Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 306 Gu Changfeng Recovers His Memory (II)
Now, he hates me to the bone, wants to draw my tendons, eat my flesh, and drink my blood, even if he sends me to the hospital, he should sneer at me. Or leave me in the hospital, ignore me, and wait quietly by his side Yuan Xi'er.
He is looking at me so gently now, it will make me mistakenly think that he still loves me and has a deep affection for me, but I know that I can't continue to be amorous, the reason why Gu Changfeng is so strange now is that I will treat him as if he was kicked in the head by a donkey.
What's more, my child still died at his hands.
There is a life between us, even if he recovers his memory, it is impossible for me and him to go back to the past.
No more!
"Qin Mo, please go out! I don't want to see you! I wiped away all the distress in my eyes without a trace, and said coldly to Gu Changfeng. Hearing me say this, the pain in Gu Changfeng's eyes was even heavier, I turned my face, not wanting to look at the pain in his eyes, I broke his hand away little by little, "Qin Mo, what are you still doing here?" You have killed my child, are you not satisfied? ”
"Nuan Nuan, I'm not Qin Mo, I'm Gu Changfeng." Gu Changfeng stubbornly grabbed my hand, hearing him say this, my heart couldn't help but tremble, Gu Changfeng, he finally regained his memory?
It's just that what if you recover your memory! The mistake has been made, and even if he recovers his memory, my child will not be able to come back!
"Nuan Nuan, I'm back, your Gu Changfeng is back!" Gu Changfeng stretched out his other hand, he stroked my face gently and affectionately, I shook my head vigorously to keep a little distance from him, Gu Changfeng's hand touched the air, stiffly hanging in the air, he looked at me, his eyes were complex and painful, "Nuan Nuan, I ......"
"Qin Mo, no, Gu Changfeng. Gu Changfeng, whether you recover your memory or not, it has nothing to do with me. Gu Changfeng, you killed my child, there is a life between us, and between me and you, it is impossible to go back to the past! I looked at Gu Changfeng and sneered, and resolutely broke my hand out of his palm, "Besides, Gu Changfeng, now that you have other women around you, I have no interest in working with other women!" Gu Changfeng, do you know, seeing you, I really feel disgusting, can you, can I please you, no, I beg you, please stay away from me, don't let me be so disgusting? ! ”
"Nuan Nuan ......" Gu Changfeng's eyes hurt even more, he is always like this, he always likes to pretend to be as deep as the sea, but what does his love like the sea have to do with me! He doesn't believe me, is it interesting for him to stage this so-called deep love in front of me? Even if he has a special hobby of pretending to be as deep as the sea, he should be disguising in front of Yuan Xi'er, I think, Yuan Xi'er will definitely like his deep love like the sea!
"Enough!" I coldly interrupted Gu Changfeng's words, I knew that the reason why Gu Changfeng was so cruel to me before was because he had amnesia, he forgot me, but I just couldn't cross that hurdle in my heart, no matter whether he had amnesia or not, he was Gu Changfeng at the beginning, this is a fact, it was he who killed my child with his own hands, this is also a fact! How could I have smiled softly at the murderer of the child in my womb! "Gu Changfeng, your Yuan Xi'er must need you very much now, you should take care of her by Yuan Xi'er's side now, don't you like Yuan Xi'er very much? Don't you have many, many more children? Now that you are going to have a baby, what are you still doing by my side? Do you disgust me? Gu Changfeng, you are indeed disgusting enough, I don't even need to eat when I see you! ”
"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry." Gu Changfeng lowered his eyes and exhausted all the emotions in his eyes, "Nuan Nuan, whether I was Qin Mo or Gu Changfeng, I never liked Yuan Xi'er." Nuan Nuan, from beginning to end, I only have you in my heart! Nuan Nuan, when I lost my memory, although I don't remember everything between us, I still fell in love with you, I love you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I will be angry and jealous when I see you close to other men, yesterday, yesterday The reason why I was so impulsive was also because I saw Shaohua and he hugged you! Nuan Nuan, you have to believe me, in my heart, there is only you as a woman! ”
"Believe you?" Looking at Gu Changfeng, I couldn't help laughing out loud, I laughed so hard that I laughed out loud, and my tears came out of my eyes, "Hahahaha, Gu Changfeng, are you funny?" You made me believe you? When I needed you to believe in me, how could you ever believe in me! You, who are not willing to give me even a little trust, why should I ask to believe in you! Gu Changfeng, how can there be such a selfish man as you in the world! The thing I regret the most in my life is that I fell in love with you by mistake! However, now you can rest assured, you can rest assured, I have already made a mistake once, from now on, I will not make a mistake again, Gu Changfeng, you can rest assured, I don't love you anymore! You just go and live with your children! Anyway, what you like the most is to be cuckolded by someone, and you like to be a father! ”
"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry......" Gu Changfeng's star-like eyes were dyed a little gloomy at this time, there was guilt and affection condensed in it, I have always longed for such affection, but at this moment, no matter how deep the affection is, it can't get rid of the life that lies between me and him!
"Excuse me? What's the use of being sorry! Gu Changfeng, if you say I'm sorry, can my dead child come back? "I continue to sneer, I don't know what's wrong with me, obviously my heart hurts so much, why do I always want to laugh, maybe this fate really makes me feel funny!" Gu Changfeng, I won't forgive you, I will never forgive you and Yuan Xi'er! What you owe me, I will get it back with interest! ”
I just woke up, and I was too emotional, and my body couldn't hold it anymore, after I scolded Gu Changfeng so much, my stomach hurt hysterically. I didn't want to show weakness in front of Gu Changfeng, I gritted my teeth and stared at Gu Changfeng viciously, I really wanted to, I really wanted to open his chest and see how his heart grew, even our children could be brutally killed!
"Nuan Nuan, don't get excited!" Gu Changfeng hugged my trembling shoulders hard, "Nuan Nuan, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just hope that you won't reject me so much!" Nuan Nuan, let me compensate you, let me spend a lifetime to compensate you, okay?! ”
"I don't need to! Gu Changfeng, I don't need it! I bit my lip stubbornly, because I bit too hard, the fishy sweet liquid slipped down my lips, "Gu Changfeng, I don't need your compensation, I just want to get as far away from you as possible!" Gu Changfeng, you go out, I don't want to see you again in this life! ”
"Nuan Nuan, you're bleeding!" Gu Changfeng wiped the blood from my lips in distress, he saw that my teeth were chattering with excitement, he hurriedly said to me, "Okay, Nuan Nuan, don't be excited, I'll go out first, and I'll come to see you later!" ”
I want to say to Gu Changfeng, I don't need you to come to see me again, you get out of here, get away! It's just that my stomach hurts so badly, my body can't stop twitching, I arch my body, but the pain has not lessened at all, I feel that everything in front of me is getting more and more blurred, I want to grab something, but I stretch out my hand, I can't catch anything.
"Nuan Nuan, what's wrong with you?" Gu Changfeng saw my abnormality, and he anxiously yelled at the door, "Doctor! Doctor! Let's see what's wrong with her! ”
Soon, the doctor rushed in, although my stomach hurt so much that I was almost suffocating, but my consciousness was still awake, and I heard Gu Changfeng's panicked voice, "Doctor, why is she bleeding again?" What the hell is wrong with her? Is there something wrong?! ”
I'm bleeding again? Where did I bleed again?
"She just had a miscarriage and can't be stimulated!" When the doctor saw that my eyes were tightly closed, he probably thought that I had passed out, so he did not deliberately avoid me when he spoke, "Hey, how can such a young and beautiful girl be tossed like this!" She looks like my favorite movie star! Sir, in the face of such a beautiful face, can't you pity the fragrance and cherish the jade a little! Hey, being tossed by you like this, she probably won't be able to get pregnant again in her life! ”
It's likely that I'll never get pregnant again in my life?!
After listening to the doctor, I was struck by lightning, how could this be? Heaven took away one of my children, he is cruel enough, how can he still give me an ending where I will never be able to have children?!
Does he know what it means for a woman not to be able to have children!
"Doctor, what did you say?" Gu Changfeng's voice trembled and asked the doctor, "What does it mean that she is likely to never be able to get pregnant again in this life?" ”
"She suffered a serious miscarriage and severe uterine bleeding, even if she recuperated well, the chance of having a child would not exceed one percent!" The doctor sighed helplessly, "Hey, young people nowadays, it's so careless! ”
Won't the odds of having a baby exceed one percent? My whole body is like an ice cellar, not more than 1 percent? With such a low odds, it's almost impossible!
At this moment, I almost hated Gu Changfeng to death, although I knew that Gu Changfeng didn't know that his push would cause me to have no more children, and even, he didn't know that I was pregnant at that time, but I just couldn't forgive him, I couldn't forgive him for making me lose my qualification to be a mother again!
Gu Changfeng, in our life, we are destined to only hate each other, and our love is broken!
Hatred, like a cold viper, engulfed my whole heart fiercely, and I was trapped in this cold situation, unable to extricate myself!