, "but I want you to understand that there are not many people who can save you, and that the chances of saving you are very rare." ”