[How much do you know about the flowers in your dreams] 6
His calm personality makes him invincible, and everyone appreciates it, except for the stars, but her opinion has no weight. He himself is proud of this.
But now he had a crazy idea, and he tried hard to suppress it, but it never succeeded, and it intensified, enveloping a rebellion that he had not had in eighteen years, and turned the world upside down.
Lin Zhunyi had a hunch that he would definitely achieve it.
Realizing that he couldn't suppress the thought, he gave up on fighting it and began to plan it.
It's a risky thing, so he needs to be more cautious.
He hadn't thought about making this plan easy to achieve by currying favor with the stars from the beginning, because she was someone who couldn't be curryed favor with him.
Even Lin Zhunyi himself thinks it's ridiculous, probably only Fanxing in the world hates him from the bottom of her bones, and she is willful, domineering, and short-tempered in front of him, and she doesn't respect him at all, I really don't know what's good. But instead he wanted to get her.
This is a mystery that he will only solve later: he is an incomplete person, and she happens to have the part that he does not have. He likes and envy at the same time, wants to occupy and destroy at the same time.
Fanxing knew that Lin Zhunyi had already spoken, which meant that if she didn't agree to his request, he would immediately stab the matter to his grandfather. She didn't pay much attention to this, because her grandfather had told him to look at a little starry.
So she had to keep her distance from classmate Zhang first.
She thought that this was only temporary, and she needed some time to find a way to break Lin Zhunyi's level.
Who knew that it didn't take long for classmate Zhang to date a girlfriend, and this girlfriend was none other than one of the senior sisters who had pinched Fanxing's arm before.
Fanxing went to Lin Zhunyi, and he was very honest: "I introduced it." But I'm just an introduction, and it's the two of them who decide to date so quickly. ”
Fanxing was so angry that he couldn't do it: "You did it on purpose. ”
"That's right." "But I didn't ask him to empathize," he said. ”
On this day, the stars really felt sad: "You are so annoying......"
"He's the one you should hate more." Lin Zhunyi said: "That's his own choice. ”
"Then you don't need to point fingers."
Fanxing still went to ask classmate Zhang, and before meeting, she was always looking forward to it: I hope that the facts that classmate Zhang said are different from Lin Zhunyi.
But Zhang told her very honestly: "You said you don't want to be with me anymore, of course I can choose someone else." ”
"I'm just saying for now." "Because I'm still young, I ...... Anyway, there are some things that need to be sorted out first, and I hope you can give me a little time. ”
Zhang said, "Then you can solve your affairs first, I don't want to waste time." ”
The senior sister truthfully told Lin Zhunyi about Zhang's reaction: "He said, 'Do you want me to wait for her?' How can I have that much time? Why should I waste my time? She's pretty but she's just pretty, she doesn't have any personality at all, she's very boring'. Why would she let you go and like this kind of goods? ”
Always has to trap classmates, Lin Zhunyi has become more and more unable to hide this matter.
This question was asked to him by almost all those in the know, and he thought it might be because she would have a crush on any man in this world, but he was not the only one.
Anyway, Fanxing is dead set on classmate Zhang, and Lin Zhunyi still thinks that this is permanent.
In the next few days, Fanxing's attitude towards him was a little better, probably because Lin Zhunyi knew the most and knew most about classmate Zhang's affairs, and she couldn't restrain her sadness, and finally confided a few words to him. At first, Lin Zhunyi only listened and did not express his opinion, but later he talked too much, and he finally couldn't help asking: "Why do you like him?" ”
She glanced at him and asked, "Why are you asking?" ”
"I think he's a scumbag." Lin Zhunyi said.
"He's real," she said. ”
Lin Zhunyi really didn't understand: "There are a lot of real people, so what's there to like about the ugly reality?" ”
There aren't many real people, at least in the starry world. None of the people around her are real, they are actually very ugly. And classmate Zhang's ugliness can only be regarded as a drizzle, he has never killed anyone, he has not even beaten anyone, he just likes to have irresponsible relationships with different girls, which is already a good person in the starry world, not to mention that he doesn't lie to her, he behaves very directly in these things, she feels very relaxed with him, because she knows what he thinks in his heart and knows what will happen next. Although he upset her most of the time.
Fanxing didn't tell Lin Zhunyi about this, because he was a member of the Fan family, and his relationship with the Fan family was inseparable, and it was impossible for him to understand her thoughts.
She replied in the simplest and perfunctory way: "I just like him anyway."
Recently, the relationship between Fanxing and Lin Zhunyi has become warm because of this special connection, and Fanxing even felt that his previous opinion of Lin Zhunyi was too arbitrary.
On this day, she drank alcohol.
In the past, Zhang also introduced some girls to her, most of them were rebellious girls of sixteen or seventeen, who often went to various nightclubs.
Fanxing has some connection with a few of them, and some of them have wine, and although Fanxing is a minor, he still drank a few glasses.
She wanted to taste it for a long time, but her grandfather didn't allow it. And this thing is not as good as expected, but it is not very difficult to drink.
When Lin Zhunyi finally found it, he almost didn't see the stars.
She leaned back on the couch in the corner, already asleep.
When Lin Zhunyi picked her up, she hadn't woken up yet, but even so, when he hugged her, the smell of his body still made her frown slightly.
Fanxing develops earlier than many girls, and she is tall, although she is only fourteen years old, her body has begun to curve, and she looks like a sixteen-year-old girl. But Lin Zhunyi is too familiar with her, and if he didn't have the surname Zhang, he still wouldn't have realized it.
Lin Zhunyi didn't send Fanxing home immediately, nor did he call the driver, because he knew that if the family found her drinking, she would definitely die.
Another point is that he prefers this kind of time, so that he is with her, without quarrels, she has a very beautiful face, and when there is no mockery on her face, it looks extraordinarily beautiful.
On this day, Lin Zhunyi took her back to school, and the school enclosed a part of the forest, which is very beautiful, with many beautiful flowers and harmless animals, and is a place that couples like to go to very much.
It was the first time Stars had been here, but she didn't know it. The one she knew, was a nightmare for the rest of her life.
Before that, Fanxing's impression of Lin Zhunyi had changed, because he helped her hide the drinking matter, and he didn't bring up the old thing at all.
If he threatens to tell his family, she will have to comply. But the reason is that she doesn't dare and must not say it, it has become a part of her, even if she talks in her dreams, even if she is drunk, she will not leak out that day is her sister's birthday, before she has a sister, Fanxing feels that her father does not care about children, and she has no friends and naturally has no way to compare. After having a younger sister, she knew she had been deceived.
But at the same time, she also understood where the faint discomfort she felt since she was a child came from.
In this world, some people are inherently superfluous, which is something that Fanxing himself has realized. This realization made her unhappy, so she wanted to do something to vent, and after drinking, she felt calm again.
She thought that she would have to leave this house after all, go outside to see, and if she could, hope never to come back, and only contact her grandfather alone. If you are not good, it is not that important, and you will not be remembered from time to time after you leave.
The last time Fanxing chatted with Lin Zhunyi with a smile, she asked him, "What do you want to do in the future?"
His answer was nothing new: "Like my dad."
"What do you want to do yourself?" She stressed.
"That's what I want to do." He replied, confused.
What does he want to do himself? For him, the question is a bit harder.
In Lin Zhunyi's consistent impression, he has always worked hard to take over his father's class, and there is no second possibility.
Fanxing said, "This is what your father wants you to do, what do you want to do yourself?"
He couldn't answer, and he didn't want to show his timidity, so he asked, "What do you want to do?"
"I want to be a pediatric nurse." After she finished speaking, she saw that Lin Zhunyi was surprised, and hurriedly explained: "I'm not always fierce, only when I face people I hate." I love kids so much! Especially newborns. After she finished speaking, she saw Lin Zhunyi surprised, and hurriedly explained: "I'm not always fierce, only when I face people I hate." I love kids so much! Especially two or three years old, cute and communicative. ”
Lin Zhunyi asked, "How much do you hate me?"
"That was before," she said, "and it's been a little bit better lately."
"You don't have realistic ideas for the future," he said. You don't need a pediatric nurse at home, there are too many of them to hire at any time. ”
The stars said, "So I ......"
She suddenly stopped, this is Lin Zhunyi on the other side, not classmate Zhang, he won't really discuss it with her, he will only smile and listen, and then turn his head and tell his grandfather and her father.
Lin Zhunyi didn't ask, because he knew what she wanted to say.
He thought it was a fantasy.
Fanxing never thought that Lin Zhunyi would become her first man. Despite what the pink love letter says, she never takes it to heart, not to mention liking and raping are two different things, and the latter can be completely out of hate.
On that day, Lin Zhunyi tore off the mask of "never getting angry", and that distorted and hideous face would still appear in her dreams at any time after many years.
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