"Oh." I asked, "Dad, if he didn't have this disease, would you be willing to let me live with him for the rest of my life?" ”

He was stunned, rolled his eyes, and asked vigilantly, "What are these words?" ”

"Wouldn't you want him to marry a woman he likes and has a good family?" I said, "If he hadn't had this disease, you wouldn't want him to be with me, would you?" ”

"Silly boy, this assumption simply doesn't hold up. If he hadn't had the disease, he would have been married a few years earlier. Father Fan frowned and said, "How can Dad interfere in his marriage?" And he likes you. ”

Hehe, all of them are people who open their eyes and tell nonsense.

Remembering the great truth he told me a few days ago, I even think that he may have known that Fanyin had these purposes, so he said to me, "Love is love, but life and death are still in front of love."

I don't want to hide it anymore: "I don't want to wait for him to get better, I want a divorce." ”

"Dad doesn't agree." This old guy slapped his face with his front foot after saying it, which shows how hypocritical he is.

"You just said that you can't interfere in his marriage."

"Then tell my dad first, did he say anything to you?" He asked unhappily, "Did it upset you?" If yes, I'll tell the doctor not to give him painkillers and let him ache for a few days so that you can get rid of your breath. ”

"I'll apply tomorrow." I said, "I'm going to divorce him." ”

"Dad resolutely refused." He saw that I was serious, and he straightened his face: "Lingling, if you want to divorce, you have to wait until his situation improves, and you two can negotiate it yourself." It was Yinyin's own decision, and Dad would never interfere. But absolutely not right now. ”

"But I want to leave now." I feel so tired, but I can only negotiate a solution.

He leaned back in his chair, as if he had lost his patience: "Reason." ”

"I love the second personality, and what motivates me to stay is because of the second personality. If he is well, then the person I love does not exist, I don't like the first personality at all, and I don't want to be married to him. If he is just stable, then I will still be raped by him, bullied by him, and hurt the people I love. So I don't want to wait. I said, "Dad, I know that you love your child, but I also want to live a good life, and I want to live a normal life with my thoughts." ”

"Lingling," Father Fan immediately had something to argue with me: "Dad probably guessed what he told you, it must be some heartless words that made you unhappy." Dad promised you that as soon as he removed the stitches, I would ask him immediately, and I would definitely not let you be wronged. But you also have to think about it, you can want to live a normal life, but you can't miss it. His mother and I promised you that at that time, but it was only because Yinyin's situation was extremely unstable at that time that she said that you would divorce temporarily, and we would arrange your life to ensure that you and your children were safe and well. But that's also because you had a good attitude at the time, and I thought you understood that such a breakup was only temporary. As long as the tone is good, you will come back. But what you just meant was that you were going to break off with him from now on. Then you can go, but Nian Nian must not go with you. Not to mention that Yinyin's situation has begun to improve, even if he is crazy, we have two families to take care of her, and we will never let her be wronged. ”

"So I can't take her away?" I wasn't surprised by his attitude: "Then I'll sue." ”

"Sue?" Father Fan smiled and said, "Son, I don't think you look like a little girl who has never seen the world at all. Although I can't find out your information, I look like you have been taught by someone. Then you should understand that the Fan family is a family that has to deal with vicious cases and lawsuits every year, and it is not difficult to fight a custody lawsuit at all. Don't expect that, Dad's advice is not to divorce yet. ”

"I said I could take the child." I said, "You can go and ask him." ”

"Him?" Father Fan laughed: "He's a psychopath." What's more, he was busy fighting with himself, and he was so confused. You can't take the child away, but you can come and see her. I won't let you take it away just because the children of the Fan family must not be raised outside, because there will be enemies chasing and killing you. And since you don't plan to reunite with Yinyin, then there is no need for us to pay for and take care of you, that's not a small number. ”

Mrs. Han is really right, Father Fan is really a hidden killer: "Do you think the child can live without a mother?" ”

"Of course, ordinary children need their mothers more, but survival is more important, and Niannian needs to grow up safely under shelter." Father Fan said seriously: "So Dad suggests that you think about it seriously, at least don't think about divorce for the time being, and when Yinyin is good, you two will talk about it yourself." ”

"You told me not long ago that you regretted finding him a stepmother." I still want to struggle: "Fanyin will marry someone else too!" ”

"If you don't get divorced, how can he marry someone else?" Father Fan said: "What's more, even if he marries, Xingxing and Niannian will follow me, and they will not have contact with them at all." ”

I was completely speechless and started to want to cry again.

Father Fan's expression softened again: "Don't cry...... You told your dad first, what did he tell you? Before I went, I was fine, I still wanted to talk to him, I wanted to help him. Why did you come back and insist on getting a divorce? ”

I don't want to say.

Because I don't know, if he doesn't turn to me, will I be more desperate? And he probably didn't face me, how did I get this shot? Isn't it because he keeps prying me and asking me to deliver food that I will be attacked? If you feel sorry for me, how can you be willing to let me take the risk?

"Oops, Lingling." Fan's father began to urge: "Are you going to kill dad in a hurry?" What's the use of just crying without saying anything? ”

I still don't want to say it.

He urged a few words, waited a little longer, and when he saw that I still wouldn't speak, he stood up and said, "Forget it, Dad will go and ask him now." ”

He never came back, and I didn't expect him to come back, and soon something happened that disturbed me: Nian Nian didn't come!

It was her feeding time before Dad Fan's came in, and she was usually picked up at six o'clock, but now it's half past six.

I quickly got up and went out to look for it, only to find that the door was locked.

The windows were locked, and I couldn't open them.

I picked up the phone and found it completely unworking.

I'm actually locked up in a hospital room!

No, I want to be calm, I can't rush. Niannian must be by Fan's father's side, then she is at least fine, it's a big deal I won't divorce first, and let him arrange it himself when Fanyin is ready.

But what if it wasn't for Daddy locking me up? Could it be that something happened to Nian Nian? Is she sick? Lost? She...... Gone?

No way! I can't curse her!

I sat awkward, feeling like a bottomless hole had been dug in, so dark and empty that it almost drove me crazy.

I'm really scared that something will happen to her, because I'm the only one left......

If even she is gone, I don't want to live anymore.

But my sanity knew that I had to restrain this anxiety, lest I become insane before things were cleared. So I came up with a good idea, there was a cup on the table, and I smashed it, holding the glass fragment and slashing my arm. I felt a little more sober.

I waited all night until the next evening. During this time, someone brought me food, but because the food was only delivered to the outside room, and I couldn't hear the door opening in the inner room, I missed the opportunity. Of course, I couldn't sleep, so I had to sit on the hospital bed and paddle myself. The longer I waited, the more panicked, uneasy, and frightened I became. The more you have to keep cutting your flesh and skin, and use the pain to stay awake.

Suddenly, a voice came: "What are you doing!" ”

I followed the prestige, and it turned out to be a complicated sound.

He stood in the doorway, looking at me with a frown, and next to him stood bodyguards.

I didn't care about his danger, so I hurriedly ran over, pushed away the bodyguard and grabbed his shirt, and before I could speak, his wrist was held by him, and he opened his mouth before me: "I take back what I said yesterday, it's all a lie......"

Who has the time to listen to this? I interrupted him: "What about Niannian? ”

He was stunned.

"Why are you holding me? What about thoughts? I grabbed his clothes tightly and asked, "Did something happen to her?" ”

Fanyin still didn't answer, Fan's father came out from behind him, and said very quickly: "Niannian is fine, Lingling, don't worry." I'll ask the nurse to carry her right away! Let's talk to Yinyin first......"

"Dad!" Fanyin turned his head and glared: "What are you doing?" ”

"She insisted on divorcing you, I said I wanted her to wait, and she refused to talk about it when you got better, then of course I was afraid that she would run away with the child. Who can be responsible if something happens to them? Fan's father made a straight face: "You apologize to her quickly, as long as the two of you reconcile quickly, I will send Niannian back." ”

I was about to say that I could apologize without him, but I didn't leave, but Fanyin preemptively spoke: "Bring her now!" ”

"No way!" Father Fan's eyes widened: "If you don't apologize, go back and continue to tie up!" ”

"She's only four months old, and you're not going to let her be with her mom and let her stay with strangers for the night? Have you ever wondered how she feels? Fanyin roared: "How scared she is, do you know?" ”

Father Fan's face was a little ugly, but he didn't speak.

I hurriedly said: "Dad, I don't need him to apologize, I promise everything you say, you let me see her......"

Father Fan ignored me, took off his glasses, wiped his eyes, and said outside, "Carry her in." ”

Nian Nian was finally brought in, and I hurriedly took it. She was asleep, and although her face had been wiped over, her eyes were a little swollen, and she must have been crying for a long time.

The four-month-old child actually feels that he is still in his mother's womb, and he will be very scared if he can't see his mother. I hugged her tightly and couldn't hold back my crying, and dimly saw a hand reaching out to me, I

I hurriedly retreated, until the wound on my back was hit by a hard object, and I realized that I had retreated to the side of the cabinet.