"Don't worry." He said regretfully: "If you want to hit the wall in the future, I will pull you." ”

"Can't it really be clearer?" Now it's just a few color blocks!

He didn't speak.

My eyes are really useless to say this, not to mention being a pilot, even walking is a problem. I will never see this world again, and I will never see my thoughts...... Become a waste. Thinking of this, I felt a violent discomfort in my heart, and tears flowed down my eyes.

Fanyin's voice came: "Why are you crying again?" ”

"I'm blind!"

"If you're blind, you're blind." He said, "I don't dislike you. ”

"Then I won't see anything from now on......"

"You can touch it if you can't see it." Fanyin said: "Anyway, you know the people you deal with every day." ”

I'm blind, and he's still here talking like he's fine, which makes me cry even more sadly.

Fanyin was silent for a while, and when she spoke again, she was a little irritable, and pressed the top of my head with her palm: "Don't cry, crying makes my heart explode." ”

Can't I cry even though I'm blind? "You get out."

"I won't."

"You ......"

"What a blind man has so many tears!" He shook my head vigorously: "Don't cry, it's annoying." ”

I was even more upset: "You have violated the guarantee again!" ”

"What did I violate?"

"I won't be ridiculed when it says on the letter." My husband looks like a ghost, and I have become blind, why is my life so bad?

"I'm not laughing." He said: "Being blind is an objective fact. ”

"Say no more!" I tore his hand away with all my might, and followed the sound to hammer him, and after a few strokes, I felt that it was not very pleasant, and I wanted to cry more and more, so I sat back and cried for a while. I felt someone put my arm around my back, patted me, and said, "Really don't cry, be strong, and face life bravely." ”

"Don't ......"

"Then you cry for another thirty seconds." He said, "I can't hold on to it when it's long." ”

I didn't cry for thirty seconds, and as soon as I howled a few times, Daddy's voice came: "Yo, what's wrong with Lingling?" ”

I didn't bother to speak, and I didn't explain the complicated sounds.

It should be Fanyin's father who held my arm, pulled me out of Fanyin's arms, and said, "Yinyin, wipe her tears, what's wrong?" ”

Fanyin wiped a handkerchief on my face, and I tried to calm myself down: "I'm blind." ”

"How can you be blind?" Father Fan asked suspiciously, "Who told you that?" ”

"Cumbersome."

"Me?" I can fully imagine the way Fanyin stared at her eyes and roared, "Why did I say you're blind?" ”

"That's what you're talking about...... "I seized the opportunity to take revenge."

"Yinyin!" Father Fan was really angry: "What are you doing to deceive people like this?" This must not freak people out! ”

I asked Daddy, "Dad, am I blind?" ”

"No, no, the doctor said that the recovery is good, and the probability of vision impairment is not high, don't worry." Fan's father said: "Don't listen to this guy's nonsense, he just has itchy skin and underwhelms, you slap him twice and don't talk nonsense." ”

Dad Fan's father came around and went out, and I was a little proud: "Dad asked me to slap you twice." ”

"You might as well try." His tone was cold.

I still didn't dare to think about it, flattened my mouth, found a vague flesh-colored stick stretched out in front of me, and heard a fanyin voice: "Smoke." ”

"No," I said arrogantly, "I don't dare." ”

"Then don't cry." He still raised his hand: "I am most annoyed by this kind of endless crying sound." ”

"Then I'm still not happy." I said, "You don't want to think about it, my most precious thing is my eyes, how sad it is to be blind." ”

"Then you'll smoke it."

I reached for it, but instead of pumping, he grabbed my wrist.

I struggled for a moment, but I didn't break away, and I heard his voice: "It's really pumping!" ”

I continued to tear my throat open and cry.

Sure enough, he immediately let go: "Pump, pump!" Don't cry! ”

I finally got it, and I felt a little relieved: "Crying is also in your way......"

"I love to cry so much, and when I die, you can cry enough." He said displeasedly.

"When you die, I'll set off firecrackers to celebrate."

"Say it again!"

"I'm going to cry again!" I roared.

"Cry!"

“……”

"Cry!" He roared arrogantly: "Don't cry enough for a liter and don't eat!" ”

“……”

"Why don't you cry?"

"Am I really not blind?"

"Guess what." He also sells guanzi.

"I'll ask the doctor." I was about to get out of bed.

His arm was grabbed by him and he said, "It's okay, it's actually just an infection, and the doctor said it'll be fine in a few days." Now consider that the cornea may be damaged, but don't worry about it, if something really goes wrong, I'll buy you a pair. ”

"Oh."

"Don't cry." His tone was irritating: "Do you know? ”

"Oh."

The atmosphere was silent for a while, and he suddenly laughed: "How did you find out?" ”

"If I was really blind, my father wouldn't have been like that when he came in, he would have comforted me."

"Ouch." Fanyin's voice was sour: "That's my dad, a 'dad' called so close." ”

"I don't have a father." I said, "You bullied me and didn't want others to be nice to me?" ”

He snorted twice, and fell silent.

I sat bored for a while and asked, "Why are you here so early?" ”

"My dad said let me come and yo you every morning."

"I'm not a dog......"

"Are you going to go out and walk around?"

"Yes."

His arm reached out again: "Go." ”

I grabbed his arm and groped my way out of bed, but he didn't help me, and walked on his own. I followed him, feeling very insecure.

Finally went downstairs without danger.

It's been hot lately, and the sun is in full swing downstairs.

We were walking in the garden, and we didn't speak, so it was a little embarrassing, so I looked for a topic and asked, "Are you feeling better?" ”

"You won't touch it yourself." His tone was very arrogant.

I touched it with my hand and felt a little more flesh on his chest than before, but I could still feel the ribs.

"Has he been there in the past two days?"

His head moved first, and after a while, he said again, "No." ”

"Oh."

"What did you touch?"

"It's still quite thin."

"Doctors are not allowed to exercise." "No smoking, no drinking, no doing anything," he said. ”

I was about to say that it was good, when I felt him move, and the sound of the lighter's gears rubbing and the smell of smoke wafted away.

"Didn't the doctor forbid you to smoke?"

He ignored me.

"Pinch it, the doctor won't let you smoke."

"The doctor never got it."

"That's right, nicotine is a drug, and you only have half a liver now, and your body is so weak." I really don't want to be verbose with him, but I don't want to lose my father in old age: "Don't smoke it." ”

He remained silent, and the smell of smoke did not stop.

I stopped, grabbed him and said, "Pinch." ”

"Please." Fanyin began to play tricks: "Women don't do it, and women don't let me drink alcohol, so I have this hobby left." ”

"You can women." I said, "I'm not going to tell Daddy." ”

His head suddenly came to him, and although he still couldn't see clearly, I could smell the thick smell of smoke: "I've only wanted to you lately." ”

I couldn't help but stiffen, and secretly prayed in my heart that my illness would never be cured.

I don't know what kind of eyes Fanyin was looking at at the moment, but he seemed to stare at me for a moment, then turned back and continued walking.

I failed to convince and had to stop dwelling on the topic: "Are you a little misanthropic?" ”

He was silent.

Oh, it's my problem that's not good. Mrs. Han said that he always wanted to commit suicide, and he did plan and carry it out.

So I changed the question: "If you don't have this disease, will you listen to the doctor, and if you don't let you smoke, you won't smoke, and if you don't let you drink, you won't drink?" ”

"What if you don't have this disease?"

"Hmm."

"Then it's not your turn to ask me."

"Oh."

"Then she won't die, and even if she does, I won't meet you." "You're really not my type," he said. ”

"Do you have to hurt people like that?"

"You don't look like you're hurting." He seemed a little helpless: "Don't look at it for so long, in fact, you never knew me." ”

"Oh."

"Not happy?" His face seemed to turn: "Don't cry, I can't talk anymore if I cry." ”

"Nope." I said, "Would you like to tell me what you think you are?" ”

"I love my career."

"I love it too." I just don't.

What a good career, after all, money is the foundation of a happy life.

"If it weren't for this disease, I would probably marry a woman who would help me in my career. For example, Miss Pu. ”

"You're still thinking about her."

"She's not married yet, so of course I'm going to worry about it." Fanyin laughed and said, "She has very good conditions and is very suitable for marriage." ”

"And what does Daddy think?"

"My dad is different, my dad met my mom when he needed a career the most, so he didn't have a choice, he could only have a career. But feelings don't wait for anyone, not to mention that my mother is not suitable for him. Fanyin said: "So he wants me to choose feelings as much as possible." ”

"Then he didn't allow you to marry Amelie before." I find his words contradictory.

He questioned Amelie's character, not to mention ...... I didn't insist at first. His voice was soft: "Actually, as long as I want to insist, my dad will probably give way, unless I am really excessive." He always felt that I owed something to me, because my life was very turbulent when I was a child, and I had this disease. ”

"You regret not sticking to it?"

"I don't regret it, I just feel sorry." He was silent for a long, long time when he said this, and suddenly stopped: "Actually...... I ......"

He couldn't seem to continue.

"If you ......"

"Don't talk." His tone was weak, and he paused again for a long, long time before speaking again: "The stars are not her children. ”

I didn't dare to speak, so I could only hold his arm as much as I could, fearing that he would faint suddenly.