Although everyone thought that Fanxing was just stubborn and impulsive, they persuaded her that the reason was that with the loss of this child, she would probably never have the opportunity to be a mother again. They thought she was too young and would have plenty of time to regret it in the future.

But Fanxing didn't think about it, on the contrary, she kept asking herself:

If you don't have friends and relatives who belong to you, who don't have your own lovers, who don't have your own hobbies, and who don't have freedom, what is left of people who live?

If you can't make the new life that is born live a dignified life and only care about reproduction, what difference is it from animals?

It's really sad that I can't be a mother anymore, but it's even more sad for that child to be chosen and born by a mother like her.

After all, Fanxing still managed to make the child disappear, and since he couldn't afford it, not being born was the most humane way. She still remembers her grandfather until the last moment when she was bleeding profusely, trying to get the doctor to keep the child first and wait until he was older to see if there were any deformities.

Despite the surgery, the child remained clinging to her body, trying his best to connect to her. Although this association is often described as happy and beautiful, Fanxing always feels that although this child is half as much as hers, he is entangled like Lin Zhunyi, he is embedded in her body, squeezing everything from her, and she can't get rid of him.

Long before she became pregnant, Fanxing tried to end it all through negative means.

Because he had to be locked up at home every day, and only Lin Zhunyi would come. She couldn't refuse him, and he didn't have to hide it.

Because she was sullen all day, he would try to find something to talk about to make her happy, and he would also make some little games that other girls would find funny to amuse, but Fanxing was not interested in any of this, but she would laugh along with it.

Lin Zhunyi thought she could see her efforts, but it wasn't until she was injured and hospitalized while being questioned by the police that she inadvertently knew her sincerity.

After that, Lin Zhunyi was depressed, and this emotion lasted until she desperately lost his child.

After the miscarriage, Fanxing was transferred to his grandmother's house, and life was quite peaceful.

Lin Zhunyi didn't come, she didn't fantasize that he would never come again, because she was afraid that she would be disappointed.

The body recovered fairly quickly, and on this day, grandma finally talked to her about these things.

She said first: "I know everything, Lingyu has told me." ”

Fanxing didn't have any hope for Mrs. Fan, she was a kind mud bodhisattva. It's just that she's the only one who can get stars, and if it weren't for that emotional breakdown for a while, she wouldn't want to tell her all these things at all.

Seeing that Fanxing didn't speak, Grandma asked, "Is everything she said true?" ”

"Hmm."

"Since fifteen?" She confirmed it again.

"Hmm."

This time she was silent for a long time and asked, "Why didn't you tell grandma?" ”

There are too many reasons for this, but in the end, there are no more than two kinds, one is that she doesn't trust her grandmother's ability and feelings for her so much, and the other is that she actually feels that this kind of thing is particularly embarrassing.

For so many years, she knew that it was unnecessary, but she still couldn't help but subconsciously look for the reason why she was treated like this by Lin Zhunyi, probably because her personality was not good, if she was a lovely girl, maybe he wouldn't be like that.

She didn't dare to tell her grandmother about it, because grandma was different from Mrs. Fan, who was a reserved and gentle woman who would not easily say something heart-piercing. But grandma is different, she is very sharp.

She was afraid of being blamed.

Fortunately, grandma didn't ask any more questions, but said: "You have lived with me recently, don't think about anything, I'll communicate over there." ”

"Okay."

"You cultivate first, and when you are well-cultivated, you will be ready to resume classes." She laughs and says, "Don't be pressured. ”

Fanxing did have a stable life, this time she changed schools to resume classes, because the age difference was too embarrassing, so she still studied the previous grade. But she fell behind too much schoolwork, and she struggled.

And she has recently fallen into a problem, which is that she often falls into nightmares, hears the cry of babies, and wanders around. She had to struggle to wake up, and she had to sit up and look at the darkness that filled the room until dawn because she felt like she was breathless.

Fanxing saw Lin Zhunyi again because her grandfather said she had cancer.

Fanxing has always known that grandpa wanted to marry her to Lin Zhunyi not out of malice, in fact, it was a kind of kindness, in his cognition, it would make her stable for the rest of her life.

In fact, Fanxing can also faintly feel that grandpa's cancer is probably just a lie, and he still wants her to go back. Because she can't have children anymore, he feels that it is more difficult for her to marry a good man.

The truth couldn't be further from what she thought.

The situation of the Fan family is worse than before she left, but Lin Zhunyi is still by his grandfather's side to do things for them.

She admired his loyalty.

As soon as Fanxing was taken back, he was immediately put under house arrest.

At first, it was the grandfather who came, and he made a lot of foreshadowing between the words, and finally said: "Zhun Yi said that as long as you are willing, he will not dislike you and cannot have children." ”

The stars are silent.

"Of course, that sounds excessive," Grandpa could read her gaze perfectly, "and the truth is on your side, but that's the way it is." He is the one who harms you like this, but his objective conditions are better than yours. There are still many girls with good conditions who want to marry him. ”

Fanxing asked, "So is it true that lung cancer happened?" ”

"This ......" Grandpa smiled awkwardly, after all, she didn't expect her to see it and asked: "Grandpa just wants you to be doing well." ”

Fanxing said: "I can also not get married and take care of my grandfather forever." ”

"Fool, how can this be?" Grandpa was dissatisfied: "Grandpa will die in a few years, what if you are left alone?" ”

"Living with Lin Zhunyi is not as good as yourself."

"You don't even know him, why do you hate him so much?" Grandpa said, "He's smart and hardworking, he's very motivated, and he likes you so much." He did hurt you before, but didn't you also count on him for a shot? Flattened, right? Star. ”

Starry Surprise: Grandpa knows?

She didn't dare to ask, but Grandpa still saw it, "Don't you dare to admit this?" ”

The stars didn't speak.

"Grandpa wants you to think carefully and give him a chance."

Speaking of consideration, the stars did not have a chance to say "no".

She sent someone to invite Lin Zhunyi.

He is much more reserved than before, and he has passed many geniuses.

He had carefully cleaned himself up when he came, and found it ridiculous that she had never cared about his image, though he was meticulous every time he saw her.

He also brought a gift, but the stars took it and put it aside, not taking a second look at it.

When she saw him, not only was she not dressed up elaborately, but she was not even wearing makeup, she wore her hair loose and a silk nightgown. She sent someone to open the door and Lin Zhunyi came in, and when she saw it again, she realized that this was the case, so she neither advanced nor retreated, and was embarrassed fiercely.

But I have to admit that her raunchy appearance is extremely sexy. Although she had done it with him many times, she was always dressed as if she were a profession.

After the words of greeting, the scene fell silent.

Fanxing spoke first: "My grandfather said that you still want to marry me?" Marriage. ”

"Yes." Lin Zhunyi said: "But if you don't want to, I won't force it anymore."

Fanxing asked, "Is it because I can't have children?"

"I'm sorry about that." Lin Zhunyi said: "It's me who is too demanding."

Fanxing laughed: "It's so easy for you to say, a word of "forcib" will be revealed." ”

He looked at her and thought to himself that she was going to lie to him again.

Fanxing continued: "I'm done talking, please go back with your gifts."

Lin Zhunyi still didn't speak or move.

It wasn't until Fanxing stood up and walked inside that he followed, and all the way in, he closed the door and locked it. Then he took her arm and spun her body in a circle, making her look at him.

Fanxing asked, "What do you want to do?"

Lin Zhunyi looked at her and pulled the belt of her dressing gown with one hand. The material of silk is light and transparent, and it spreads out without hesitation. His eyes were instantly glued to her perfect waist hidden behind a light veil, and he knew that she wouldn't be idle in the room dressed like this, so he raised his hand and stroked her soft cheek, "Do what you don't intend to refuse." Although he knew that she was definitely full of malice, but the beauty in front of him, the feeling of almost being unable to breathe, still grabbed him at the first time.

Fanxing didn't say much, he hugged his neck, and before his lips could be touched, he had already taken the initiative to send it to the door. For her, the difficulty of seducing Lin Zhunyi is less than that of any man in this world, she doesn't have to be distracted, she doesn't need to study, and she doesn't even have to take off a few clothes.

Lin Zhunyi didn't leave that night, because the stars were in his arms, he slept comfortably, but he was also very unsteady.

In the middle of the night, she sat up irritably, Lin Zhunyi didn't make a sound, she sat until dawn, and he always looked at her.

Unlike last time, this time Fanxing did not plan too carefully, because this time she was under house arrest completely, and without "Dongfeng", she would not be able to make any plans. But if you don't come back, you don't have a chance at all.

I don't know when killing Lin Zhunyi, or making him feel bad, has become more important than freedom.

Although Fanxing has been doing well these days, no one has let her guard down, and her grandfather said that she will always be locked up until she gets married.

Lin Zhunyi saw that she couldn't sleep every night, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Fanxing: "Is there any place you want to go?" I can go with you. ”

"Nope."

"Want to meet someone?"

"Ex-boyfriend." Seeing that his face was ugly, she stretched out her finger and rubbed his cheek: "Jealous?"

Lin Zhunyi grabbed her hand and said, "Don't mention him again in the future."

"Why?" She asked knowingly.

"It's disgusting to think about him."

"But I've slept with him."

He let go of her hand and got up to leave.

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