141 I tell you

He didn't blink, but there was a tangle in his gaze, and he didn't seem to want to deny it.

But this question, as long as he does not immediately admit it, proves that the answer must be a denial. Because he's already chosen "yes" once, and if that's true, he doesn't have to dwell on it now.

He didn't answer for a long time, so I changed to the next question: "Are you trying to strangle me?" ”

He looked at him again.

"Cumbersome." I was a little anxious: "I have just confirmed with you again and again, and you have agreed, and you have promised not to lie." You know that I must be asking these things, and you don't want to answer, you should have thought about it just now, what is it now? Broken promises? Why are you so weak? ”

He still didn't move, and he didn't look at me.

I didn't have anything to do with him, so I had to confront him in silence.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth, because his tongue had not yet been removed, and the voice he made was muffled: "Do you love me?" ”

I forgot all of a sudden, and I was so frightened by this question that I didn't speak for a while.

His eyes slid over to me, and he asked slowly, "Do you still love him?" ”

"You're not right on either of these questions." I didn't want to answer his question head-on, because I was afraid that I would lose my efforts if I answered it wrong: "The current situation is that you and I have to think about the children, and I want them to have a normal father." And I have very low requirements for 'normal', you can continue to beat me and still maintain two personalities, but at least you don't have to be tied up here. ”

He ignored me at all, just thought about his own question: "You don't love me." ”

"Why are you doing that?"

He smiled and looked at the ceiling again, looking a little desperate: "No need to ask, I'll tell you." ”

I'm up.

"In the rest of the sentence, I promise that there is not a single word of lie. So you remember, after listening to it, either divorce and take your children away. Or, give the child away, and leave it here to die. He couldn't get the words out quickly, so every word was slowly spat out, which made the sentence sound very calm and cruel: "Also, please don't interject while I'm talking." Just agree to it all. ”

"Okay." Looks like I could hear a big secret, and I thought I was ready for it.

He was silent for a long time, probably resting. After a while, he finally opened his mouth, and his tone was still sad and joyless: "I already knew about you long before you met me. You're not the type I plan to marry, because you don't have a family background, you're just a burden to me, I'm not a philanthropist, I don't need to save the poor. You and him would not have been able to marry him without my permission, and I would have allowed it because I was planning to kill you, and for that reason I can be sure that you will not be able to divide any of my property, and certainly have no right to have my children. It's good you don't have parents, and if you had, I would have been them a long time ago, and not a penny would have fallen into their hands. ”

It's really cruel.

When he uttered the sentence "I plan to kill you", I felt that my heart was pinched, and I was chilled and breathless, like falling into a pool of ice.

His voice still came from his ears, unhurried, unhurried, unhurried: "So you don't have to fantasize, every time I want to kill you, it's out of my 100% sincerity, it's not out of control, and there are no other hidden feelings, it's all the result of rational thinking, every time." ”

I couldn't help but want to speak, but he immediately answered the question in my mind: "You must ask why, for the simple reason that he likes you." ”

I feel like the wound on my back hurts more, really, more painfully. It hurts so much that I want to cry.

"The reason, I have already told you. I'm going to make him disappear. His words are well-founded and irrefutable: "I can't kill him like I kill a person with a ****, I have to destroy his spirit." I tried to kill the dog he liked, and his reaction was severe and painful. So I think it's a good opportunity for me to fulfill him first and make him feel happy. Then kill his wife and kill their child in her womb. You must also ask, then why should I be in close contact with you? Still let you have my baby? It's because ......" he paused and breathed a few times, presumably because he was a little tired and the wound was a little painful: "I'm going to stimulate him." Let his woman be by me, let his woman give me a baby, let his woman fall in love with me. But I won't treat her well, I just want him to know that my favorite toy has been snatched away from me, but that his treasure is not cherished in my hands at all, and that he will only be beaten and angry, and that he will not even be a slave. Not only that, but I'll throw her to other men, she's going to die sooner or later anyway, and it's good to do me a favor before she dies. ”

I don't know what it's like to sit here and listen to him like this. But all I felt was pain, numbness in pain, stiffness in pain, dizziness in front of my eyes.

For a man cannot shed tears in times of great pain, and it is the same in times of great despair.

He's still there: "Then you must be asking again, since I plan it like this, why are you sitting here?" That's because the plan isn't over yet, but you see his reaction, he keeps tossing. I was excited, but he was in pain, and the last straw that crushed him was that you gave birth to my baby. I could feel that he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and as soon as he collapsed, I succeeded, and I didn't have to be dragged down by this idiot anymore, and I didn't have any more troubles. As for Fannian, I'm sorry, I only have one daughter, and that's Xingxing. If this success makes him collapse, then I will spare your life and let you take her away to raise, and don't come to me for the rest of your life, I won't admit it. If not, I'll give her away, and you'll die." After that, I will marry Sister Pu, or other women who are worthy of me. His eyes slid over, and there was joy and urgency in them: "Actually, I have always felt that you are very self-aware, always messing with me, but never weighing your own weight." An orphan with no career and stupid brains, only this skin is still useful. Why do you think I'm going to take a fancy to you? It's because you think too highly of yourself that you will be easily 'deceived' by me, so if you are lucky to be alive this time, please remember that people must learn to control their unreasonable **, and never try to have a life that they are not worthy. ”

I......

Hearing this, my whole body was numb. The pain of the wound had spread to every nerve in my body.

My eyes wanted to cry uncontrollably, even though I had tried my best to get it back.

My hands clenched uncontrollably, and my nails dug into the flesh, leaving my palms sticky.

In the face of his smiling eyes, I wanted to do something, or straighten my back, to make myself look like a loser.

But it didn't make sense at all, because I understood that this time he didn't lie to me.

He tried to kill me more than once, and each time, he brought me to the brink of death.

I grew up in the Su family, and I deeply understand the requirements of these dignitaries for marriage.

He's not wrong at all, it's true that I think too highly of myself. Because I knew from the beginning that the door of that world was never open to me, and even if I squeezed my head in, I would still be kicked out.

But I never wanted to step into it.

Never.

I'm the biggest victim, but I can't do anything.

Because I also understand that at this moment, whatever I do will only be humiliated.

So all I could do was wipe away my tears, stand up in pain, and walk out step by step.

As I walked to the door, I heard the voice of the voice: "Help Mrs. out." ”

I went back to the ward and lay down for a while, and after taking painkillers, the wound didn't hurt so much.

I wanted to sleep for a while, but as soon as I closed my eyes, the scenes from the past came to my mind:

He was holding my hair.

He slapped me.

He kicked me down the stairs.

He grabbed me by the neck.

His humiliation to me.

He pulled the trigger on me.

……

His unabashed "confession".

In the evening, Fan's father knocked on the door and came in and asked, "Have you talked to Yinyin?" How's it going? ”

"Didn't talk about anything." I'm not going to tell anyone about it.

"The wounds in his mouth are all cracked, and he must have said a lot, how can he not talk about anything?" Fan's father excitedly: "It's okay if it's inconvenient to tell Dad, Dad just wants to know if he's stable?" ”

"It's stable." Me: "He's quite sober. ”

Father Fan nodded contentedly: "But how can you let him talk so much?" I knew he had stitches in his mouth. ”

"I'm sorry." I.

Father Fan looked at me and smiled a little embarrassedly: "Don't get me wrong, although it stands to reason that he came to see you, because you were injured more seriously than him, but after all, you still have to tie him up." It's not that Dad doesn't care about your condition, I ask the doctor every day and always know that your wounds are healing well. ”

"I know." He also always came to see me with injuries, so I didn't think about this direction at all: "Thank you." ”

He was really a sensitive old man: "Why is it so sudden so outside? ”

"It's not that I'm out there, it's just that I'm a little tired." Me: "Dad, I have a question. ”

"What's the problem?"

"Last time, Mrs. Han would arrange for us to divorce." I always felt like they weren't doing it: "When?" ”

"That's it." Fan's father smiled: "If Yinyin's illness can be improved, you don't want to divorce, what's wrong with a happy family living together?" Dad thought he could wait. ”

"What do you mean you have to be good to him?" I asked, "Are the two personalities both there, both retained, or is there only the first personality himself?" ”

"It's best to have only the first personality yourself, but if you can't do it, you can only stabilize the two of them first." Fan's father: "I'll think of a way slowly in the future." 141 URL :.html