Chapter 81: The Sorrow of Seven Feelings, Death
I took Lao Song lightly to the side of the hospital bed, gritted my teeth and endured the crying, but the tears still kept coming out,
At this time, my parents no longer have their usual appearance, their faces are pale and motionless lying on the hospital bed, if it weren't for the slight rise and fall of their chests, they might look like dead people.
"They'll wake up soon, so let's have a good talk."
The male doctor standing outside the door greeted us, turned around and gently closed the door.
Ignoring him, we looked at our parents blankly, and didn't say a word for a long time.
After about three minutes, Dad slowly opened his eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling without making a sound.
My mother woke up after that, and like my father, she didn't make a sound.
"Mom and Dad, how do you feel, where is your body uncomfortable?" I didn't say anything about it for half an hour, and I didn't want to talk about it, so I immediately changed the subject.
"Son, I know we're leaving." Dad smiled faintly and pointed to the door: "The seventh and eighth masters are here, can they still live?" ”
When I heard this, I was shocked, and I looked out the door, and two men about thirty years old were already standing outside the door.
One of them was wearing a black shroud, and the other was wearing a white shroud.
The expressions of the two are also different, the black shroud is expressionless, the corners of his mouth are slightly downturned, as if he has a deep hatred for everyone,
The person in Bai Shouyi was even more eccentric, looking at us with a smile, and a cold light flashed in his eyes from time to time,
Black and white impermanence, how did they come so fast,
"Qi Bao, you still have some time, get ready to hit the road." The sound of black impermanence is like coming from our ears, and everyone present can hear it clearly,
The mother seemed to hear it, and looked at the father and smiled faintly: "There is still time, let's talk a few words to the child." ”
It seems that it is not a rumor that the dying person can see the ghost ghost, but it is real.
"Mom and Dad" at this time every minute and second is very precious, but I can't open my mouth, I don't know what to say,
Only tears can't stop bubbling out, and the reluctance in the eyes can be seen by anyone.
"Little bunny, why are you so sensational." Dad smiled disdainfully, raised his hand and grabbed my arm, pinched it lightly and smiled: "You are in good shape now, pay attention not to get sick casually in the future." ”
I was about to speak, but my father patted me weakly, and muttered angrily: "Don't talk, listen to me tell your mother." ”
"You little guy, we have been pulling each other since you were a child, and we see everything."
"When I was in college, we were very happy to see that you found a girlfriend, and finally someone will take care of you in the future."
"Usually when I get home, I want to talk to you more, but you stinky boy just cares about playing, uncle."
Every time I listen to what my father says, my heart trembles, and the tears flow more and more, and now I can't take it back at all.
Hearing this, I couldn't help it, I bent down and hugged my father, and I shed tears without saying a word.
Lao Song was also wiping his tears on the side, gritting his teeth and watching all this, his fists clenched tightly,
Black and white impermanence should be a lot of life and death on weekdays, standing bored outside the door motionless, like a sculpture,
"Cry a fart, Lao Tzu's son has to be strong, he has to be a man." Dad smiled bitterly, looked straight at me, and muttered, "When Master died, it was like this."
"There is no fear at all, only a lot of reluctance"
"What's the matter, Lao Tzu thought he was a long-lived and hundred-year-old Taoist priest, but now he asked me to go down and drink soup, what the hell is urging." Dad laughed and scolded, slowly pushed me away, and pointed at my mother: "Talk to your mother, I'm done." ”
I nodded vigorously, held my mother's hand tightly, buried my head and waited for my mother to speak,
Dad may be strong enough not to cry, but Mom must not be like this.
She is not afraid of death, what she is afraid of is that she will no longer be able to take care of me in the future, and she will no longer be able to go out with the whole family.
She was afraid that I would have no one to take care of me when I got sick in the future, and she was even more afraid that I would encounter a lot of ups and downs in the future.
At this time, my mother had already covered her mouth, looking at me with tears in her eyes, and she didn't say a word, only the cry of extreme grief,
"Xiaofan, you have to take good care of yourself in the future, you know."
"I thought you would be able to stay at home with us after college, but who knew that it would have changed like this now."
"When you were in college, I was always worried, afraid that you would not have a good life, that you would not have enough to eat."
"Now I'm more worried, my mother is gone, what should you do Xiaofan?"
Just like when I was a child, I threw myself into my mother's arms, and I couldn't suppress my crying anymore, and I cried loudly.
"Dad, Mom, you are not allowed to go, you can't go."
Whenever I am wronged, I can cry in my mother's arms and laugh behind my father,
I don't know why, every time I have a grievance, I will cover it up well in front of outsiders,
Only in front of my mother, no matter how strong I pretend to be, I still can't help crying,
Every time I am bullied and met with unfair treatment, I can use my strong side to deal with it.
However, when I saw my father, I still habitually stood behind my father.
Because I know that no matter what time it is, my dad can hold up a piece of the sky for me, even if the sky falls, he can withstand it.
There are about ten minutes left, they are leaving, and I have to face the rest of my life alone.
Mom and Dad, I can face all this by myself,
I can work my own, to be a useful person, to be a person who can make you proud,
I just ask you not to go, don't go, okay,
buried his head in his mother's arms, and the tears couldn't stop flowing out, because he cried for too long, his voice became hoarse.
"Mom and Dad, I'll kowtow to your second elder."
When I walked to the bed, I knelt down with a plop, and there was a sharp pain in my knee instantly, but I didn't feel it at all.
No matter how painful the body is, can you feel distressed?
"My son turned out to be ignorant, and he didn't be able to accompany you well for a long time."
"It's because my son is useless, if it's useful, you can make more money, and you won't drag your illness to this day."
"I will definitely be fine in the future, don't worry, parents, I'm not young."
"Mom and Dad, I will be your son in the next life."
Every time I finished speaking, I kowtowed heavily, and after saying this, there was already blood on my forehead.
Lao Song didn't speak on the side, just watched all this quietly, just wanted to give me the last time, let me have a good chat with my parents,
A gust of wind suddenly blew, and a light sigh suddenly sounded,
"Qi Bao, Lan Fen, it's time to go."
As soon as the words fell, my parents' bodies shook violently, and there was no sound.
With a smile on his face, there is too much reluctance in his smile, but unfortunately, he never had a chance to say it again.
Two white balls of light emerged from his parents' bodies, and with a wave of his hand, the balls of light flew to his hand.
Without giving us a chance to speak, it disappeared in front of us in the blink of an eye, as if it had never appeared,
I lay on the ground weakly, tears still flowed out, and I didn't speak for a long time.
Mom and Dad, are you gone,
"Dad, Mom, don't leave me alone,,。"
There was no sound in the dead operating room, and my howl was particularly harsh and out of place in all of it.