Chapter 82: The Sorrow of the Seven Feelings, Funeral
"Mom and Dad, why are you so ruthless that you leave me alone."
I clenched my fists and kept banging on the floor, letting the blood flow from the cut wound, and although it hurt, the movement never stopped.
Seeing that I was like crazy, Lao Song hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed me: "Uncle and aunt are willing to see you like this, if you continue to fight, your hand will be useless, stop him." ”
"I know, it's okay, don't worry." I raised my hand and wiped my eyes, tears and blood made a mess of my face, and I inadvertently looked like a singer.
My father's and mother's bodies have gradually become cold, and they have slowly stiffened.
Before today, they had talked to me and eaten with me at the dinner table.
Before today, my dad patted me on the head, called me a stinky boy, and greeted my uncle by the way.
Before today, my mother held my hand tightly and told me that everything would be fine, no matter who I lost, but I still had them.
But now in the blink of an eye, there is a yin and yang separation?
After the soul of my parents was taken away by black and white impermanence, I didn't leave a trace, and I didn't even say a word.
I planned to go back and bring back the soul of my mother and father, at least I could have a little more time to talk.
But who would have thought that black and white impermanence would directly bring the two back to the underworld to be reincarnated,
My father was a Taoist priest, and some time before he died, the matter of reincarnation had already been arranged.
Go down and drink the soup and reincarnate directly, my mother should be about the same, and my father is a family, and the yin difference will more or less give some face,
If ordinary people want to be reincarnated, they have to wait for decades below, there is no way, there are too many ghosts,
There are many people who are born every day, but there are even more people who die every day, and many ghosts who are not immediately reincarnated are generally wandering in the yin and yang worlds.
People who learn Taoism and Buddhism can be reincarnated quickly after death, after all, the relationship is there.
For the first time, I hated this privilege so much, just because of this damn rule, my parents couldn't spend more time with me,
But that's fine, it's a good thing to be reincarnated early, my parents are good people, and I will definitely be able to reincarnate into a good family in my next life.
In a trance, he went through the follow-up procedures in the hospital, and walked home with Lao Song.
So far, I haven't reacted, is all this true, my parents just left,
Maybe everything is my dream, it's all a dream, it's all a dream,
Tightly tugging on the quilt, covering his head, I'm too tired today, I closed my eyes and fell asleep after a while.
In the dream, everything is still the same, the family is here, Ye Qing is also there,
But it's very strange that there is a man named Wu Tian,
When he came to the antique shop, he asked us to go with him to find something called the Book of Immortal Ghosts.
By the way, at that time, I just graduated from Lao Song,
Outside the sarcophagus, the old thing Fuyangzi still looked indifferent, looking at the picture on the sarcophagus with great interest, and chattering from time to time: "This kid is very interesting, crying like a girl." ”
"Quack." Xiao Budian stared at his eyes, and as soon as his legs jumped, he bit Fuyangzi's ears,
Let's ignore these two old and shameless goods, and continue to take a look at the Seven Emotions Fantasy,
The next day, I woke up early, and today I have to deal with my parents.
After a busy morning, relatives, friends, and people in my father's business, basically everyone who can come,
These so-called relatives and friends, almost all of them came to join in the fun, and only a few who were closer to my family showed sadness.
Forget it, they can do whatever they like, I can still manage people if they don't cry,
At the funeral, we didn't invite the people who recited the scriptures, and I and Lao Song did it ourselves.
Kneeling beside the coffin, a sentence of the Soul Sutra was read out of our mouths, and the low and hoarse chanting voice also added a lot of depression to this scene.
"Fanzi, you're all right."
Just when I was concentrating on chanting, a soft question woke me up, Ye Qing,
When I opened my eyes, Ye Qing was standing behind me, looking at me with a pale face, with an indescribable look in his eyes.
"It's fine, don't worry." I barely squeezed out a smile, grinned, got up and welcomed Ye Qing and Zhou Siyuan in,
"You two sit down first, drink some tea or something, I have to continue to chant the scriptures."
Ye Qing was stunned, and grabbed the corner of my clothes: "Don't be tired, let's sit down and rest first." ”
Aren't we okay with what do you mean by that?
Seeing that my eyes were a little puzzled, Ye Qing hurriedly explained: "Looking at you like this, you can't hold it anymore, and you will die after resting for a while." ”
"It's okay, don't worry." I smiled and shook my head, turned around and walked back to the coffin,
I can't hold it, just kidding, isn't it just that my face is a little whiter and my eyes are a little heavier?
I don't know why, my mind suddenly messed up,
Tried to stabilize his mood, and continued to recite the scriptures with Lao Song,
Before I knew it, an afternoon had passed, and after dinner, people were gone.
The only ones left were me and Lao Song, Xiaoqian, and Ye Qing and Zhou Siyuan.
The atmosphere was very awkward, and they couldn't say a word when they stared at each other, not because they didn't want to speak, but because they didn't know what to say.
I got up and walked back to my parents' coffin, found a chair and sat down.
looked at the father and mother in the coffin motionlessly, and his nose was sour and he almost cried again,
Suddenly felt a little wrong, this heart attack, how could the two of them have a seizure together,
When I got a heart attack, I only have an impression, but I can't remember it at all
What is the use of anesthetics after a heart attack,,
And, if it really is a heart attack, it is absolutely impossible to have half an hour left for us to say the last words,
"Old Song, I don't think something is right."
Thinking of this, I secretly called Lao Song aside without saying a word, and asked all the doubts in my heart.
"You're stupid, what are you sleeping or are you stupid, you took them to check out your uncle and aunt's heart disease." Lao Song frowned and glanced at me, touched my head and asked in a low voice, "Why don't I take you to the hospital to see if there is something wrong with your nerves." ”
I listened carefully, it seems to be like this, is it because there have been too many things recently, so I am a little mentally abnormal now,
"Come on, don't think about it, go vigil." Lao Song didn't say much when he saw me like this, so he sighed and called me up.
"yes, I know." I bowed my head and replied,
Ye Qing and Zhou Siyuan were still sitting in the reception room outside, send them away first and then keep vigil, otherwise what is the matter if people stay here?
"Two, you go back first, it's not convenient to entertain you now." I said with a smile on my face, although I felt a little uncomfortable, but I didn't show it, after all, it's okay now, isn't it,
"Okay then let's go first, and we'll come back tomorrow." Ye Qing bit his lip lightly, glanced at Zhou Siyuan, and then held hands and left.
Looking at their backs, I involuntarily smiled bitterly,