The familiar wreath shop, but there are no familiar people.

Reality seems to be telling me that everything in this world is changing.

Those who were there yesterday are gone today, and maybe those who are still there today will be gone tomorrow.

The world is not static, and time will bring about evolutionary development, but it will also cause people to lose more things.

"Birdman, take Xiao An out to play."

I took the small wooden box from Xiao An's hand and said.

Hai Dongqing nodded, took Xiao An and walked out the door, and reminded me when he opened the door: "Change your clothes, your clothes"

"I see." I glanced down at my bloodstained coat and nodded.

After Hai Dongqing left, I put the wooden box on the table, looked at the TV that was not turned on, and was silent for a long time.

Maybe it was because I hadn't paid attention to it before, but I suddenly noticed that the smell of blood on my coat was extremely strong.

This blood is Yujia's

Walking up to the TV, I opened the DVD and put it in.

Then I turned on the TV, adjusted the channels, and sat back on the couch.

While waiting for the disc to play, I took off my coat and hugged it tightly in my arms, curling up in the corner of the couch to watch it all.

I saw the TV flicker a few times, and then

"Brother Yi, hey, are you looking at me?" Zhou Yujia waved at me on the TV, smiling, as if he had regained his former virtues, and the cunning in his eyes made people laugh, looking like a child.

The background of the footage is supposed to be in her home, in her own bedroom, which I visited once.

Very ordinary decoration, nothing special, only a table full of books and textbooks, and a bed with two dolls.

These two dolls were given to me and Zhou Yan respectively, I sent SpongeBob SquarePants, and he sent a doll bear.

"Brother Yi, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you." Zhou Yujia smiled at me and looked at me through the cold TV screen, the tenderness in his eyes made my eyes red again.

Saying that, Zhou Yujia jumped on the bed like a child, holding SpongeBob SquarePants and looking at me, stunned for a while.

"When you see this disc, I'm already dead, it's weird, I don't have to say what I can say when I'm dead." Zhou Yujia wrinkled his nose and suddenly laughed: "Brother Yi, you didn't cry, did you?" ”

"That's right."

I smiled as if I was communicating with her.

That's right, I didn't cry, you guessed right.

The surname Yi is very strong, right, this is recognized, I can't do it

"I know Brother Yi will be very strong, he will." Zhou Yujia said with a smile, then stretched out her hand, touched the camera one meter away from her in the air, and muttered, "Brother Yi, I really want you to hug me"

I walked over, sat on the dirty floor that had not been swept, looked at Zhou Yujia who was close at hand, and touched the TV screen with my hand to comfort: "Good, when Yujia is well, Brother Yi will hold you every day, okay?" ”

"You went to Tianjin yesterday, I was very worried and worried that something would happen to you, but since you saw this video, it means that you are fine." Zhou Yujia nodded as if talking to herself, and shook the SpongeBob SquarePants in her hand at me cutely: "See, I have always kept the SpongeBob SquarePants you gave me." ”

"Sleeping with SpongeBob SquarePants in my arms every night, it's like holding you"

Speaking of this, Zhou Yujia blushed, and I couldn't help but laugh when I saw it.

"Brother Yi, in fact, I liked you a long, long time ago, no, I didn't like it." Zhou Yujia looked at me seriously and said word by word: "I love you very much, I love you very much." ”

"I know you love me, right?" Zhou Yujia's eyes dimmed, and he said with a wry smile: "But I'm very timid, I'm afraid that as soon as you say those three words, you can't help but tell you everything, I don't want to do this."

"I want to live a carefree life with you for the last period of time, so I didn't go to chemotherapy, I heard that I will lose my hair when I do chemotherapy, and my big bald head will look ugly."

"My brother usually doesn't want to see you because of this, he said that he was afraid that he would not help but whip you when he saw you"

"Brother Yi forgive me for my selfishness, okay?"

I looked at Zhou Yujia tremblingly, nodded, and shook my head again.

"Yujia, how can you be so selfish" I didn't seem to notice the tears on my face, and shook my head sluggishly: "Why are you hiding it from me, do you know that I haven't had time to tell you that I love you now?"

"Brother Yi, why are you crying again."

Zhou Yujia seemed to see my reaction, tears slowly flowed down, and he covered his mouth tremblingly, for fear of crying.

"It's really annoying like this, knowing that you're crying and can't help you dry your tears," Zhou Yujia hugged SpongeBob SquarePants tightly in his hand, as if he was hugging me, and cried in a trembling voice: "Brother Yi, don't cry, even Yujia is crying with you, can't you be stronger?"

"Brother Yi!! I hate you crying the most!! Don't you cry!! Zhou Yujia said loudly to me: "I don't like you to cry!! Don't you cry, okay!! Be strong!! ”

I nodded heavily and bit my lip, not daring to cry any more.

Yujia, Brother Yi is already strong, so don't cry, okay?

"Actually, I should also thank God, Brother Yi, do you know?" Zhou Yujia had a proud expression on his face, and pointed at himself with a smile in tears: "If God hadn't taken care of me, maybe the symptoms of my cancer would have been more obvious, and I wouldn't have been able to hide it from you at that time."

"The cancer has not spread so quickly in the past year, so I should be able to accompany you more, and"

I listened to Zhou Yujia's optimistic self-talk, and I couldn't speak for a while, so I could only look at her blankly, looking at everything that was unacceptable.

After a while, Zhou Yujia's crying also stopped, wiped his eyes, and changed to a normal smile.

"Brother Yi, we've known each other for five years, right?"

"Actually, I'm not stupid, I also know that you used to annoy me sometimes, which is normal." Zhou Yujia laughed self-deprecatingly: "Just like in many novels, women always pester men and make trouble for him everywhere, but"

"But I really can't help it, I just want to be with you all the time, Brother Yi, don't blame me, okay, I didn't mean to be like this" Zhou Yujia buried his head slightly, and tears welled up again: "Maybe this is the common problem of girls of our age, everyone thinks they are very mature and sensible, but when they are not sensible, they can't understand it, just like the authorities, they always feel that they are right."

"Brother Yi, I'm just afraid that you will hate me in the last period of time, so I changed it slowly, although I still want to annoy you, I really want to trouble you and make you notice me"

"I'm sorry Brother Yi, don't blame me"

"I'm sorry"

Before I knew it, my lips had been bitten by me, and blood had spilled into my mouth, and the smell of blood made me feel very uncomfortable.

I just felt as if my heart was being pierced by a needle, and I may never forget the severe pain in my life.

"You don't have to apologize, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, it's me."

I don't know if my answer can be heard by Zhou Yujia, I only know that at that moment, I really wanted to find a tall building and jump down.

Maybe outsiders can't feel it and can't imagine how much I regret it at that time.

If only I had understood everything earlier

If I hadn't been impatient with Zhou Yujia

If

"When you come back, I will treat you well in the future, and I won't bother you anymore, you come back" I couldn't help crying: "Zhou Yujia!! Come back to me, do you hear!! You must not leave me alone!! ”

"Your favorite color is black"

"Your favorite song is the love of my life, just like me"

"Your favorite dish is sweet and sour pork ribs and poached pork fillet"

"Your favorite cigarette is a pack of fifteen dollars."

"Your Favorite"

"Brother Yi, if you look for a wife in the future, you must find someone who knows you as well as I do" Zhou Yujia smiled with tears in her eyes: "Remember to find someone who can cook for you, who can run errands for you, and who will buy cigarettes for you."

"I don't want anyone else, I just want you alone," I shook my head frantically: "What the hell are you going to come back to me!! ”

"Brother Yi, you have to remember that there must be someone better than me in front of you"

"Don't cry, although it's painful now, but the pain will eventually pass, it will pass"

"Brother Yi, you have to remember that after the storm is a rainbow, you will definitely have a better life in the future" Zhou Yujia's words suddenly stopped, looked up at me fixedly, and then smiled.

"I really want to be your rainbow, but unfortunately I can't"

"Brother Yi, you have to take good care of yourself in the future"

"Brother Yi"

I looked at the TV screen blankly and listened to Zhou Yujia's last words.

"I love you"

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I'm really busy today, so I'm going to take the opportunity to update it, forgive me!

(PS: The weekend is here again, the old rules, starting tomorrow, until Sunday, one change a day, two changes a day starting next Monday, walking~)