The sun is warm, the breeze is slow, in the large peony garden, Gu Changfeng, Gu Changfeng is facing the sun, facing the gentle wind, step by step towards me, he walked in front of me, gently held my left hand, in this boundless sea of peony flowers, he knelt on one knee, his voice was beautiful, like a demagogic spell, "Nuan Nuan, marry me, grow old with me." ”

I thought, this must be the most beautiful words I have ever heard in my life, I nodded busily, tears rolled in my eyes, it was a crystal of joy, the delicate heart-shaped jewelry box opened in front of me, the light of the diamond, stung my eyes, Gu Changfeng took out a diamond ring from the jewelry box, and put it on my ring finger.

I looked at Gu Changfeng, smiling like a flower, and in an instant, it was shattered......

In the more than four years that Gu Changfeng has been away, I have this dream almost every night, in the dream, I smile like a flower, and my heart is sweet, but after waking up from the dream, my heart is tightly wrapped by endless loneliness and sadness, and before I know it, tears have wet the pillow.

Gu Changfeng, you said that you would come back and grow old with me, but I have been waiting for four years and five months, and our children are already four years old, why, I still can't see your shadow?

But even so, I will still wait for Gu Changfeng, Gu Changfeng is a person who keeps his promises, it is impossible for him to speak without words, whether it is four days, four months, four years, or forty years, my child and I, Gu Zinuo, will always wait for Gu Changfeng to come back......

"Miss Feng, as the only Chinese actress shortlisted for Best Actress at the Oscars, do you have the confidence to take home the trophy?"

"Yes, Miss Feng, the Oscar jury has a high opinion of the movie "Gentleman Yinuo" starring you, what do you think of this?"

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The spotlight flickered around me, and although I had been an actor for three years, I was still a little unaccustomed to the feeling of being surrounded by spotlights, so I raised my face, put on my trademark polite smile, and said to the camera, "Thank you for your concern, whether you can win the award or not, I am very happy, because "Gentleman Yinuo" is a movie that I performed with my heart." "After that, I flashed quickly under the cover of my agent and bodyguard.

I never thought that I would become an actor, let alone become a so-called international superstar, winning countless trophies, big and small, and this time, I was shortlisted for the most glorious Oscar for Best Actress for an actor. I always thought that after graduating from college, I would take care of my child Gu Zinuo, by the way, Zinuo also has a nickname, called Doudou, Zinuo doesn't like the name Doudou very much, because he thinks that the name Doudou is too feminine, not at all in line with his great man's image, for this reason, he also stared at me for a few days, however, I like this name very much, exquisite dice An red bean, into the bone lovesickness Jun knows, after reading this poem, I decided, no matter whether the child I gave birth to is a boy or a girl, His nickname will be Gu Doudou.

Exquisite dice An red beans, into the bone acacia Jun knows.

Gu Changfeng, do you know how much I miss you?

I always thought that after graduating from university, I would take care of Gu Zinuo while continuing my studies, with my talent in archaeology, like Feng Xi, to become a rising star in the archaeological world, but by chance, I actually met a well-known director in China - Wang Nian, he said, my image and temperament are very suitable for the next movie he will direct called "Three Lives", I am the same as the heroine described in the script, clear water out of hibiscus, natural carving. I always thought that Director Wang was just joking, after all, how could I, a woman who had given birth, play the kind of simple and cute little freshness that was not stained with fine dust, so I refused without thinking about it.

It was Director Wang's words that moved me, he said, his vision has never been missed, after acting in his movie, I will definitely become the hottest new star in China, and many people will know you.

I don't want to be a hot star, but I want many people to know me, because, I'm afraid, Gu Changfeng hasn't come back to me, because he has forgotten the way home, if I become famous, he will be able to see my information from many places and come back to me, so I didn't hesitate any longer, and agreed to Director Wang's request. Director Wang didn't lie to me, after filming "Three Lives", I really became the hottest new star in China that year.

I never thought that this film would be shortlisted for the Oscars, let alone that the Oscar jury, which prefers foreign blockbusters, would award me the Best Actress award.

On this night, I stood on the podium of the Oscars, all eyes were on the reporters, and the major domestic media followed the reporters, and I was very excited, there are very few Chinese actresses who have been nominated for the Oscar for Best Actress, let alone an actress who has won the Oscar for Best Actress. I am the first Chinese actress to win the Oscar for Best Actress.

Holding the heavy trophy in my hand, I didn't feel very excited, I didn't plan to take the trophy back, this time the Oscar for Best Actress was sent to me, I just picked up a dime. However, in front of the camera, I still maintain just the right smile, not surprised, it's not me pretentious, I just hope that if Gu Changfeng can see me on TV somewhere, in his eyes, I will always be beautiful.

Although, he always likes to say that I have no breasts, no buttocks, and no brains.

I stood on the podium with the lights shining, saying the lines that my team had already prepared for me, my face was not shocked, my gaze involuntarily swept over the crowd, Gu Changfeng, at this moment, I am glorious, at this moment, I am all watching, you, will you see me?

As soon as I returned to my seat, the faint scent of grass rushed into my nose without warning, and I jerked my face up, ignoring the media that were chasing me, or even, I didn't care about putting the trophy in my hand into the hands of my agent, so I chased after the faint scent of grass. The host of the Oscars is funny and humorous, saying joking words in English, constantly adjusting the atmosphere of the scene, the scene is constant, I don't know this, I just want to find the person who makes me think about it quickly.

Could it be him?

If it's really him, why doesn't he want to see me when he shows up?

At this moment, I didn't care about the image of a so-called international superstar, kicked my high heels aside, and I continued to run forward quickly, the smell of grass became weaker and weaker, and finally, disappeared, and even, I thought that everything just now was just my illusion.

Turning my face and looking at the media that kept slapping at me, my heart was extremely tired for a moment, before, I was polite and polite to the media, but now, I didn't want to pay attention to them, I didn't want to pay attention to anyone, I carried the hem of a long evening dress, and walked towards the hotel where I was staying.

"Nuan Nuan, what's going on?" Feng Jing, my agent and my good friend, quickly caught up with me and looked at me with concern and asked. My bodyguards have already helped me block the media that are chasing me all the way.

"Xiaojing, I feel his breath!" Feng Jing knew the story of me and Gu Changfeng, so I didn't hide my mood at this time in front of her, "But I don't know why, his breath is gone." ”

"Nuan Nuan, you must be overly nervous, I'll help you go back to the hotel to rest first!" Feng Jing thoughtfully prepared a pair of sneakers for me, put on those sneakers, and I got into my RV with Feng Jing, and the driver started the RV quickly, but the media surrounded our car, and it was a little difficult to drive.

"Miss Feng, how do you feel as the first Chinese to be on the podium of the Oscar for Best Actress?"

"Miss Feng, you won the Oscar trophy for Best Actress, it can be said that your acting skills have been internationally recognized, will you enter Hollywood next?"

"Miss Feng, your first movie was directed by Director Wang, but everyone knows that you are not from a professional class, but why does Director Wang always regard you as the queen heroine? Are you being guided by the unspoken rules of the king? ”

"That's right, Miss Feng, do you have any ulterior relationship with Director Wang?"

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These questions from the media are getting more and more outrageous, I don't bother to pay attention to them, and the media thinks that I am being unspoken by Director Wang, and it is not a day or two, I close the car window and block all the noise outside, so that my ears are cleaner. I know that tomorrow's newspaper will definitely come out of the news that I don't accept media interviews and play big names, but I just want to calm myself down now, and I can't care so much about it.

There was so much media around the RV that the car was driving slower than walking, and by the time I arrived at my hotel, it was already late at night. The media blocked the door of the hotel, and that posture was obviously that I didn't accept the media and wouldn't let me go back.

"Friends from the media, please go back today, Nuan Nuan is not feeling well today and cannot be interviewed." When Feng Jing pulled down the window to speak, it was quiet outside, but when she said that I would not accept the interview, there was a commotion outside, and she cleared her throat, Feng Jing continued, "Nuan Nuan is really uncomfortable today, media friends, don't worry, when Nuan Nuan is more comfortable tomorrow, we will hold a press conference, and we will definitely notify you at that time!" After saying that, a group of bodyguards blocked the media outside and asked me to go back to my room.

When the media heard that I was going to hold a press conference tomorrow, they stopped blocking me, and I easily went back to my room. As soon as I walked into the guest room, a thick yin aura rushed to my face.