I didn't want to lie to him, and shook my head.

He didn't look surprised, just looked at me with an uncomfortable expression.

I said, "It's no longer a question of whether I forgive this matter or not, I can feel that this matter may really be an oolong, but ......"

I can't describe how I've been feeling lately, it's been chaotic. Maybe someone else in my position could simply make a decision, but no one knows how much weight he holds in my life.

For more than 20 years, I have been planning a home, like many of my ordinary classmates. But I can't really imagine what "home" is like, because I have never lived in "home", I have never felt it.

When I first dated Britney, I often listened to him tell stories, including rabbits, pigs, dogs, kittens, and bears...... He built families for those ordinary little animals, and they grew up happily in the arms of their parents, never to grow up. I have always felt that I loved him because he had built me a "home" that I longed to enter.

And now, no matter whose fault it is, he and I have two children. I don't know if every child needs both parents at home, but now for Niannian, we are still a "home", with a father she likes and a mother who likes to be against her.

If she is divorced, is she repeating my tragedy?

If I get divorced, will she copy my old path in the future? Like me, because I feel that my family of origin is incomplete, I choose to create a whole of my own because I am paranoid and thus stupidly stuck in a marriage that is not worth it at all.

But if I don't get divorced, the rest of my life will still be like this. What if it's Britney who tosses twice? In fact, I understand that the traditional sound is the traditional sound, and each of his personalities is cruel and scheming. And I'm already scared of being tossed like that.

So lately, I haven't been able to think about it, and I don't know how to make the right choice.

During the few minutes I was silent, Fanyin didn't speak, just looked at me.

I didn't know how to continue, so I changed the subject and asked, "Do you want to take medicine?" ”

"I've tried taking pills." He was also more helpful about new topics, and answered quickly: "The side effects are very good." ”

I didn't hear him say this paragraph, and I always thought he hadn't taken the medicine: "What are the side effects?" ”

"Memory loss, impaired judgment." His tone was a little helpless: "IQ has also been affected...... If there is a successor, then of course I can eat. But ......"

"Can I be my successor?"

"You're going to divorce me." He said sluggishly.

"If you can control it with medicine, I won't divorce." I said, "It's okay to be stupid, as long as you still hurt the children and don't hurt them." ”

He shook his head.

I was disappointed.

He opened his mouth: "You can't take my job." Now you just have the capital to threaten my dad, but the work is arranged by him, so you don't understand the content at all. It's a high-risk business, but you're not mentally minded and cautious enough to take over. ”

"So you can't actually take medicine, can you?" I said, "Then why did your mother assure me that?" Does she know what's going on? ”

"She knows." He whispered, "She wants my dad to keep doing it, and I'll heal first." But no, my dad has taken drugs, and his mental condition has not been very good after drug rehabilitation, not to mention that he is old and his ability is not as good as it was back then. ”

I understood him, but I was really disappointed.

Britney can't communicate, she can't take medicine, there's really no way out.

After a long relative silence, he reached out and shook my hand and said, "Would you like to communicate with him again?" ”

"I don't want to." I said, "I don't think he's willing to talk to me right now." ”

He looked at me disappointed.

"It seemed like an ultimatum, he said you were absorbing his energy." I admit that I was really just making excuses: "Maybe he needs me to do something to keep you from absorbing him, but I didn't do anything." So he never appeared again. ”

He was silent for a long time before he spoke: "You're not going to help me?" ”

"I want you to take your medicine."

"I can't eat it yet." He avoided my gaze and whispered, "I'm still awake, so my dad didn't fight you directly." As soon as I started taking medicine, he would ask you for power, and if you didn't give it, he would make you disappear because he simply couldn't stand power falling into the hands of others. Even if you have the core information, he is the one who started the business single-handedly, he is more familiar with the operation than you are, and can kill you before the information in your hand works. ”

I didn't speak.

He squeezed my hand again: "You can tie me up and keep me, but at least I'll be awake most of the time." Lingling, I hope you can believe me...... Neither of these things is me, and I have not broken the guarantee. ”

I asked, "Did the people at the hospital tie you up before you came out?" ”

He pursed his lips and didn't say anything, he must have been tied. So is it useful to tie him up? Useful he will still be here?

I said, "A few days ago, your mother said that you should take medicine, and I felt a little hopeful, at least it won't hurt the child in the future." But now you're saying you don't eat it. ”

He looked at me aggrievedly, still holding my hand.

"I don't know what to do, I can't live like this for the rest of my life. You used to beat me, but now he beats me? Or did you cheat before, and now you become cheating? I feel uncomfortable when I think about it: "Or get a divorce." ”

He hung his head and was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Your father promised a divorce?" ”

"I said I wasn't going to take over the job."

He let go of my hand.

After a while, he raised his head, and the expression on his face was much more confident: "Are you sure your father agreed?" ”

"Hmm." My adoptive father gave me such a good opportunity, but not only did I not work hard, but I also stumbled halfway, how could he chase me and ask for me?

"I think you'd better make sure." He hooked the corners of his mouth: "What if he doesn't change his mind at all?" ”

"No, it won't." I said, "He doesn't have to give it to me." ”

He still laughed and said, "Once your dad decides to give it to you, then you will face assassinations every day." Of course, you can send the children back then, but I promise that as long as you get divorced, I will never care whether you live or die. ”

"I don't have to worry about you."

He smiled: "Then you will wait for death." ”

"Naturally, I'll find someone else to take care of it." I said, "Isn't that just protecting myself?" I'll just pay for it. ”

He snorted disdainfully.

I knew what he meant: "If I can't buy it, I can remarry, and then I will only be more sought-after than I am now." ”

His eyes flickered, his face sank, and he asked coldly, "Looking for a fight?" ”

I didn't speak.

I was a little angry, probably because he told me to die if he said he was going to divorce. Even though that's the case, I still don't feel comfortable.

He calmed himself down for a while, and then reached out to shake my hand, I pulled it away first, and then was pinched, his tone was a little more restrained than just now, but still very unhappy: "Now talk about our business, don't involve anything else." ”

I asked, "Then can you not have a son?" ”

He was stunned for a moment and said, "I didn't find those women myself. ”

"But you still want a son in your heart, right?" I said, "But I'm never going to give you any more children." ”

He laughed, and his expression was a little lighter: "Then I won't give birth, I don't want a son, I just want you." ”

"And who will inherit your job?" I asked, "Having an illegitimate child?" ”

"The character of the star is not suitable, and the thoughts are good, but they are too young to know what they will change when they grow up." He replied positively: "I don't have illegitimate children, that's just my father's idea." ”

"I hope neither you nor your father will say in front of me that your family wants sons and grandchildren." I said, "If you think you can't do it, then let's divorce, I'll take my daughter away, don't delay you want a son, I don't want to be tortured by your family anymore." ”

He didn't speak, but looked at me and asked, "Regret giving me a baby?" ”

"Hmm."

"You want it yourself."

"At that time, I was scared, and I hoped that I could give birth to a son for you, so that you would not be able to care about your son." I said, "Luckily, this is another daughter, and I can see that I am humiliating myself by doing this." You have been mentioning my son to me since before, but I don't want to have another child, every time I have a child, I have to be in pain and fear at the same time, and my daughter will be disliked. ”

"Then it won't be born." He reached out and wiped my face and said, "It's not a problem, I've been obsessed with this for a long time." Besides, I didn't dislike it, I liked them before it was too late. I'll let my dad come over later, and if he doesn't guarantee this, I won't go back to the hospital. I promise to shut him up today anyway and never talk about it again. ”

If this is resolved, then my mood will be much better: "Really? ”

"Really." He stood up, leaned over and wrapped his arms around my shoulders, kissed me on the forehead, and whispered, "Don't worry." He also took the opportunity to shake Lianyin's little arm.

I said, "Then you will urge him about the stars." It's been a week, and I suspect he's trying to drag it. ”

"Hmm." He kissed me again on the forehead and whispered, "As long as you don't abandon me, nothing is a problem." ”

Next, Fanyin called Mrs. Han first, and then called Old Man Fan, asking him to come over. The old man immediately agreed, and came an hour later.

I didn't let the kids out, and accompanied Fanyin to receive him. Old Man Fan's expression was very urgent and haggard, and he was obviously relieved when he saw Fan Yin, and took his arm to sit him down, saying, "Why haven't you returned to the hospital yet?" Who let you run out? ”

"I miss my daughter." Fanyin smiled and said, "Don't worry. ”

The old man showed a look of reproach and said, "Hurry up and tell me what you two want, and hurry back to the hospital with me when you're done!" This is no small injury! ”