[003] live up to it

"I thought the same way, we might live happily together, but she lied to me after all. ”

"She didn't tell me that her dad was actually a prince, she didn't tell me she was disconnected from him, she didn't tell me that her fiancé was going after us, and we couldn't be together. ”

"So from then on, we lived a life of home and hiding. ”

"But I don't have any resentment, because I don't have any ties in this world, I come alone, but I don't want to be alone when I go. ”

"For the first time, I had the illusion that I had always been like this, that I had finally let go of those Buddhist scriptures, and I had let go of the vision of purifying sentient beings, and that I had finally betrayed the Buddha that I had believed in all my life. ”

"You're not wrong, she's not wrong, it's just that this fate is wrong!" Luohua seemed to know the later ending, such a day, there should be a storm under the calm.

"I don't think I'm wrong, but the world thinks we're wrong, even the Buddha thinks we're wrong, that day, I just came back from outside, shouted a few times, but there was no response, I seem to have foreshadowed something?"

I seemed to smell the smell of blood, pushed open the door, and Ling Yin lay quietly on the ground, with a red touch on the corner of his mouth, a peaceful smile on his face, and a letter next to him, tremblingly picked it up, spread it out, and one action seemed to have taken a lifetime of energy. ”

......

Clearly:

When you read this letter, I have already gone, I don't regret meeting you, but I still resent, why are we like this, destined not to be together, clearly, promise me, don't resent Daddy, he just can't help it.

It's impossible to pay the whole family just for me, and don't resent that person, he just can't see it.

When I left with you that day, I knew that there would be such a day, and I exchanged my life with my life for a few months to accompany you and save your life.

After I'm gone, you can go back.

I know that you can't let go of that sentient being, you can't let go of that Buddha after all.

I'm the one who disturbed your peace, but if I had to do it again, I'd still do it.

Obviously, if you really have a next life, you are not a Buddhist family, and I am not a royal woman, so we can be together normally.

- Suzune's masterpiece

......

"You know what? I felt like I had lost the whole world. ”

Holding Suzune's already cold body, he didn't move, but the tears couldn't be stopped, and in the end, the tears were gone, but the sadness was not broken. ”

"I buried her in the place by the water and the mountains, and it was a beautiful place, because she liked beautiful places, and she used to say that we would be buried there when we died, but she went first. ”

"Leave me in this world, and let me worship the Buddha and enlighten the Tao, without her, what is the use of the Buddha I want?"

"Pudu sentient beings, hehe...... She didn't know that she had already become my being, and if I lost her, who should I save?"

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

"Did you go back to the temple?"

This is really a sad story, and after listening to Luohua, I couldn't help but feel sentimental, so I asked, for some reason, Luohua didn't want to get a positive answer.

"It's getting late, let's continue tomorrow. "I really can't talk anymore, and every time I talk about it, I feel like my heart is being delayed again.

It does take courage to lay out those past events, even if it is two or three times out of ten painful when you don't experience it anymore.

"Good. ”

After Luohua finished speaking, he left and headed towards Lethe.

"Are you still looking for it?"

"It's just obsession, if you find it, it's fate, and if you can't find it, it's fate. ”

"Do you believe in your fate?"

"Don't believe it, Hongchen, sentient beings, what's the matter? It's just an obsession...... the voice faded away until the man's figure was gone, and he was no longer to be seen......

At this time, Luohua really hopes that Meng Po will come back a few days later, so that she can remember the bell sound for a while, but she hopes that Meng Po will come back soon, maybe she will be less sad.

It's just fate, who can see through it?

All you can do is keep struggling.

......

On this day, Meng Po still came back, it seems that Meng Po has gained a lot this time, and the smile on her face can't be stopped, and she feels it from afar.

But Luohua's mind is full of the monk, and I hope he can come later today.

"What's wrong with Luohua, I feel like I've lost a lot in the past few days, didn't I tell that ghost boy to take care of you every day? ”

"I'm fine, it's just that I've heard a story about injuries in the past two days, Meng Po, you've gained a lot, now, you shouldn't be able to go out for a long time, right?" Luohua didn't want Meng Po to entangle the ghost boy, the ghost boy was usually very good to her, so naturally she didn't want him to be punished.

"Yes, the world is really chaotic, there are wars and deaths everywhere, and I haven't gone out for hundreds of years, but I have changed my appearance. "There is still a rare trace of waves on her face, this Meng Po has gone through hundreds of thousands of years, and she can't see through it?

"Is Meng Po taking pity on the world?"

"I can't talk about it, it's the Buddha's business to pity the world, I'm just Meng Po, just take care of the soul by the Lechuan River, and guard my three points of land. ”

"Buddha, but what if the Buddha doesn't pity the world?" Luohua couldn't help but sneer a few times, and her voice was slightly sharp.

If the Buddha really had mercy on the world, then there would be less clarity and ringing in the world.

The Buddha's compassion is only for the people in the Buddhist sect.

"When did the falling flowers have so many feelings, remember, we are only in Lethe, the world, the Buddha, we should not care. ”

"I see, Meng Po. ”

"Have any spirits come lately?"

"Nope. "I don't know why, I just don't want to tell Meng Po what happened.

"Then I'll go boil Meng Po soup first, you help me watch it, if there is a soul, keep it, do you know?"

"Got it, I'll keep it. ”

After talking to Luohua, Meng Po left, watching her figure gradually disappear, Luohua looked at the Lechuan River in front of her, and didn't know if the monk had found it? When will he come?

......

After about a while, the familiar figure reappeared, this time it was clear, it was already a little out of shape, if it wasn't for the clothes, I'm afraid I wouldn't even recognize the falling flowers.

"Yes, I'm very curious about what you've been through? Just walking by the Lethe River won't make you like this, although the yin qi of Lethe is heavy, it has no effect on your soul. ”

"Why ask now that you've found out?"

"Sure enough, you entered the Lethe River. ”

"Yes. ”

Hearing the answer, if you say it's not surprising, it's false, into the Lethe River, it's something that has not been seen in thousands of years.

I just heard Meng Po say that 10,000 years ago, there was a god who entered Lethe, but every time the flowers fell and continued to ask, Meng Po just sighed blindly, but she didn't want to say.

"Lethe River, but it will erode the soul, and the only thing that has always entered Lethe River is memories, but I didn't expect your obsession to be so deep. ”

"If the Buddha doesn't pity her, then I can only save herself. ”

"Yes, you can finish the story today, right?"

"Then let's finish. As he spoke, he sat down next to the falling flower and said carefully.

"After that day, I stayed in front of Suzune's grave for three months, talking to her every day, telling her about her because I was afraid that she would not remember me. ”

"But she's gone, she can't be heard. ”

"I know, but I don't know what I'm supposed to say?"

"And then? Did you go back?"

"I went back, but the abbot had passed away, and the temple no longer had the incense it used to be, and it was deserted. ”

"The Buddha on the big hall, no one cleaned it, and it fell a thick layer of dust, but the Buddha still looked at the world with a smile, I asked the Buddha, but there was no response. ”

"I fetched water and gently wiped the dust off the Buddha little by little, and I couldn't help but laugh, this was my last goodbye. ”

"Are you going to take revenge?"

"Yes, it's just that I'm bent on dying. After speaking, he laughed twice, full of sadness.

"Suzune doesn't damn it, damn it's me, if I don't take her away that day, maybe nothing will happen. ”

"Walked for half a month, I finally arrived at Lingyin's hometown, at this time in the city, a joy and peace, it turned out that the person was married, I mixed in the crowd, inquired only to know, that person married is actually Lingyin's sister, dressed in a red robe, holding Hongling in his hand, Lingyin's father sat in the high hall, looking at the newcomer below and smiling. ”

"I can't help but wonder, if this is already the case, why can't I still tolerate a bell tone and me?"

So I went and bought poison, and poured two glasses, one poisonous and the other not poisonous, and the poisonous cup was intended for me, but the woman snatched it, and poured it down with a painful face. ”

......

She wept and laughed wildly, laughing until she couldn't stop hiccuping, and countless black blood flowed out of her mouth.

"You are what my sister said, my sister has always been better than me, since I was a child, everyone only knows her, and Lang Jun only sees her, so I am happy to know that she is in love with a monk, because I can pursue Lang Jun. ”

"It's just that Lang Jun still only has my sister in his eyes, so I thought, if she disappears, then everything will be fine, so I went to my sister and knew her agreement with Daddy, originally Daddy just scared her, but she took it seriously, so I watched her take the medicine, if you want to blame, blame me, but I don't regret it."

......

After speaking, he lost his breath, that Langjun was naturally Lingyin's former fiancé, and it turned out that the one who killed Lingyin was still the word love. ”

"The man held his wife in his arms, and he drew his sword and killed himself, and Suzune's father, because of regret and pain, went crazy in an instant, and this wedding broke up unhappily, you say, isn't it ridiculous?"

"Then why are you here?"

"I went back to Suzune's grave and crashed to her death, begging her to forgive me, I didn't listen to her and made a big mistake. ”

"Is this the end?"

"Yes, that's how we ended. ”

This ending makes Luohua very embarrassed, such a wrong entanglement, it is all the beginning of the love word.

"Clearly, I have good news for you, Meng Po is back. ”

"I already knew, I saw her before I came. ”

"Then why are you still here to tell me a story?"

"Because I want someone in the world to remember our experience, even though I know it doesn't mean anything, I just don't want to be forgotten. ”

"Good luck. ”

"Thank you!"

After saying that, he left, and talked about it on the way

"Red dust is the same, and the Buddha is the same......"

Luohua knows that this farewell is eternal, so she is still extremely sentimental in her heart, and she just hopes that they can really meet!

After all, meeting is fate, and falling in love is share.

Fate, fate, that's it.