I fell in love with that woman called Feng Nuan, and I couldn't help myself.

In fact, when I saw Feng Nuan Nuan for the first time, although I was holding Xi'er in my arms, I had an inexplicable throbbing for her in my heart. There are many things in this world that cannot be explained, such as my feelings for Feng Nuan.

I see Feng Nuan Nuan being intimate with other men, I will be jealous, I will be angry, I will not become like myself, I don't want to admit it, but I am not a fool, I can vaguely know in my heart that the reason why I have become so strange is only because I care about Feng Nuan Nuan and the woman who always provokes my anger.

I said that she was as good as she could be a watery poplar, and I insulted her with the worst words and trampled on her dignity, I thought that my heart would be very happy, but seeing the stubbornness on her face, my heart hurt. Of course, I won't admit in front of her that I feel sorry for her, so much shameless!

After all, in fact, I am also a man who wants to save face!

Before, I always felt that I should like Xi'er, I am Xi'er's childhood sweetheart's lover, and I also feel that Xi'er is the woman I have been looking for, I am also very good to Xi'er, but for her, there is always less of that heart-pounding feeling. I have always thought that this so-called heart-pounding is just a legend, the world is big, all living beings are in everything, and not everyone can feel like this.

Until, I met the woman who was warm and warm.

After meeting her, my life as calm as a spring water, surging waves, I will be angry, I will be anxious, I will be happy, I will do a lot of inexplicable things that I never dared to think about, if it was before, I thought that only crazy people would do those things, after meeting her, I knew that I was also a madman.

I confessed to the wind and I said, I like her, I want to be with her. But she asked me what Yuan Xi'er should do.

Yes, if I'm with Feng Nuan, what should I do?

At that moment, I was really too impulsive, and for the first time I forgot to think about my child. I think I was carried away, and at that point, all I wanted was the woman who pleased me and annoyed me.

Because of a lot of things, I haven't thought clearly, in the face of her questioning, I can't give an answer, later, I entered the soul lock mirror with her, in the soul lock mirror, we have experienced life and death together, at the time of life and death, I am more sure of my heart, I love the wind and warmth, that kind of love, can make you feel heartbreaking, but also can make you happy like a fool, that kind of love, I have never given birth to Xi'er, I know, I am finished, I am planted in the hands of the woman Feng Nuannuan.

The soul lock mirror is unpredictable, there are many powerful and evil forces in it that I couldn't think of before, when Feng Nuannuan and I were being chased and killed, I was thinking, maybe we will die in the next second, but I don't want to let myself have regrets, I confess to Feng Nuan Nuan again. Feng Nuannuan said that what she wants is the relationship of a couple from generation to generation for a lifetime, and I naturally know that the so-called one couple for a lifetime means that I can only have one woman in my life, and I can only give up my children.

And I, too, actually chose to abandon my cherished children and choose the wind to be warm.

I know,I'm a little selfish to do this,After all,Xi'er and I had a childhood sweetheart's affection,I'm like this,It seems that it should be regarded as the legendary empathy farewell,But,I couldn't manage so much at that time,I just want to,Even if I'm going to die,,I want to be with Feng Nuan,This woman,Can only belong to me!

I think I'm going crazy!

We were lucky not to die in the soul mirror, Feng Nuan Nuan and Gu Changfeng's son rescued us, Nuan Nuan was seriously injured, her leg bone was broken, I was extremely distressed, and I couldn't wait to bear all the pain for her.

I hate, I hated that I wasn't strong enough to let the woman I loved so much suffer like this. If I am strong enough, if my magic is even more powerful than Gu Zinuo, Nuan Nuan will not be tortured like Eva, I am a man, in order to protect the woman I love the most, I must become strong.

Gu Zinuo's tricks are really powerful, although it's a bit embarrassing to learn spells from a little kid, but in order to be able to shelter from the wind and rain, I must also learn the spells with Gu Zinuo, a little kid.

I'm sorry for Xi'er, I failed Xi'er's feelings, I thought, I must find an opportunity to explain this matter to Xi'er. It's just that I haven't had time to tell Xi'er about the matter between me and Nuan Nuan, I met Xi'er in the hospital, Xi'er saw me and Nuan Nuan so close, her heart was like a knife, looking at her tears like beads with broken threads, I despised myself to the extreme, a man like me, this kind of man who has failed Xi'er's sincerity, it's better to be a scumbag!

I love Feng Nuan, I'm crazy, I can't let go of Feng Nuan, even if I am a man who is not as good as a scumbag, I plan to make my words clear to Xi'er!

"Xi'er......" I walked outside the hospital with Xi'er, I looked at Xi'er, and considered how to open my mouth to minimize the damage.

"Mo, are you hungry now? Shall we go and eat delicious? Keyan recently recommended a Western restaurant to me, the western food in it is delicious, shall we go there for dinner? There were still tears on Xi'er's face, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and tried to raise a bright smile to look at me and said, I know that Xi'er is running away, she must have thought of what I would say next, and she didn't want to listen to what I said.

"Xi'er, I'm not hungry now, I have something to tell you." I lowered my eyes, I originally thought that these words would be a little difficult to say, but now I find that in fact, as long as I make up my mind to do something, in fact, it is not so difficult to say what is in my heart, "Xi'er, I fell in love with Feng Nuannuan, I want to be with her, Xi'er, I'm sorry, I have failed your deep affection for me, but I really can't control my heart." Xi'er, let's break up, a couple from generation to generation in my life, I don't want to live up to Nuan Nuan. ”

"Mo, what did you say?" Xi'er looked at me, she didn't cry, she just looked at me stiffly and smiled, "Heh, Mo, are you kidding?" I know, you must be kidding! ”

Xi'er still kept the smile on the corner of her lips, but when she laughed at this time, it was even more ugly than crying, and almost the expression on her entire face was about to be broken, she stepped forward and gently snuggled in my arms, "Mo, you are so bad, what kind of joke is not good, you want to make such a joke!" But Mo, don't worry, I won't take it seriously, a joke is a joke, how can I take it seriously! ”

"Xi'er, I'm not joking, I'm serious, I'm in love with Feng Nuan." I don't want to hurt Xi'er, but I don't want to deceive my heart, "Xi'er, I'm sorry, I want to be with Feng Nuan." I don't know what's wrong with me, I actually fall in love with Feng Nuan. ”

......The stiff smile on Xi'er's face was completely shattered, she covered her mouth, and there was a cry in her voice, "Mo, I don't believe it!" Mo, I don't believe it! Mo, you're lying to me, you must be lying to me! Mo, you love me, the person you love is me! ”

Xi'er's tears flowed uncontrollably again, almost flooding, "Mo, don't leave me, Mo, please don't leave me!" ”

Xi'er's appearance, like an abandoned little girl, Chu Chu is pitiful to the extreme, seeing her such a pitiful appearance, I hate myself even more, Qin Mo, you bastard, you actually hurt Xi'er so badly! But who can tell me what method can be used to not only not hurt the cherished child, but also to be inseparable from Feng Nuannuan for the rest of his life?!

The world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its promise.

It seems that this is impossible, in this life, I am destined to hurt my son.

"I'm sorry." I don't want to look at the sadness and despair in Xi'er's eyes, "Xi'er, forget me, you will definitely meet a better man, you are a good girl, you deserve a better man!" ”

"Mo, are you really going to break up with me?" Xi'er raised her face, her eyes were full of tears, like sparkling waves, I thought, as long as it's a man, I'm not willing to do this, I'm hurting Xi'er so much, it's really not a thing! I despise myself!

"I'm sorry." At this moment, I don't seem to know what else to say to Xi'er other than saying I'm sorry.

"Mo, you don't have to say sorry to me, I can't keep your heart, it's me Yuan Xi'er who is incompetent." Xi'er smiled bitterly, "Mo, I'm not a woman who likes to stalk, even if we break up, I hope to leave a good impression in your heart, after all, we have accompanied each other through the best years." Mo, let's have a drink together, just as it is, as a final goodbye. ”

"Okay." I drove Xi'er to the nearest bar, but Xi'er said that she didn't like the messy place of the bar, and she wanted to go to the villa I bought for her to drink, as if it was a farewell to our relationship. I went to the supermarket with Xi'er to buy a lot of wine, I hurt Xi'er, I didn't feel good, and I wanted to get drunk, after all, Xi'er is the most cherished woman I have been the most in this year, and I don't want to hurt her.

I don't love Xi'er enough, I have been to this villa many times in the past year, but I found that there is no indelible memory for me in this villa.

This night, Xi'er and I drank a lot of wine, in my memory, I have never drunk, I don't know how much I drink, but this time I found that my alcohol consumption is really not very good, I just drank a bottle of Lafite of 86 years, and I fell asleep.