[How much do you know about the flowers falling in your dreams] 7
They would agree to let her marry him after a brief period of anger to compensate, which is exactly what Lin Zhunyi meant. But he knew that the stars were unwilling.
On that day, the stars took a shower in the bathroom for hours, almost washing off a layer of their skin.
But she still felt that there was a disgusting smell left on her body, it was the smell of Lin Zhunyi's body, and there were traces of being sucked by him on her body, she wanted to erase it like an eraser to erase the pencil traces, but she couldn't succeed anyway.
The next day, she asked for leave and didn't want to go to class, and her grandfather noticed that her face was not good, so he quickly called a doctor. Seeing this, Fanxing hurriedly said that he was pretending to be sick and went to school again.
She didn't leave the classroom, so naturally she didn't see Lin Zhunyi, so the morning was quite safe. She usually goes home at noon, but today she came late and had no appetite, so she didn't want to run.
At noon, there are few people in the school, Lin Zhunyi usually eats with his friends, Fanxing decided to go out to breathe a little fresh air, but he didn't expect to see Lin Zhunyi as soon as he came out of the class door.
Fanxing wanted to go back, but he had already spotted her: "Come here."
This was the first time he had used an imperative on her, because the strength had changed.
The stars stopped, didn't pass, and asked, "What's the matter with you?"
"Let's go to lunch." He was as calm as if nothing had happened that day, but only her imagination.
Fanxing knows that this is because he is very confident.
She didn't speak, and wanted to turn around, but he asked again, "Have you asked your family?"
Her body shook and she couldn't help but freeze in place.
"I can wait for you." He punned on it, "Let's have lunch."
Fanxing tried to keep his distance from him and went to the restaurant.
At this time, there were already many people in the restaurant, and people passing by greeted Lin Zhunyi one after another, and he responded with a smile.
The stars looked at his face, and the day before his eyes came to mind, his eyes staring straight at her, like a cold wolf. She scolds, she begs, she begs, she struggles...... She had tried everything, but he ignored her and ignored her.
As long as she remembered that scene, she couldn't help but tremble silently.
Suddenly, a hand touched her forehead.
Instinctively, the stars dodged it and looked up at him.
It was Lin Zhunyi, the waiter was standing next to him, and he said, "I ordered."
Fanxing said a few casually, and the waiter left. Lin Zhunyi said, "You have a fever."
"Nope."
"In the morning, Mr. Fan said that you are sick and will not come to class this morning." He said.
The stars still didn't speak.
He could see exactly how bad her face was, and fell silent with amusement.
It was impossible for Lin Zhunyi to eat, and he didn't want to eat anymore after eating a few bites.
Before leaving, Lin Zhunyi handed her a small bag and said, "Sorry, I didn't prepare yesterday." ”
Fanxing thought that he wanted to apologize for "not being prepared", although the word was strange, but after all, it was an apology. But when she returned to class and opened it, she saw that there were birth control pills and swelling creams inside.
She couldn't tell if he really didn't think he was at fault or if he was humiliating her, but it made her tremble with anger.
Fanxing also knew something about her mother's identity, but what she knew was not the final version, but no one told her.
Knowing that her "grandfather" and some other relatives were still alive, she tried to visit their home, but the other party excitedly said that she was not her daughter's child. They said that she was: "I don't know which female cousin gave birth to a wild seed, and even you will have to fight it if you come again." ”
So the stars stopped looking for them. But she would go to the cemetery and whenever she felt lonely, she would go to see it.
In the past few years, Grandpa and Dad have decided to move her mother out of the ancestral grave, and Fanxingyou tries to suggest that she want to choose a new cemetery to bury her, but Grandpa refuses. So "Mom's" ashes were buried haphazardly in the wasteland near the cemetery, and the board was written for her by the stars, because it was made of wood, and every time I came, I would find that it had been soaked in the rain. Although she has the money to take care of the cemetery, her grandfather has not allowed it, and she doesn't know who is more important, her mother or her grandfather, but emotionally she prefers her grandfather more.
The first time Fanxing was disappointed in his grandfather was because of this incident.
Lin Zhunyi's actions angered her.
Maybe Grandpa's ideas wouldn't be as bad as she thought, she told herself.
She first told the story of a country that enacted a law for victims to marry rapists, and asked, "Grandpa, what do you think about this?" ”
Grandpa obviously listened patiently: "What's the matter? ”
"Isn't that excessive?"
"Does it have anything to do with you if it's not too much?" Grandpa asked.
"Hmm...... I mean, it's so annoying. "If this is our country, it would be terrible," she said. ”
"Scary what?" Grandpa smiled and said, "What does the law have to do with our family?" You, studying hard is the right thing, you didn't take the exam last time, right? It is easy to learn from others, and you can already find out the teacher's mistakes. ”
The stars are silent.
Grandpa asked, "What's wrong?" Do you think grandpa is nagging? ”
"Grandpa doesn't answer my questions." She said.
"Questions?" Grandpa smiled and asked, "What's the problem?" ”
"What would happen to my grandfather if I was the one who encountered this kind of thing?"
"What kind of thing?" Grandpa obviously didn't want to discuss this, and was implementing a delaying policy.
"If I'm raped, what will you do, grandpa?"
"Really, it's okay to bring up such an obscure topic." Grandpa said, "Of course Grandpa killed that kid." ”
"And what if the other party is very good?"
Grandpa said disdainfully: "How can you like a girl and still need to be raped?" ”
"And what if he's someone close to our family?"
"What do you mean to be close?"
"It's like Lin Zhunyi." She asked tentatively.
"Zhun Yi......" He didn't answer, but only asked, "Why do you ask that?" Did Zhun Yi do to you? ”
"Nope." Fanxing said: "Just use him as an analogy. It's like he's so close to us. ”
"Oh......" said Grandpa, "if it were someone else, then Grandpa would definitely give him some color to see." If it's Zhun Yi bullying you, then ......" He suddenly smiled: "I'll give him some color too!" ”
"Really?" She could tell it was coping.
"Of course."
"Will Grandpa marry me to him?"
"This ......" Grandpa frowned and said, "Xingxing, Grandpa doesn't want to talk about this anymore, you should go to study." ”
"I'll just ask." Fanxing hugged his arm, shook it and said coquettishly: "Grandpa, you just say it." ”
She grinded for a long time, and her grandfather had no choice but to say: "Xingxing, grandpa hopes that you can marry better, preferably to a politician, so that it will help our family develop in the future, in case there are three long and two short in the family, you will not have an accident." But your personality is too willful, ordinary people can't bear you, I see Zhun Yi likes you very much, he is a talent, the family is controlled by us, and he knows the roots, but it is also a good choice. ”
"Grandpa, what do you mean?" Fanxing didn't understand why the topic suddenly came here.
"Since you asked grandpa seriously, then grandpa didn't lie to you. You have grown up, and Zhun Yi is also the age of blood and strength, if something like that really happens, as long as his attitude is good, it can also be considered. ”
Although Fanxing had been prepared, he was still stunned for a moment, unable to believe his ears.
After Grandpa said this, he smiled again: "However, Grandpa thinks that Zhun Yi will not do that kind of thing to you easily, but men have tempers, and you should not always bully him willfully." But grandpa still thinks it's better to marry a politician, then you have to ......"
Seeing that his grandfather was about to start his tirade of "marrying" plan, Fanxing hurriedly stopped in time: "Grandpa, I'm going to study." ”
"Go ahead." Grandpa said with a smile.
Fanxing was both sad and glad in his heart, glad that he didn't tell his grandfather about it.
In the following month, Lin Zhunyi said that he was going to participate in a competition and needed to go to another city, and Fanxing felt relieved.
But the good days didn't last long, that night, she went to bed early, but was awakened by a nightmare, the dream was Lin Zhunyi's eyes, she didn't like his gaze since she was a child, too focused, and too cold, so that she felt like a prey.
The phone rang suddenly, and Lin Zhunyi's number was on the screen.
Fanxing thought that this matter must be kept secret from the family, which is equivalent to not offending his capital, so he picked it up, and Lin Zhunyi's voice over there was as usual: "I won the championship." He said.
"Oh."
"Congratulations to me?" He asked with a smile.
"Congratulations."
"I originally wanted to give you the entries as a birthday gift this year, but I didn't expect to be used by the competition party as a champion collection." He said, "Do you want to know what it is?" ”
"I don't want to." She said, "I'm sleeping, can I stop talking?" ”
Of course, he knew that she didn't want to talk to him, but he felt that it was only temporary, and she would eventually admit it, slowly develop feelings for him, slowly start dating him, and finally marry him, and then live with him for the rest of her life. After all, she had no other choice, and as for her desire to be a kindergarten teacher, if she still liked it then, he would open one for her to play.
So Lin Zhunyi said, "It's only nine o'clock," he knew that she didn't want to hear this, but he specifically said, "Have you taken the medicine?" Many people experience drowsiness when they are pregnant. ”
Fanxing simply didn't reply this time. She didn't take his medicine, but there were always people who came to the school to spread the word about it, and she had already taken it.
Lin Zhunyi gradually lost his patience: "Are you going to keep talking to me?" ”
She did indeed intend to do so, simply put her phone aside, closed her eyes too, and forced herself to fall asleep.
Finally, before Lin Zhunyi hung up the phone, Fanxing fell asleep first.
The next morning, as soon as the stars opened their eyes, they had a bad premonition. When I went downstairs to the restaurant, I saw Lin Zhunyi, and my grandfather was also there, holding a gift box in his hand, and handing it to the maid next to him with a smile. Announcement: Biquge APP is online, supporting Android and Apple. Please pay attention to the WeChat public account to enter the download and installation: appxsyd (press and hold for three seconds to copy)