Lin Zhunyi thanked him and hung up the phone, thinking that he had to find an excuse to go back first, it was not difficult for him to investigate the monitoring of the house, but it was obviously impossible to go so far.

Since the housekeeper specially told him Grandpa Fan's attitude, he naturally went to find Grandpa Fan first, and Grandpa Fan was really anxious, saying: "It's not a trip at all, I suspect that Yinyin is letting her go and telling her to go out to fend for herself." ”

Lin Zhunyi asked, "Why did Mr. do this?" ”

"Because of you!" Grandpa Fan said: "The matter has come to this, you can tell me the truth, have you done something that you suspect in Yinyin?" ”

Lin Zhunyi said: "I don't know what you mean by this? ”

"Don't pretend to be stupid, I know Xingxing, she doesn't like the Fan family," Grandpa Fan said, "Do you know that she is sick and want to take her away?" Seeing Lin Zhunyi's face change slightly, he was a little anxious: "Isn't this messing around!" ”

Lin Zhun hurriedly said: "I will not betray the organization. ”

"Leaving a job behind for a woman is a betrayal!" Grandpa Fan didn't get angry for too long, and after saying this, he panicked a little: "It must be because of this that Yinyin sent her away, he never loved her, and I don't know if he sent someone to take care of her." ”

Lin Zhunyi said: "Don't worry too much, I'll find a way to find her." ”

"You go quickly, if you need me, you must find her quickly, I don't worry about it for a long time." Grandpa Fan was obviously overly worried, and said a little sadly: "At the beginning, Lingling persuaded us not to marry Xingxing to you, but to send her away, Yinyin agreed, but I didn't listen, I thought you could let her live well." But...... The good boy got this disease, and now if something happens again, then I ......."

Lin Zhunyi took advantage of this gap and asked, "What is the attitude of the wife?" ”

Grandpa Fan said: "She wants to take care of the child, and it is not good to disturb her unless she has to." ”

Lin Zhunyi said: "I want to visit her, and she persuaded her husband to cancel the marriage contract last time." ”

Grandpa Fan said, "Then I'll help you take the sound away." ”

Lin Zhunyi met Mrs. Fan very smoothly, she was holding a box in her hand, and when she saw Lin Zhunyi, she asked, "Are you here for the stars?" ”

Lin Zhunyi said: "Yes, madam, do you already know?" ”

"I don't know, I asked him, he didn't tell me, but I see that you are in a hurry, so don't delay your time, I will naturally ask her then. But after all, the star is not feeling well, and he has not brought anyone with him, and after such a long time, anyone will understand that something is wrong. As she spoke, she handed over the things in her hand, and said, "This is what I found in his pocket, and I have seen the stars wear it, and no one has come to tell me about her, so I have no chance to give it away." Now that you're here, take it and see if it can be used as a clue. ”

Lin Zhunyi took the box, which was a small jewelry box the size of a palm, and there was a star-shaped earring lying inside.

Lin Zhunyi only felt that his heart was pinched, and his voice was so nervous that his voice changed a little: "This is the ...... I gave her" He pinched the earrings and checked them over and over again, and asked: "The black one on this is ......"

"I also think it looks like blood." Mrs. Fan said, "So even if the other party is you, I will take it out quickly." ”

Lin Zhunyi said: "Don't worry, I won't force her anymore." ”

Mrs. Fan waved her hand and said, "Let's find her first." ”

The black substance on the earrings was easily tested, and it was indeed the blood of the stars.

Lin Zhunyi told Grandpa Fan about this, and he was even more anxious, but Mr. Fan was not there, and he didn't answer their calls, and they were not allowed to transfer people to find them.

But fortunately, Grandpa Fan still has some of his cronies, and Lin Zhunyi also has certain connections, and they also mobilized Mrs. Han's family to ask Mr. Fan while looking for him. Although there is still no place for her, seeing that things are getting bigger and bigger, Mr. Fan is finally willing to appear, but this is already a month later.

He called Lin Zhunyi alone and asked, "I heard that you are going to take her away?" ”

Lin Zhunyi has been suffering this month, so his attitude is a little excited: "Sir, please tell me where she is first?" Is she good? Did anything happen? ”

"Answer my question first." Mr. Fan asked, "Who gave you the courage to do such a thing?" ”

Lin Zhunyi forced himself to calm down: "I want her to live the life she wants to live, I think this will help her recover." ”

Mr. Fan said, "No wonder she said you were self-righteous. ”

Lin Zhunyi didn't even have the energy to figure out the meaning behind this sentence, and looked at him a little dumbfounded.

Mr. Fan stood up and said, "I'll take you somewhere." ”

The car became more and more remote, and Lin Zhunyi became more and more uneasy.

When I got off the bus, there was a nearby house that was there.

Lin Zhunyi didn't dare to ask, followed Mr. Fan, and came to a cemetery.

The style of the cemetery is very new and clean, there are no photos on it, only a name good for the year of birth and death.

Lin Zhunyi quickly saw the name on it, only to feel a "buzz" in his brain, and he was completely stunned.

"I didn't want to tell my dad about it, so I lied to him and told him she was on a trip by herself." Mr. Fan said: "I didn't expect you to be entangled all the time, so let you see it with your own eyes." The day after you proposed this to her, she took sleeping pills. ”

Lin Zhunyi barely heard his voice.

It was too sudden, and although she had been missing for so long, he had never thought in this direction, he felt that she was just expressing her dissatisfaction with the elopement plan, and that he could definitely follow her as long as she was willing to show up.

He couldn't stand anymore, and tried to squat by the tombstone, but his legs went weak and he knelt down.

Mr. Fan looked at him coldly and said, "Before she left, she said that she didn't want you to betray the organization, but since things have already been like this, if you want to wash your hands in gold, I can also rely on you, and I will repay your father's love." ”

Lin Zhunyi still didn't hear his words clearly, and his whole head was groggy. When he came to his senses, Mr. Fan and the rest of his entourage were gone, but there was a letter on the ground.

He picked up the letter, opened it, and pulled out the letter paper, which smelled refreshing.

He made a spreading motion, but suddenly felt his heart beat frantically faster. He was so frightened that he quickly stuffed it back into the envelope.

Probably a suicide note, right? He thought.

Lin Zhunyi couldn't remember how he got home, and he didn't have the heart to do anything next, so he stayed at home all day.

No one came looking for him, and the whole world seemed to be as if he didn't exist for a moment.

He always felt that his house was in chaos, even though it was in fact spotless, but he kept tidying it up, cleaning it all the time, and only in this way could he calm his mind a little.

He found his ring engraved with the word "idiot", wore it for a few days, and saw on the Internet that someone said that the tail ring was unlucky in heterosexualism, so he took it off again.

He also digs out the small objects he treasured in the cupboard, and every time he gives her a gift, she returns the gift. As her only friend, his etiquette was of course chosen by her. Although she hated him so much, she still picked it every time, and he always felt that what she hated about him at the beginning was not really hateful, she just hated the kind of life he represented.

Of course, she really hated him later, but Lin Zhunyi forced her to give gifts, but there were still a lot of broken links in the middle.

He found them, wiped them clean one by one, and put them in order. Most of the electronics she gave him were the latest electronics that were fashionable at the time, but now they seem to be completely outdated. Seeing this, he felt a little happy, and he could think of the days when he was always noisy with her in elementary school.

In fact, after giving him a caterpillar, for a long time, she liked him very much, relied on him very much, and always took the initiative to play with him. But at that time he felt that he was a big boy, so he didn't want to play with her little girl who loved to cry and scream, he protested to his mother, and after the protest was ineffective, he tried not to talk to her, and then she slowly stopped taking the initiative to look for him.

When she was in elementary school, he deliberately calculated her so that no one wanted to be friends with her, because he was afraid that she would kick him away as soon as she had friends. But he forgot that he had treated her like that, when she was so young, had no parents, had never been to kindergarten, and was the only one of his peers.

When he thought of this, he felt so sad that he was about to suffocate, she must have been lonely at that time, and as soon as the person was gone, all the memories became clear. Even such a small detail made him suffer that he never had a chance to make amends.

This kind of pain is like suddenly getting a menacing serious illness, but unlike others, Lin Zhunyi feels that his scene is a terminal illness.

That day, Lin Zhunyi went to his parents' cemetery, after all, his younger brother has not yet been found, maybe he is still alive, even if the chance is very slim, but there is no monument yet. Lin Zhunyi swept the grave, and that day he felt that his state was the best in the past few months.

He wanted to say a lot, but he didn't say anything when he thought he would be able to say it to his face soon.

Lin Zhunyi did not go to the cemetery again, but returned to his parents' house, because his mother had long-term insomnia, and there were many sleeping pills at home.

He quickly found them and took them back to his lodgings. During that short journey, he couldn't stop thinking about whether he wanted to be like this, but no matter which way he thought about it, he felt that it was really no fun to live.

The effects of the medicine did not begin to kick in immediately, so he took a hot bath, shaved off his beard that had been neglected these days, and even sprinkled a little perfume, and he changed into his favorite suit and went to bed to lay down.

Since moving here, he has plastered the ceiling with small stars that glow at night, and for the past few years, he has slept with these stars almost every night. He has always believed that men should be rough, so he is a person who is shy about creating romance, so whenever she enters this room, he is nervous, afraid of being discovered by her, but when she really doesn't find out, he can't help but be disappointed.