341 You dead madman
He looked at me and nodded.
After that, he went in, Nian Nian hugged my waist, and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with him?" ”
"What's wrong?"
"It's so sad." She said, "Is it because my sister is not feeling well?" ”
"Hmm...... "I didn't tell her about Ah Chang."
On the way home, a call came from the hospital and said, "Madam, the old gentleman is very emotionally unstable. We called my husband, and he didn't let us take care of it, but he was really worried. ”
"Unstable?" I said, "To be more specific?" ”
"He's been pacing around the room, looking anxious." He said: "He didn't eat or drink, we asked him, he didn't answer, the doctor went in, he also refused to be examined, the doctor said that his physical condition was not suitable for medicine, and he hoped that someone could discuss it with him." ”
The gun hole on the old man's back has not healed yet, and he can't bed at all. Although he was hateful, after all, he was psychologically intervened, so although I didn't go to Fanyin, I still decided to go and see it.
So he took Nian Nian back first and went to the hospital by himself.
There were people standing in the hallway, all with guns pinned to them. An iron fence was added to the door of the ward, and Sui Hu explained that because the new door had not yet arrived, it was arranged in this way first, which was an order from Fanyin.
There is a piece of glass on the door so you can see inside. I just stood outside and watched, watching the old man walk up and down on the ground, his head hanging and mechanical. Out of fear, he couldn't help but open his mouth: "Old man! ”
He stiffened, turned his face sideways, and then walked quickly towards me, stood in the doorway, smiled, and said, "Lingling? ”
"Yes." I said, "The doctor said you didn't eat, drink or rest, what's the matter?" ”
"Don't worry." His tone was quite normal: "Dad still doesn't understand what is going on, he knows that Ah Chang is gone, and Yinyin is angry, but what is the specific?" Ah Chang went to my house with you, why did he suddenly disappear? ”
I told him about the matter and persuaded him: "Yinyin is angry, and I told you early in the morning that there must be something wrong with Michelle, but you still keep her so that she can harm you." She gave you medicine, hypnotized you, and spent the whole day messing with Yinyin. He's for your own good. ”
The old man was full of surprise and did not speak.
"Don't you believe it?" I said, "Even Michelle herself explained it to me, and if you want to see it, I can show you the video." ”
He shook his head and said, "You don't understand ......" If his expression was quite excited just now, he was really sad at the moment.
It seems that he must quickly ask the doctor to show him, lest the old man have any serious problems, and what if he commits suicide? Fanyin was angry, but he didn't want his own father to die.
I didn't have the ability to convince him, after all, he was already under mental control, so I comforted him a few words, and when I went home, Dr. Li also returned, and he was very tired, because he had brought the other psychologists to help the servants in the house early this morning.
I asked him about his progress and he said it wasn't much progress and it would take some time. I told him about the old man, and said, "Those people can ask for other doctors, my father-in-law is here, and I still hope you can go." ”
I have to admit that after this hiding, my trust in Dr. Lai has risen a notch.
He nodded and said, "I'll go at noon." But I would also like to see you, sir. ”
"He hasn't been available for the last two weeks." I have to wait until Ah Chang's funeral is over.
"Okay." He sighed and said, "I also suggest that you try to share his work and not put him under too much pressure all the time." ”
"I know." But there is no way, if there is a way, I want him to lie down in the hospital bed.
After that, we discussed the diary, and I said I wanted to read it first, and Dr. Li expressed his understanding and smiled and said, "That diary is very interesting, isn't it?" ”
"Yes." I said, "It seems that they were in a good relationship when it was written." And it also validates your idea. ”
He nodded: "This proves that the basis of my speculation is correct." In the beginning, the first personality only acts as an auxiliary and does not form a sense of self, so of course they do not conflict. Conflict comes after a sense of self is formed. ”
Fan Yin never came back for the next few days, during which he went to see the stars once. The henchman replied that Mrs. Ah Chang's spirit was never good, because she was worried about Ah Chang all the year round and was a little depressed. So this time she was hit very hard, and she was a very emotional woman, not very focused on the overall situation, and made a lot of trouble.
Ah Chang is different from Fanyin, for so many years, he has never had lace news, and he has a good relationship with his wife. So my wife can't accept it, and it's normal to dwell on complicated sounds to say things.
Fanyin persuaded her while handling other tasks together. Because without Ah Chang, he didn't dare to hand over the work to me.
I was also worried, but I didn't dare to harass him, and I flipped through the diary every day. The content of many pages in the back is similar to the previous one.,It's about the short of the parents.,The relationship between Britney and Amelie is quite weak.,It's just being kneaded by Amelie at will.,Where is it like to me?
And the first personality is indeed as Dr. Li said, he doesn't have much of his own thoughts, and while expressing his hatred for Amelie, he helps him take exams, fights, and helps him clean up all his troubles.
Until this day, the sixth day after Ah Chang left, the diary saw the middle and late sections.
Britney is angry because you raped Amelie! I'm going to let you die! You dead madman! You raped my girlfriend while I wasn't looking!
What kind of girlfriend? Amelie's performance is simply to play him like a monkey, asking for money every time he kisses, and buying jewelry every time. How can anyone have a boyfriend like this?
The first personality replied in person: Who told you to always let me be beaten because of her needs?
There are a lot of things like this in between. Every time Amelie asked for valuables, the old man would not agree. Xiao Tiantian asked the first personality to open the door of the family's vault, and after stealing the money, the old man beat him, and the first personality was beaten.
But the first personality had no complaints before.
But this time, the first personality was disobedient, and not only was he disobedient, he made a big deal.
Xiao Tiantian was so angry that she tore through the paper: I think you are too much, you actually raped a weak girl, and she is also your master's girlfriend, you don't take me seriously at all. I'm going to make you disappear, you're so nasty! You make me feel like a madman too.
The first personality drew a squinting smile in front of him: You try it, little idiot.
There is no content on one page, and it is basically the traces of scratching with a fountain pen, and the force is so great that it breaks several pages. Could it be that two personalities are fighting?
A few pages later, the diary continues.
The font on this page is still the first personality, but it has changed very much from the previous one, and it is very close to the current first personality. He also began to write long sentences:
Idiot, didn't you make me disappear?
Can't do it, right?
I've wanted to tell you for a long time, I've had enough, and I don't want to listen to you anymore.
You can't do anything well, you only know how to eat all day long, and you eat yourself like a pig's head! When you encounter something, you will only cry, you will only come to beg others, you don't know how to bear it when you get into trouble, you only know how to find someone else to carry the black pot!
Hurry up and die!
The face is also drawn with a silhouette of a fat man with a knife stuck in his head. An arrow was drawn on the hilt of the knife that read: To die.
It seems that since the rape of Amelie, the first personality has become completely self-aware.
In fact, it is very sad that the more he dislikes the second personality, the more it proves how much Fanyin dislikes himself.
The next few pages are all written by the first personality, and each one is arrogant:
Idiot, what are you doing? Hide in the corner and cry, right? Wow! I sympathize with you. Your girlfriend seems to have become well-behaved, and yesterday she was not well-behaved, so I slapped her hard. She ran to tell her parents that they were going to call the police, but your dad, yes, it was your dad, and he said I did a good job, that I finally looked like a man.
Ha ha! See, everyone looks down on you, because idiots are doomed to be eliminated.
It's really arrogant, obviously being oppressed for a long time, showing off the fruits of his victory.
In one article, Amelie is really a person who bullies the soft and is afraid of the hard.
The first personality writes:
There was nothing they could do, and they begged me, "Please don't beat their daughters." I told them that I could stop beating her, but that she would be obedient, and that I could give her money to make her ugly face. I want her to remember who she has everything she has, that there is no such thing as a free lunch, that you idiot used to love her so much, but she disposed of you like garbage.
Think it's ironic? Is there a thrill of revenge? Do you know how to live as a human being?
You're so tender, little idiot.
This tone is really bullying, and I have a little sympathy for Britney.
The next few were proud show-offs. Showing off the relationship between classmates has improved, everyone is afraid of him, showing off that he is getting more and more handsome, everyone says so. Of course, the main thing is Amelie, and I think it's because he gets the most beaten-up for Amelie's affairs, and he uses a lot of expletives to describe his relationship with Amelie.
However, if you think about it from another angle: the first personality is of course terrifying, especially since he suddenly changed from an honest sweetie to anyone who would be afraid.
From his language, it is certain that a long time has passed.
Until this page, it suddenly changed to Britney's font:
It's over, you madman.
I can't let you ruin me anymore, goodbye.
Sure enough, as long as you don't rely on your help anymore, you can get out.
Today is December 21st, and you haven't shown up for ten days.
Since this diary has never been dated, I have always judged the time based on the content of the language. The first personality on the previous page was still arrogant, and this page immediately changed.