【002】The world is safe and secure
And when the falling flowers fell asleep, the flowing years woke up, but they could not appear.
Because now is the time for the flower to bloom, and he is only a leaf, and cannot be with the flower.
However, I can see clearly what is happening outside, and I don't know why?
He can clearly perceive everything about the falling flowers, but the falling flowers never know their existence.
Liu Nian sometimes thinks that this is also destined for him to only visit in secret, obsessively entangled!
Singing the tune gently, although she knew that she couldn't hear it, but Liunian just liked to sing it to her, not for her to know, but because she wanted it.
This song was once composed by a person who came to Lethe, called Acacia, who waited for his lover in Lethe for ten years, but in the end he didn't wait.
That woman, but accompanied others to grow old together and crossed the Lethe River together.
Forget about him.
He sang this acacia song for ten years, and finally passed Lethe River and drank Meng Po soup.
This lovesickness is full of stories about the infatuation between lovers but they are unobtainable, and they are persistently entangled.
Although Liu Nian could not fully understand the meaning of the song, he felt that this song was very good, very good.
"Acacia, what to say with the son;
"I am looking at you, thinking about you, thinking of you, and you don't know, this is the real sad and lamentable. ”
......
The next day, the monk really came, Luohua was gently woken up, looking at the front of him, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight than yesterday, and his complexion was much worse.
"Yes, have you found what you're looking for?" Luohua asked, although she already knew the answer, but she just wanted to ask, just hoping that this Lethe River could give birth to some miracles.
"Nope. ”
"Don't blame yourself, the Lechuan River is flowing all the time, the river is endless, no one has ever reached its end, perhaps, it has no end. Those memories will flow into Lethe River and flow with Lethe River, and they will not be recovered. ”
"I know, but I can't see through it, and I just don't give up. ”
"The story of Ran is not finished yet, Meng Po has not come yet, so let Ran continue to tell me!"
"Good. This time, his expression was much more solemn, and he was still sitting in his position last night.
Luohua also listened carefully, planning the story of these two people in her heart.
"The woman followed us like this, she talked a lot, and she was a noisy woman. ”
"I knew her name, her name was Suzune, and sure enough, like her people, I knew her family, her friends, her heart. ”
She didn't seem to know what it meant to be different between men and women, and she didn't know that it was superfluous to say it to me, a Buddhist. ”
But she still said impatiently, and I sometimes answered one or two, but most of the time I didn't speak, just blindly meditated, and I thought that maybe one day she would find bored and leave. ”
"Did she leave then?"
No, she lived at the foot of the mountain in a farmer's house, and the farmer was a regular visitor to the temple, and most of the food in the temple was provided by the farmer. ”
"Every morning, the farmer would go to the temple to deliver food, and Suzune would go up the mountain with him, and as soon as he got up the mountain, he would come to look for me. ”
"At first, I was bored because it really disturbed my cultivation, but then I got used to it, and sometimes I even looked forward to her coming, because the earthly world in her eyes was really interesting. ”
"She also likes to listen to me talk about Buddhism, so she sits next to me every day. ”
"I preached Buddha for her, she spent the red dust for me, I thought that such days would last, but in the end, she left and never came again. ”
"Didn't she say goodbye?"
"No, she came to me before she left, and that day she came a little later than usual, and her outfit was a little more unkempt than usual, her hair was disheveled, and her expression was full of anxiety.
"Clearly, Daddy found me and wanted to take me away, I know that Daddy hasn't given up on letting me marry that person, but I really don't want to, you take me away, you abandon your Buddhahood, I abandon my home. ”
The girl's resolute eyes pierced someone's heart and messed up someone's heart.
"I'm sorry, I can't. "I didn't say yes.
"Don't you like me?"
"The four major Buddhas are empty, and so is love, you have to let go, and let go in order to attain the Tao. ”
"But I don't want to get the truth, you know, I like you, from the first time I saw you, I like it, you are different from them, I want to be with you, I want to be with you every day. ”
"Amitabha. ”
"You're really not going to take me away?"
“......”
“...... Hahaha...... I'm sorry, but it's always been me. She lost her soul, and even her expression gradually dimmed.
"You Buddhists are really unkind? Then you will accompany your Buddha for a lifetime and go to purify your sentient beings. ”
"But what saddens me the most is that I have never been a being of you. ”
......
She left with a lost soul, I opened my eyes and looked at the back of her leaving, I don't know why, my heart felt astringent, as if something was slowly being lost. ”
"I rushed to the Buddha's golden body, and I asked the Buddha if I was doing the right thing, but the Buddha still looked at the world with a loving smile. ”
"At this moment, I felt as if the Buddha was playing with the world, and I locked myself in my room, and I couldn't see anyone coming. Speaking of this, the expression of the clear has gradually become sad.
Looking at this scene, Luohua couldn't help but sigh, "You should go to her. ”
"You're wrong, the last thing I should have done was to go to her, and the thing I regret the most is to take her away. ”
"Hmmm... ?”
"That day, when the farmer was delivering vegetables, he slipped a letter through the crack in the door, and when he left, he muttered something, but I didn't hear it. ”
I picked up the letter, opened it, and what came out of it was a festive invitation, so red, I knew it could be so dazzling. ”
"It turns out that she is finally going to get married, and she has finally become the person in the red dust, and I can only recite my Buddha here and guard my way. ”
I pressed the invitation under the bed and forced myself not to think about her. ”
"But the most ridiculous thing about human nature is that I still can't help but go, hiding from everyone in the temple, and going down the mountain alone. ”
"Did you see her?"
"I saw it, but their marriage ceremony was over, and when I arrived, it was already deserted, and the guests were gone, and I looked at the red ribbons around me. ”
"The festive red, but at this time in my eyes merged into blood, drop by drop, and finally into a river, I stood in the courtyard, a tear flowed, before I had time to erase it, and the familiar voice sounded behind me. ”
......
Suzune: "You're finally here, and you're crying for me." ”
"Why are you here?"
"Waiting for you. ”
"What do you mean by that?"
"I'm not a native of the country, and I'm just here to visit relatives and friends with my father. ”
"And your family?"
"Originally, there was, but my temper was too bad, and my father loved me too much, so he withdrew from the marriage, although the man was dissatisfied, but there was no way. ”
"What about the invitations and these?"
"Just wondering if you're coming. ”
"What else is there to offer?"
"No, can you take me away now?"
"Let's go. ”
......
Now that it has been decided, there is no way back, so we go, I will give her back, she will abandon everything for me. ”
"Isn't that good?" asked Luohua, who should be happy to hear this story!
It's just that what is the grief in his eyes?
It doesn't seem like it's over yet.