Chapter 80: Firelight
The "lamp oil" that was spilled by the evil lama was not wasted at all, and it was all poured on my chest.
The moment my clothes touched the "lamp oil", the orange-red flame spread from my chest in an instant, directly covering my upper body.
To be honest, I was really scared out.
I have experience in being entangled in injustice, so I didn't panic to the point of being at a loss when I encountered this kind of trouble that could scare ordinary people to death.
But being burned on fire is different!!
Human beings are a kind of animals, and most animals are afraid of fire, and so are human beings.
When I was covered by the scorching flames, I was trembling all over, and I fell directly to the ground, rolling in frenzy.
Fire is the most deadly thing.
I've already set up a physical body formation today, so I can't get up again now, if I let these fires burn a few more times, not to mention whether I will be burned alive by these fires, the four words of severe burns will definitely not run.
I don't want to be disfigured, not at all!!
"Don't worry, these fires won't burn you." The evil lama looked very calm, sat cross-legged on the ground, looked at me intently, and said, "What it burns is nothing more than the negative impurities in your heart." ”
"Bullshit can't burn!! I'm."
At this point, I suddenly reacted to something.
The fire burning on me was really hot, and I could feel it very clearly, but from beginning to end, I didn't feel the slightest pain.
Could this fire really not burn me?!
"What's going on?!!"
My eyes widened, I stopped rolling, sat up with a confused face, looked at the evil lama and asked, "How can this fire not hurt when it burns?" ”
"Is this fire?" The evil lama asked me rhetorically, his eyes full of disdain.
I just reacted when I heard this, fuck, it doesn't seem like it's fire.
According to the words of the evil lama, this oil lamp burns its qi, that is, this fire is completely different from the traditional lamp.
The fire is hot, but it doesn't burn people.
"These fires aren't ordinary." The evil lama whispered to me, and there was a faint hint of pride in his tone, as if boasting: "From ancient times to the present, I have never heard of anyone who can burn filth with qi like me." ”
"Burn?" I was stunned.
"It seems to me that the things in your body are filth." The evil lama smiled, his eyes flashing with excitement: "Only with this kind of fire can we completely burn those filth!" ”
In a way, the negative emotions and resentments in my body are like viruses in my computer.
And the fire caused by the evil lama's anger is antivirus software.
Whether this thing can really get rid of the "poison" in my body, I can't say for sure, but as far as the current situation is concerned, it seems that there is a real possibility.
After completely covering my upper body, the flames slowly spread towards my lower body and neck.
Soon, my whole body was covered by the orange-red flames that smelled of corpse oil.
It's really hard to describe.
Although I was in the middle of the fire, I didn't feel the pain I should have, it was as if I was covered by a hot mist, and there was an indescribable burning sensation all over my body.
The heat is intense, but it is not so uncomfortable.
Let's use a popular analogy.
It's like taking a bath, yes, a hot bath!
"Knock"
"Knock"
"Knock"
Listening to the heartbeat from my body, I don't know what's wrong, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, and the whole person fell into a strange state.
I don't want to talk, I don't want to move, I don't want to do anything.
It was as if I had lost interest in everything in this world, and even being alive felt like a meaningless thing for me.
Of course, this state is completely different from the so-called misanthropy.
Misanthropy is to feel that life is boring, to want to commit suicide, to end this boring everything.
I'm not like that, I just don't think it's interesting, I don't bother to do anything, I just want to stay quiet.
I didn't go to see the evil lamas, and I didn't pay any more attention to the flames that were enveloping my body.
At that time, I stood in a daze for a while, and then slowly sat down cross-legged.
My hands were on my knees, my eyes were fixed on the backs of my hands, and I never looked away.
Actually, I don't know what I'm looking at, maybe it's just in a daze, right?
"Are you completely calm now?"
Suddenly, the voice of the evil lama rang in my ears.
Originally, its voice was very sharp and harsh, but at this time, it gave me a soft feeling when it spoke, and it was strangely comfortable to listen to.
I didn't answer it right away, but was silent for a long time.
Maybe a few minutes?
Maybe it's almost an hour?
I can't tell.
Anyway, it felt like it was a long time before I opened my mouth and said to it.
"It seems to have quieted down."
At this time, the flames were still burning in my flesh, and there was even a tendency to get more and more intense.
I could see my body through the flames before, but now I can't see clearly, and everything seems blurry under the flames.
"Now we can have a good talk."
The evil lama seemed very happy, clapped his hands, and asked me, "Do you think you are kind enough?" ”
When I heard this question, I didn't hesitate in the slightest, as if I knew it was going to ask this question, and I just gave my answer.
"Enough."
That's right, I think that's enough.
From the time I entered the industry to the present, everything I have done has been based on "goodness".
Either save people or save ghosts.
I don't dare to say I'm a saint, but in a way, I'm definitely a bad person.
I've heard others say that when everyone grows up, they will become what they hated the most, isn't that an example?
I used to hate bad people the most, and I thought this kind of grandson was very stupid, but I didn't expect that when I became an adult, I would become the stupid person I said at the beginning.
But the joy of knowing the fish?
Although it's a fool to be a bad person, when I really help someone or wronged, that indescribable satisfaction can make me happy for a long, long time.
Maybe I'm just a bad guy by nature, right?
"Kind enough, you still want to kill?" The evil lama asked me.
When I heard this, I fell silent, and after a while I answered.
The answer is no more than eight words.
"Kill people, kill people."
When I get rid of the "sources of evil," will the world become cleaner, that's for sure.
Kill one person, make a hundred people happy, this kind of work can be done, and it is very cost-effective.
"Why do you want to kill them?" The evil lama asked me step by step.
As soon as I heard this question about the evil lama, I didn't know what was wrong, and my heart seemed to tremble violently, and that kind of deathly calmness also dissipated a little at this time.
"They do a lot of evil, they seek death by themselves, not only do they harm others, but some also want to harm the wronged, if they don't kill them, do they keep it for the New Year?"
When I got the answer, the evil lama didn't think I was joking with it, but thought about it seriously for a while, and then asked me, "That's it?" ”
"Yes." I replied.
"Don't you think you're too assertive?" The evil lama asked me, "Just because they don't follow what you say is good in your heart, they deserve to die. ”
When I heard this, the muscles in my face twitched visibly.
But I didn't mean to hide it, and nodded very dryly.
"Count."
Immediately, I didn't wait for the evil lama to continue speaking, and then the conversation continued.
"But the evil of one man can fulfill the good of a hundred, and isn't that another kind of good?"
The evil lama laughed twice and asked me, "Are you saving others or saving yourself?" ”
"Saving people." I replied.
"All you think is that good will be rewarded with good and evil will be rewarded, but don't forget, this is what you think, and in a way, this is also a manifestation of your desires."
As he spoke, the evil lama sighed.
"For your own desires, so you want to save others, but in the end, what you end up saving is just yourself."
I didn't refute it, or I didn't know how to refute it.
possible
The evil lama is right
I'm not a saint
Not a good person
Just being selfish in order to satisfy your own desires
"Think about it." The evil lama said, "I figured it out, and you have passed my level." ”
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