184 The feeling of not having a father

"I've thought about it." I said, "Although his illness is not caused by me, after all, he is the father of my child and the only father of the stars, and I hope he will get better so that we can be together as a family." ”

"It's okay without this father." His tone was rare to be so gentle, and his expression was the same: "He has this disease, and he is not qualified to be a father at all." ”

"No, you can't." I couldn't help it, not caring about the possibility that he would get angry: "Dad, you don't know what it's like to be without a father......"

His expression was very subtle and he did not speak.

Since I started, I simply said it all, and I don't know if there will be a chance in the future: "When I was a child, what I envied the most was that other classmates had parents, but I didn't." Whenever they talk about their parents, I feel envious. In the past, Mengmeng said that her father was very good to her, what she wanted, when her mother didn't agree, she just had to be coquettish with her father. Dad, I haven't done any of that. I don't mean to complain about you, I know, because you are not my biological father, without you there would be no me now, and you have arranged for many people to take care of me and give me a good life, so I can only be grateful to you and not have any complaints. ”

He still didn't speak, his expression a little blurred.

"But if it's my biological father, I can be coquettish with him, be willful with him, quarrel with him, tell him that I want this, want that, and ask him why he can't be nicer to me." I said, "I don't want my daughter to have a stepfather at all, because I'm afraid she'll have to live by looking at her father's face." I wish that when Dad says she's stupid, she can say, 'That's because I'm like you,' instead of saying, 'I'm sorry, it's me who is bad.'" And when the complex sound is normal, it is very good for children, and I believe that as long as his illness can be cured, or when the two personalities can be stabilized, he will love them even more. ”

My adoptive father sighed, leaned back on the sofa, and said, "What do you think of Pu Lan?" ”

I was taken aback by his question: "It's good." ”

"I think he has a very gentle personality and likes children. He also said that if it were your child, he would treat her like his own father. He said slowly: "His ability is also good, with a little support, he can make an appearance." I hope you will consider him. ”

I didn't speak.

"Since you said that you didn't mean to blame me, then I just want to say that I know that everyone has some obsessions in their hearts, and there seem to be things in him that make you feel sympathy and nostalgia, but if you use everything to satisfy this obsession, it will often outweigh the losses." He looked at me and said, "I thought you were stupid or impulsive to get all this far, but now it seems that I was wrong." Your life is your own, and I don't want to make decisions for you. But if you can do it, I hope you can seriously arrange your life in the future, let the past pass, and there will be the possibility of change in the future. ”

"Thank you, Dad."

He smiled softly and said, "Go ahead." ”

Walking out of this room, I felt more relaxed than ever. Maybe it's because I finally told my adoptive father everything I wanted to say, and I had the pleasure of successfully confiding in it.

Fanyin was waiting for me at the door, apparently chatting with my sixth sister.

Before I could speak, a person came in the corridor in a hurry, it was the seventh sister.

As soon as the seventh sister saw the two of us, her eyes immediately widened, and she asked the sixth sister, "Why are the two of them here?" ”

"I'm here to see Daddy." The sixth sister looked at her with that kind of joke look and asked, "Do you want to see your father too?" ”

"Yes." The seventh sister's demeanor was a little unnatural, and she asked Fanyin: "What are you looking for my father?" ”

Fanyin spread his hands and said, "Please ask your father to marry his seventh princess to me." ”

I couldn't help but twist him hard.

Fanyin put his arm around my shoulder and said, "Although I didn't tell your father about your conditions, your father said that I would have no problem living as long as I wanted." I also told him that I was going to be discharged from the hospital today because I still had money to earn to support your sister. ”

How can this person be so fond of offending people!

I twisted him again, and he gave me a blank look.

The seventh sister had indeed exploded, her face was almost blue, but she couldn't say anything, she turned around and walked away, and the loud sound of her high heels stomping on the ground echoed in the corridor, showing the anger in her heart.

The sixth sister glanced at Fanyin and said lukewarmly: "In the past few days, she has found friends in the medical field, and she wants to help you research a useful treatment plan, you are going too far." ”

Fan Yin was stunned for a moment, and then said, "She said that she was going to cut off Lingling's hand." ”

"She's not going to actually cut it." The sixth sister said: "I suggest that you apologize to her, my father originally only agreed to send you a few people to send you elsewhere, and did not agree to let you in." She fought so hard for it. ”

If only a few people had been sent at that time, the sound would not have deteriorated to such an extent, and the hospital environment would not have been as safe as it is now.

I had been haunted by Seventh Sister's behavior of constantly stopping at the door before this minute, but I didn't expect it to be like this, and I suddenly felt so guilty in my heart.

Fanyin's expression was also a little awkward, and he said to the sixth sister for a while: "I will, thank you." ”

The sixth sister showed an interesting smile: "You have become human." ”

Fanyin immediately straightened up: "Let's go first, goodbye Miss Six." ”

"Goodbye." She was still smiling.

I got into the elevator with Fanyin, and I asked, "Have you seen my sixth sister too?" ”

"Hmm." He looked at me and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

I struggled and said, "It's nothing ......"

"She has an orphanage, and when Uncle Han is unwell, I will contact him for him." He gave me a blank look: "What are you thinking?" ”

I patted my chest: "Then I'm relieved." ”

"You!" His eyes widened.

"I couldn't survive in school, and now my seventh sister is suffering again." I said, "Have you considered my feelings?" ”

"That's what you think." He put his hands in the pockets of his hospital gown pants and said in a leisurely manner: "As the saying goes, people are divided into groups, and I only like beautiful women, which can be deduced from the fact that you are also beautiful." ”

"This stark fact should not be repeated repeatedly."

The corners of his mouth twitched, and he glared at me again.

When we went back to the ward, Fanyin wanted to eat mangoes and asked to cut them into flowers so that he could eat them piece by piece, and he went to call his dad because we were delayed for a while.

I heard him say that we would go out in an hour, and when he hung up the phone, I quickly asked, "When are you going to apologize to my seventh sister?" ”

"Treat her to dinner tomorrow."

"Take me?"

"No." He glanced at me and said with a smile: "Didn't you take you to give the seventh sister eye medicine?" ”

"Then why dinner?"

"Uncle Fei will come tomorrow morning, and I will eat with him at noon." He reached out and pressed my head: "With that heart, even if you have a cup of tea, you can drag it into the bathroom." ”

"Perverted."

He let out a "snort".

"And what did you tell my dad when you went in?" Been in for so long.

"Get on your knees."

"And then?"

"He didn't speak." "I've been on my knees," he said. ”

"Your knees are so weak."

He glanced at me and didn't speak.

I asked, "What did you say then?" ”

"He asked me what I wanted to do, and I said I wanted you in. He let you in. When he said this, he suddenly touched his pocket, probably wanting to take a cigarette, this is a pure smoke-free environment, and he hasn't smoked recently. So his expression was a little anxious: "I will talk and count." ”

"Oh." I said, "You don't have too much stress, maybe you can be cured." ”

He nodded, sighed, and said softly, "Lingling, ......"

"Huh?"

"Where's my cigarette?"

"I don't know," I really don't know, "I think it was taken and thrown away by a doctor, right?" I don't know. ”

He pursed his lips, sat down on the bed in a tangled manner, and said, "Come here." ”

"What are you doing?"

"Eat mangoes."

I handed him the mango, but he opened his mouth.

I forked a piece and threw it into his mouth, and he chewed it, and suddenly asked, "Have you fed him the same way?" ”

"Hmm." As long as Britney and I go to public places, it is the strength of the dog, and the single dogs in the neighborhood always look at it and run away. Of course, the above is just my brain supplement, and the actual situation should be that people think we are disgusting.

Suddenly thinking of this, I want to sigh about life again. I never dreamed that life would change like this.

He was silent.

"Are you jealous?"

He glanced at me and laughed, "I'm trying to keep myself from eating." ”

If he can really stop being jealous, it means that he really accepts the setting that Britney is also him, which is equivalent to taking a big step on the road of integrating personality.

Soon, the things were packed, and we went to say goodbye to the sixth sister, who said that there was no need to see my adoptive father again, he was already resting.

The seventh sister didn't know where she went, so Fanyin asked for her phone.

We went downstairs together, and Ah Chang was also in the car, and gave Fanyin a pack of cigarettes, saying, "I just asked the doorman, and he said that the hospital is completely smoke-free. ”

Fanyin immediately thanked him and ordered one, spraying clouds like an addict.

Next, I was going to go to the hospital arranged by Fan's father, but Fanyin wanted to stay outside for a day, so she changed the location temporarily. Fan's father's face was a little haggard, obviously he didn't rest well, but he was happy when he saw Fanyin. We had lunch together and mainly exchanged about the traditional sound.

Next, Fan's father took out the fanyin, and I gave him the recording, but I didn't give it just now because I was afraid that it would make Fanyin uncomfortable.

After hearing this, Father Fan passed it on to the doctor, and while waiting for the doctor's reply, he first talked to me about these things about my adoptive father. After knowing that Fanyin had done that to my adoptive father, Fanyin's father was so relieved that he kept saying, "Our Yinyin has finally grown up, and Dad is really happy." ”

The old king next door