Lin Zhunyi said, "Yes, but I have to wait for you outside." ”

Fanxing said, "You stay away and wait." ”

Lin Zhunyi went to ask Grandpa Fan for leave, and it was quickly approved.

The location of the cemetery is very remote and desolate, and on the way there, Lin Zhunyi asked, "Do you need me to help you move to a better place?" ”

"No, I don't." Fanxing said: "She's fine here. ”

It's not all good to be remote, the air is fresh. Fanxing himself went over and found that it had become a new tomb, which had been repaired quite well, obviously the handiwork of the past few years. She cleaned the tombstone and its vicinity, but there were still no photos on it.

She sat down in the clearing, and it was rare for her heart to feel so calm and transparent. Although it is a cemetery, I still feel at ease with my mother. Although I haven't seen her before, this makes Fanxing feel more comfortable, she can be anything, just match her imagination.

On the way back, Fanxing said, "Thank you." ”

"If you like it." Lin Zhunyi replied.

"I don't like it." "I hope you don't do it again," she said. ”

"Do you not like me doing this, or do you not like her tomb being repaired?"

"I don't like it."

"I thought even if I did, you would want someone to repair her tomb."

"When I was a child, I wished, but I couldn't do it for a few years." Fanxing said: "Her life is her own choice, and she also chooses to live this kind of life after death, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

Lin Zhunyi was silent.

Fanxing turned to look at him again and said, "I don't want to owe you anything for something that has nothing to do with me. ”

Lin Zhunyi smiled: "This is just my own practice, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to feel that you owe me." ”

Now everyone in the Fan family already knows Fanxing's life experience, including Lin Zhunyi, who is about to join. I don't know if it's good or bad at this time, her mother is not the notorious evil girl, just an ordinary woman with no name, maybe she is good-looking, she should also have a good education, maybe it is out of temporary difficulties, or it is out of vanity...... No one knows what she left behind, but the only thing that is certain is that she has white skin and blue eyes, because she inherited them to the stars.

He didn't know if Fanxing already knew this, but she never mentioned it, and she wouldn't tell anyone how she felt about all this, especially Lin Zhunyi. Maybe she didn't care where she came from, just as she didn't care where she came from.

Because Grandpa Fan never let go, Fanxing has never been free.

What changed this situation was that she suddenly discovered Lin Zhunyi's notepad.

He didn't have the habit of keeping a diary, but he had to remember too many things, not only his own, but also his grandfather's, so he had a notepad. This book basically doesn't leave his body.,After the stars noticed it.,I got drunk on him.。

It's just some work, Lin Zhunyi's loyalty is impeccable, and the more she looks at it, the more disappointed she becomes. Until she found the content of the accident in his house.

In fact, in Fanxing's memory, Mother Lin has always been a somewhat perverted existence. When I was a child, in fact, there was always a stubble of stars looking for Lin Zhunyi, and then Lin's mother smiled and pressed Lin Zhunyi's head, making him apologize obediently. Whenever Fanxing didn't feel comfortable at that time, she would feel that the woman's gaze was terrifying.

On the day of his mother's death, he had a lot of itineraries, it was his father's funeral, he needed to entertain guests, he wrote it very carefully, obviously the itinerary was memorized before, because some parts were marked with different colored pens for temporary changes, for example, when his mother died, he modified all the parts about his mother, and made careful arrangements in the future itinerary, and the stars also looked carefully, including the funeral arrangements, and the color of the refill used was very consistent with the color of the changes made on this day. This means that after his mother's suicide, he saw the body, grieving, and at the same time carefully recorded the itinerary and arranged the relevant itinerary for the future.

Don't you be busy grieving? Fanxing closed the notebook, threw it back, and turned his head to look at Lin Zhunyi. His eyes were still closed, as if he were really asleep, motionless. But the person who really sleeps is not like that, he goes too far, no matter what he does. At this moment, she remembered for no reason that Lin's mother pressed his head to force him to apologize, Lin Zhunyi's beautiful and delicate face was very similar to his mother, and Fanxing felt that his overly unspoken personality and obsessive-compulsive disorder in his bones were also similar.

Fanxing's insomnia has been getting worse and worse recently, she can only sleep for two or three hours a day, her spirit is getting worse and worse, her body is getting thinner and thinner, and the doctor has come, but he didn't say why, only that she should use less refreshing products.

Lin Zhunyi went to talk to Grandpa Fan about it.

Grandpa Fan was not worried, and said with a smile: "She is not sick, and the doctors say that she is not sick." ”

"But she's in a bad condition." Lin Zhunyi said: "It's not a way to go on like this. ”

"When she can't hold on, she'll sleep well on her own." Grandpa Fan said, "You don't have to worry about her. ”

"But that's how my mom was at the time."

"It's because your mom has such symptoms that she's going to be like that." Grandpa Fan smiled and said: "You really don't care about her, so as not to fall into her trap, although our stars are not successful, there are still some means." The stars have already calculated you once, and you have to remember the lesson. ”

Lin Zhunyi did not speak. He felt that Grandpa Fan was right, but he had a granddaughter, and Fanxing was not the one he cared about the most.

Lin Zhunyi didn't remember this lesson, and he tried his best to make Grandpa Fan agree to his decision.

However, Grandpa Fan was not persuaded by him, he only said: "I promised you, just because if I don't agree, you will also secretly arrange, let you secretly arrange, it is better for me to agree and watch what you do." If she runs away, you'll have to listen to me next time. ”

Lin Zhunyi nodded and said, "I just don't want her to have something to do." ”

"She won't have it." Grandpa Fan can see clearly.

Lin Zhunyi began to release the stars and take her out for a walk, but seeing that there was no effect, she slowly began to avoid it, so it had an effect, and her state was much better.

After all, everyone hates being locked up, and Grandpa Fan invited a few more doctors to come, and they all came to the same conclusion, they thought she was normal.

For a few days, Grandpa Fan felt uneasy and decided to lock her up again, but she cut her wrists.

Lin Zhunyi released her again, and Grandpa Fan didn't care anymore when he saw this.

In fact, in the old man's mind, this is not a bad thing. He hopes that Lin Zhunyi will love his granddaughter, so that he will always be loyal to the Fan family.

The stars are finally free to move around and participate in some things, from less to more. She didn't act rashly, she was a calm person, and she didn't move until she got the best opportunity, so that not only would she not be suspicious, but she would also be able to gain more trust slowly.

Waiting didn't disappoint her, and the opportunity came shortly after.

She received a call from Mrs. Fan, and in the days when she knew about it, Fanxing was so excited that she couldn't sleep. She had a lot of things in her mind about the future: after she went out, she didn't plan to continue her studies, she wanted to find a job, she didn't go back to Fan's house, she wanted to live outside. She never wanted to see Lin Zhunyi in her life.

In the plan, Ben didn't want to kill Lin Zhunyi, Fanxing himself kept hesitating, if he killed him, grandpa would probably use this to make a fuss, Fanxing could feel that grandpa was already very disappointed in her, and now the family situation is not good, they need Lin Zhunyi. But if she didn't kill her, she couldn't calm the fire in her heart, the family's troubles had nothing to do with her at all, but everyone pushed her out to save her, but she was already scarred, she didn't mention it, not because she wasn't angry, but because she was too angry. Because he was too angry, he wanted to kill him, and because he didn't want to bear the consequences of killing him, he didn't say it.

Until the day before the move, Fanxing was still struggling with this problem, but she was ready for everything.

That morning, the stars pestered Lin Zhunyi to go hunting, and the deer were fattening at that time.

Lin Zhunyi accompanied her, because "I can't bear to see her die when I see her live", so Lin Zhunyi actually hates the activity of hunting, so he is only responsible for following her. She didn't talk to him much as usual, her eyes were busy looking around for signs of deer, Lin Zhunyi looked at her, he liked her riding a horse, because she didn't look gentle, she could control the wild riding outfit well, sometimes he even wanted to be the hunting horse under her crotch She was very good to it, always stroking its mane, wrapping its neck, and even kissing its cheek, he believed that she was sincere.

But he didn't like the way she hunted, probably because the cruelty in her eyes was so much like her father's, that he always felt that she was aiming not at prey, but at him.

On this day, the stars went through a severe mental test, and at first he hunted a fawn and wounded it to the leg, but the doe soon came. Actually, she could let them go, but no, her purpose today was to get a knife.

Since she started to commit suicide, the knife is not so easy to get her hands on, as long as it passes through her hands, she has to keep recording and checking, and the reason why she can touch the knife today is because the prey needs to be skinned.

Lin Zhunyi has never been involved in this matter, he can't stand such a bloody scene.

Fanxing shot away the doe and got off the horse to clean up the fawn, Lin Zhunyi really refused to look, turned the horse's head, and turned his back. Fanxing took the opportunity to hide the knife, got on the horse and came to Lin Zhunyi, who had already been hiding far away, and asked, "Aren't you very happy when you eat?" ”

"Didn't you kill cubs before?"

"The pups are tender." Fanxing said with a smile.

Lin Zhunyi saw that there was no blood on Fanxing's body, and looked at the deer again and asked, "Didn't you peel the skin?"

"Am I not not killing cubs?" She shrugged her shoulders and said, "I wanted to invite you to dinner, but since you're afraid, forget it." "Announcement: Biquge APP Android, Apple special version, say goodbye to all ads, please pay attention to the WeChat public account to enter the download and installation: appxsyd (press and hold for three seconds to copy)