Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 273 Gu Changfeng's Monologue (6)

Xi'er usually rarely drinks, and her alcohol consumption is not very good, before I fell asleep, Xi'er's delicate body has fallen on the side of the bed, I know, she must be asleep. Although I have figured out my heart, what I like is Nuan Nuan, but I still have the love of my brother for my sister for Xi'er, and I am naturally reluctant to let her lie on the cold ground after Xi'er is drunk. Xi'er's body is so delicate, if she lies on this cold ground all night, she will definitely catch a cold! I tried to stand up and wanted to hold Xi'er on the bed, but I was too drunk and dizzy to the extreme, and I fell asleep on the ground before I could get to Xi'er.

That night, I slept very deeply, and when I woke up, I found that I was actually lying in bed. I remember that last night Xi'er and I were both drunk, and we both fell to the ground drunk, how could I lie in bed?

Xi'er moved me to bed?

How is it possible, Xi'er is so thin and weak, how can she move me! I must have climbed into bed in a daze!

I rubbed my swollen temples and tried to remember what had happened when I was drunk, only to find that my mind went blank. I shook my head vigorously, my temples still swollen uncomfortably, as if something was trying to jump out of my head.

The soft quilt slipped off my body, and I suddenly noticed a very serious problem, I was not wearing any clothes on me!

That's right, it's just that there are no clothes, nothing is worn, and it is typical to not be wearing an inch!

How could I be lying in bed without clothes?!

Something rushed into my brain, I pulled the quilt with trembling hands, and sure enough, next to me, there was the same uncaring Xi'er!

Her delicate white and delicate skin is covered with bruises and purple marks, I used to do that kind of thing with Feng Nuannuan, every time I possess her, I am extremely crazy, and afterwards Feng Nuannuan's body also has such traces. My eyelids jumped suddenly, and the traces of happiness were obviously on Xi'er's body!

And I, lying beside Xi'er without an inch, this man who has been happy with her, there can be no one else except me!

A little red under Xi'er's body stinged my eyes, I really, I really drunk and messy, sexual, possessed Xi'er, and ruined Xi'er's innocence!

Qin Mo, you bastard, how could you do such a thing as a beast to Xi'er!

If it weren't my sister's sister who was lying next to me at this time, it was another woman, I would definitely kick her out of bed roughly, and I wouldn't think about things like being responsible, after all, in this era, *** has never had anything to do with responsibility. However, now lying next to me is Xi'er, the one I have always regarded as a treasure, I broke up with her, it has already hurt her heart, if at this time, I do that kind of rough thing to her, it will only hurt her even more.

And the last thing I want to hurt is to cherish my son.

Xi'er hadn't woken up yet, her cheeks were slightly red, looking like fragile glass, I hurriedly got up, put on my clothes, and carefully covered Xi'er's body with a quilt, and my heart was embarrassed to the extreme.

At this moment, I hate myself very much, I did this kind of thing to Xi'er, how should I explain to Xi'er, and how to explain to Nuan Nuan!

I told Nuan Nuan that I don't care about her past, I just want to wish her a happy life from generation to generation. Nuan Nuan said that she believed in me and believed that I would treat her sincerely and grow old together.

I am so embarrassed that I can't stand up, oh, treat each other sincerely, grow old together, what qualifications do I have to bear the trust of Nuannuan!

Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry for you, I have done such a thing that is inferior to a beast, I don't have the face to face you, if you know all this, will you still be willing to stay by my side?

You are a woman who can't tolerate sand in your eyes, if I did this kind of thing with Xi'er before I was with you, you might not be guilty of the past, after all, no matter what I did, it was before I met you, but now, I have been with you, but I have a relationship with Xi'er, this kind of thing, in your eyes, must be no less than cheating after marriage!

Nuan Nuan, you will definitely not forgive me!

Xi'er, who was lying on the bed, twisted her body uneasily, she seemed to feel hot, she stretched out her arm from the quilt, opened her eyes slightly, she looked at me, her eyes were full of confusion, "Mo, aren't we drinking?" How did I fall asleep? ”

I looked at Xi'er, I didn't know what to say for a while, I hurt Xi'er, and whatever I said was a hurt to her.

"Mo, let's continue to drink, we won't get drunk and won't return!" Xi'er looked at me, that look, it seemed to be a little drunk, "I want to drink, I want to drink, my heart won't hurt when I'm drunk!" Mo, you drink with me, can you drink with me? I really want to be drunk all the time, I don't like heartache, I don't like heartache at all! ”

"Xi'er, I'm sorry!" Even though I really don't want what happened today, since it has happened, I have to face it, or I will cause more damage to others.

"Mo, why are you sorry to me again? How many times have I said it, don't say sorry to me again, Mo, you didn't feel sorry for me, I couldn't keep your heart, this is all because I don't have the ability, no wonder you. Although Xi'er's little face was written with fragility, she kept looking at me and laughing, and suddenly, she realized something, she hurriedly lifted the quilt, and when she saw everything in the quilt, she couldn't help but exclaim.

"Ahh Why am I not wearing clothes! Yes! What happened last night?! Ink, why am I not wearing clothes?! ”

Xi'er's little face was full of horror and uneasiness, and she wrapped her body tightly with the quilt, like a helpless little beast injured.

"Xi'er, I'm sorry, last night, I was drunk last night, I don't know what happened, after I woke up, I found that the two of us slept together without clothes." I paused, looked at Xi'er and continued, "Xi'er, I'm sorry for you, I, I did something inferior to you!" ”

I want to say, Xi'er, don't worry, I will be responsible for you, but when the words come to my mouth, I can't say anything. I know that I should be responsible for Xi'er, but I can't do it, being responsible for Xi'er means that I have to give up Nuan Nuan, I can't give up Nuan Nuan.

Let me give up Nuan Nuan, I'd rather give up myself.

"Mo, don't say I'm sorry anymore!" Xi'er's eyes were shining with tears, crystal clear, she looked at me, and pulled out a smile with all her strength, "Mo, I have liked you since I was a child, my biggest dream is to be able to be your wife, whether you love me or not, my body can only belong to you." I'm happy to be your woman, so you don't need to feel guilty, and don't say anything sorry to me. Mo, you know, I'm very happy now, I'm very happy, I'm very happy, it's been my dream to be your woman! ”

Hearing Xi'er say this, I felt even more despicable, I took away her most precious thing as a woman, but I couldn't even give her the slightest promise.

Is it my dream to be my woman? Oh, I'm not worthy!

"Mo, I don't need you to be responsible, really, you don't have to be responsible for me, I also want to thank you, you made my dream come true, thank you, Mo, thank you!" Saying that, Xi'er put on her clothes little by little, she walked up to me, opened her arms, and gave me a big hug, "Mo, thank you, thank you for giving me such a good memory, although, I don't remember, everything last night." Mo, you have to be good, good, as long as you are happy, it is the happiest thing in my life. Nuan Nuan is a good girl, she deserves your love, Mo, I hope you and Nuan Nuan can be happy forever, Mo, I bless you! ”

I thought that Xi'er would cry and make a fuss and make me responsible for her, but I never thought that Xi'er would say such a thing, yes, Xi'er is always so sensible and kind, how could she make a fuss at me! In her opinion, it doesn't matter if she is wronged at all, she only hopes that the people she cares about can be happy, and she will definitely not be willing to give me the slightest burden. Such a kind and beautiful cherished child, after all, I was let down.

I know that I am really selfish, and when I heard Xi'er say something like I don't need to be responsible, I felt a lot more relaxed in my heart, because in that way, I would not have to live up to the expectations of Nuan Nuan's life.

I love that woman, and I'm obsessed.

I despise myself, but I can't control my heart at all.

"Mo, don't feel guilty, don't feel sorry for me, give me a goodbye kiss!" Xi'er smiled like a flower, "Mo, from now on, we are best friends, regardless of love, but we are the closest people to each other, okay?" ”

"Okay, Xi'er, from now on, you will be my Qin Mo's dearest and dearest sister, and I will love you like a pain." I kissed Xi'er's cheek, this kiss has nothing to do with love. "In the future, if anyone dares to bully you, I will never spare you!"

Close relatives......

Perhaps, at the beginning, I just regarded Xi'er as a relative. I let go of Xi'er, although Xi'er didn't make me responsible for her, and I was looking forward to such an ending, but I was still a little uneasy in my heart, if Nuan Nuan knew what happened tonight, she would definitely not forgive me! She will definitely leave me, without the slightest nostalgia!

Thinking that Nuan Nuan might leave me, my heart was suddenly filled with panic, and I involuntarily clenched my hands into fists, no, I don't want her to leave me! Even if the sky is shattered, the mountains and rivers are broken, I don't want her to leave me!

If, if she really wants to leave me, even if I tie her, I will tie her to me!

The wind is warm, you are mine, in this life, you are destined to be only my Qin Mo's woman, you don't want to leave me!

If you really want to leave me and throw yourself into the arms of another man, I'd rather go to hell with you!