Chapter 45: Ali, I only care if you're by my side

From that heartwarming scene just now to the sudden horror scene now, it is impossible to say that I am not afraid at all, even if I am not afraid of Ali.

Seeing the bruised and blackened face, I stammered a little, and Ali didn't say anything, there seemed to be an inexplicable sadness on her face, and I felt an indescribable guilt in my heart, and I didn't speak immediately.

I breathed rapidly, and as soon as I got back to normal, I asked with concern, "Ali, why are you different from before, you weren't like this before?" ”

Ali looked at the calm expression on my face, and opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but only the corners of her mouth twitched, as if she had swallowed something hard.

I looked at her darkened face closely, and there was an indescribable bitterness in my heart, because I saw that her facial muscles had begun to stiffen, which meant that the body had probably been stored in the morgue for a month, or even longer.

Ali watched me staring at her motionlessly, it seemed a little unnatural, and awkwardly rotated her body to see if she had avoided my gaze, and it took me a long time before I heard her say, "Abin, are you afraid of me?" Am I ugly now? ”

I nodded, shaking my head quickly.

Even if I were bold enough to see it, I would be afraid, but I know very well that I am afraid that this kind of thing would be horrible for anyone to have in such a situation......

But I'm sure I'm really not afraid of Ali!

As if she knew what I was thinking, Ali slowly turned to me, her mouth opened and closed, as if she was frozen, and it took a long time to make a sound: "In order not to scare you, I specially found the best looking corpse from the morgue of this hospital to use as clothes, do you like it?" ”

Do I like it?

To be honest, I don't like to touch corpses at all, I have an innate aversion to these corpses, and even after seeing the corpse of Ali up close, I have a vague feeling of wanting to find a place to spit out all the liquid tumbling in my stomach, I really can't stand the smell of formalin on the corpse, especially the smell of dead rats that are drilling into my nostrils, disgusting, really disgusting......

But I saw that Ali had done everything for me, just to not scare me, and to rummage through all the corpses in the morgue, just to find the best looking corpse.

The softest place in my heart was touched by Ali at once, as if my heart was shattered by the worldly snobbery, so realistic that it can no longer be true to human feelings, and then Ali used her heart to mend it, and finally after repairing, the heart slowly healed, and then left her in my heart together, my heart was suddenly warm, as if it had never been hurt.

Tears rolled down my cheeks endlessly, like beads of broken thread, dripping and rolling on my face, I couldn't suppress the outpouring of tears, just watched the big drops of tears, crackling and dripping on my body, dripping on my clothes, dripping on the ground, dripping on Ali's outstretched hand, dripping in her palm......

Click, click.

Really, the tears really can't be stopped, they can't stop flowing......

Ali watched me cry without warning, and suddenly panicked, and hurriedly got up, "Abin, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry......"

She put her hand on my face and gently wiped the tears from my face, I stopped crying and looked at her quietly, and the resistance to this corpse in my heart slowly disappeared......

Ali's arms were stiff, like meat that had been frozen in the refrigerator for a long time, hard, a little inflexible, and almost poked my eyes a few times.

I didn't complain at all, I knew that this was probably because the corpse that Ali was looking for had been frozen in the morgue for too long, and some of the cells and muscle tissue had begun to die, so when Ali was moving and manipulating, she was not as flexible as the previous corpse.

Because the previous corpse, after all, was in the school, not in the so-called freezer, and was soaked in formalin, so Ali looked a little inconvenient at the moment.

Even as Ali wiped tears from my face, I could hear the crackling sound of parts of her body due to incoordination, what seemed to be the sound of a strong collision between bones and frozen musculature.

This corpse is not as perfect as the female corpse that was lost in the previous laboratory, after all, this corpse has been in the hospital for a month or two.

The biggest thing that this corpse has in common with the corpse I had when I first saw Ali was that they were both relatively beautiful, and their eyes were very large, except for the confusion in the big pupils that made me panic a little, the others were not particularly disgusted.

The well-up of tears only lasted for a short time, most of which was gently wiped away by Ali, and the rest had been evaporated and dried in the air.

Ali stood quietly when she had done all this, staring blankly at my face, and I met Ali's gaze and felt that there seemed to be something more in the eyes of the two of us......

I looked away in embarrassment and looked around.

Ali thought I was looking for something, so she twisted her neck to look at me and said to me, "Abin, are you looking for something?"

I was stunned for a moment, looked at Ali, only to find that Ali's neck seemed to be frozen by the cold room of the hospital's morgue, and she was unable to move.

My heart tightened at the moment, and I was afraid that her head would fall off so abruptly.

Ali also seemed to think of this, and held her neck fiercely with her hands, in order not to have problems with her neck, so she used a lot of force, as if correcting the position of the bones.

It was precisely because she used too much force that her long fingers cut through the stiff skin on her face that was pale to this white light, and the still intact dough on her face collapsed all of a sudden, shattered, and I didn't have time to divert my gaze, looking at everything under the originally intact skin in amazement, I gasped, it was no longer the so-called flesh......

Because it is no longer obvious that this is the so-called flesh and blood......

If I had to say it, this could only be regarded as the rotten flesh that was still dead on the skeleton, because after losing the outermost layer of skin that originally served as a restraint, it began to fall down......

It kept falling on the edge of the bed, and then under my horrified gaze, a layer of dark crumbs of flesh were spread on the ground......

Seeing this scene in front of me, I don't know what kind of attitude I should take to face Ali, I don't know whether to be afraid, or to respect my body and vomit?

I thought about it, but I still thought about Ali's feelings, so I simply looked at Ali with a blank face, and only squeezed out a sentence flatly for a long time: "Ali, I don't mind what you are like, all I care about is whether you are by my side......"

I saw tears welling up in Ali's godless eyes......