I really like the woman called Feng Nuan Nuan, no, it's not like, it should be love, I love her very much, I really want to grow old with her. I know that there are many, many obstacles between us, but I have always believed that as long as we are willing to work hard and manage well, the two of us will be able to grow old together.

Feng Nuannuan already has a six-year-old son, and her relationship between men and women is not so clean, but I don't care, I don't care, I just want to grow old with her.

I always thought that we could grow old together, we would have a child belonging to the two of us, happy, I would give Feng Nuan, Doudou, and all the love of our children, our family, never separated. Until, until I knew that Xi'er was pregnant, I understood that the so-called growing old together was just an unattainable dream.

When I knew that I had a relationship with Xi'er, Xi'er said that I didn't need to be responsible, and I felt a sense of relief in my heart, although I was a little sorry for Nuan Nuan, but I thought that everything was over, as long as I loved Nuan Nuan wholeheartedly in the future, I could make up for the mistakes I made. However, I never thought that Xi'er was pregnant.

I possess Xi'er's innocent body, I can selfishly pretend that nothing has happened, I can also selfishly treat Xi'er as a sister to love, but now it's different, Xi'er is pregnant, Xi'er's belly is pregnant with our flesh and bones, I can't selfishly pretend that nothing has happened. I must take responsibility for the mistakes I made, otherwise, it will be unfair to Xi'er. I can't, I can't be so sorry.

In order to be responsible for Xi'er and the child in her belly, I decided to break up with Feng Nuan, although I was really reluctant to her. I said a lot of heartless words to Feng Nuannuan, I said these words, nothing more than to completely separate from her, for my desperation, Feng Nuan Nuan was heartbroken, I looked at her injured little face, in fact, the pain in my heart will not be less than her.

Do you have that feeling, saying words against your heart all the time, but when you say every word and every word, your heart is dripping blood. Yes, when Feng Nuannuan and I said that we were going to break up, my heart was dripping blood. I'm not a good man, I stubbornly locked Nuan Nuan by my side, but I let her down after all. I know, I'm sorry for Nuan Nuan, but I really can't do anything about Xi'er and the child in her belly.

I don't cherish my child, and I don't look forward to the child in her belly, and even, I hate this child a little, if it weren't for his arrival, I wouldn't have to be separated from Nuan Nuan. Hate is hate, as a man, there are some responsibilities that I have to bear.

Xi'er is really looking forward to this child, and when I am with Xi'er, my thoughts will always drift away. I want to be warm, many times, Xi'er's face will be transformed into a warm face in my eyes, I found that a warm smile has been like a spell, deeply imprinted in my mind, I don't want to think about her, I try not to let myself not think about her, but I can't control my heart at all.

I thought that maybe in the future, as long as I don't see Feng Nuan Nuan anymore and stop reading any information about her, I can stop thinking about her. At first, I tried not to have any anxiety with her, but I sadly found that the more I could not see her, the more I became crazy about her. I thought, I must be crazy.

In the first few days of separation from her, the craziest thing I ever did was when I was in the office, like a madman, holding a magazine with her as the cover, in a daze for an afternoon, I found that after separating from her, my work efficiency plummeted, and I couldn't sleep well, without her by my side, I couldn't sleep at all, and my quality of life plummeted.

Crazy, crazy, I spend almost every day in a state of madness.

Every day, there will be warm news in major media, and the news content is nothing more than her having dinner with a certain male star, having an affair with someone on the set, and unsubtly ruling a certain little fresh meat, seeing such news, I really can't wait to rush to Feng Nuannuan and tear her smiling face.

Is she so lonely that she can't bear it? I seem to have just broken up with her.

After breaking up with her, I was so uncomfortable, shouldn't she be depressed with tears? Why does my heart hurt so much, but she can smile like a flower in front of other men?!

The wind is warm and beautiful, she is not the kind of woman who is amazing and gorgeous, she is very attractive, the more she looks at it, the more she looks at it, the kind that looks better, looking at the shallow smile on the corner of her lips, it will make people feel that bathed in the sun, indescribably comfortable, will also make people's hearts, little by little, intoxicated, unable to extricate themselves.

When I saw the news that Feng Nuannuan and Li Yan, the president of the Li Group, had rekindled their old relationship and got engaged in the near future, I really wanted to rush to Feng Nuannuan and ask her what her heart was made of, why we could put our feelings down so lightly, I was unwilling, unwilling to be just sad for me alone!

Even, I want Xi'er to kill the child in her belly, as long as there is no child, I can be with Feng Nuan again, only with her, my life will be full of sunshine. Days and nights without her, my heart was immersed in the boundless haze, and it was completely cold.

Several times, I was going to say this to Xi'er, but when I saw Xi'er gently caressing her lower abdomen, I couldn't say anything. The face of the cherished child is full of maternal tenderness and love, just like the holy beauty of the Virgin Mary in the oil painting. I don't cherish my son, but I cherish my childhood sweetheart since childhood, and I am reluctant to hurt her after many years of sincere companionship.

Later, I began to despise myself again, how could I have such a despicable and filthy idea to want to kill this child! This child is not only mine, but also Xi'er's, Xi'er has suffered so much for this child, why should I ask Xi'er to beat this child! Qin Mo, you can't be so selfish! You've hurt Xi'er enough, you can't cruelly even deprive her of her qualifications to be a mother!

I can't hurt Xi'er, so I can only live up to Feng Nuan.

However, the life of this woman is still colorful, perhaps, she doesn't care about my disappointment at all.

I'm so entangled and uncomfortable, maybe it's just that I'm being amorous.

"Qin Mo, I'll give us one last chance for the relationship between us, I booked a room in the xxx hotel, the room number is 5320, tonight, I will wait for you in this room. Of course, you can not come, as long as you can't come before eleven o'clock in the evening, I will go to bed with Li Yan, Qin Mo, I also made an appointment with Li Yan. I want you to know that I don't have to be you! ”

That night, Xi'er's stomach was a little uncomfortable, I had been busy taking care of Xi'er, and I didn't have time to pay attention to the messages on my phone, and when I saw this text message on my phone, the sky was already slightly bright.

I looked at the content of the text message over and over again, trembling with anger, it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening, I didn't believe it, Feng Nuannuan This woman really dared to go to bed with Li Yan!

There have been a lot of scandals recently, but subconsciously, I still want to believe that all this is fake, even though she is still smiling like a flower in front of people, dazzling, but I broke up with her, or gave her a big blow, deep down, she actually cares about me.

The person she likes is me!

I silently recited this sentence over and over again, and after another glance at the text message, I didn't wait a minute, grabbed my phone, and rushed outside.

XXX Hotel 5320, the wind is warm, if you dare to really sleep with Li Yan, I'm afraid I will kill you!

"Mo, where are you going? You wait for me! ”

Xi'er saw that I rushed out regardless of it, she was afraid that something would happen to me, and she hurriedly ran after me, I knew that Xi'er was very worried about me, and I also knew that Xi'er was in a special body now and couldn't run so fast, but at this moment, I couldn't do anything, I just wanted to rush to 5320 and see what the woman would do!

The place where I stayed was very close to the hotel, and soon, I ran outside room 5320, but when I pushed the door open, I hesitated, and at this moment, I had to admit that I was a little scared in my heart, afraid that I would see that unbearable scene.

"Mo, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that I was so worried, she looked at me puzzled and worried, and asked. I ignored him, but used all my strength to push the hidden door open.

Seeing someone lying on the soft big bed in the room, I suddenly chuckled in my heart, but I still had a trace of expectation, maybe, maybe the person lying on the bed was not Feng Nuan Nuan at all, perhaps, even if the person lying on the bed was Feng Nuan, Li Yan was not here, she just waited for me for too long, and fell asleep on the bed by herself.

From my direction, I could clearly see a woman lying on the bed, her black hair was like a waterfall, covering most of her face, and the big red silk satin quilt was wrapped around her body, she turned over, and her white arms stretched out from the quilt. I have to say that this scenery is really beautiful, and it is extremely charming, tempting to commit crimes, which reminds me of the moving poem of holding the pipa and half-covering the face, but at this moment, I don't have the slightest mood to appreciate this beautiful scenery, because this woman is warm and warm, and her shoulders are full of kiss marks.

This is the trace of love, when I used to do that kind of thing with Feng Nuannuan, I also like to leave my own traces on her body like crazy!