Chapter VII: Changes
Three days later.
I've watched this video over and over again hundreds of times, to be specific, it's six or seven hundred times, and I can probably remember it clearly.
Every time I watched it, I felt that I became calmer and my emotions gradually became more stable.
When I saw Yujia smiling and talking to me, I would no longer have that hysterical impulse and grief, nor would I have that deep self-blame and remorse.
If I continue like that, I'll only delay more things and hurt more people.
Now my brain is up and running, and I'm slowly planning my next steps.
Xiao An's mood has also improved, at least she won't cry often.
"You're back, where did you take this little guy to play?" I took the disc out of the DVD player, carefully put it into the bag dedicated to the CD, and asked with a smile at Hai Dongqing.
"You're crying again." Hai Dongqing looked at my red eyes and said.
I nodded and smiled: "Yes, crying, it's gratifying to see Yujia's girl smiling so brightly over there." ”
Xiao An's eyes were still red, it seemed that he had also cried before, and when he got home, he ran directly towards me, tears rolling in his eyes, and he grabbed my sleeve and didn't let go.
"Xiao An, why are you crying again?"
"I just went to see my dad with Brother Hai"
"I'm going again." I glanced at Hai Dongqing, shook my head and said to Hai Dongqing: "That dog thing gave Xiao An a face again?" ”
"Does she dare?" Hai Dongqing asked me rhetorically and said, "If you hadn't pulled me last time, I would have had to tear down that woman." ”
That's right, the day after Yujia died, I took Xiao An and Hai Dongqing to attend the funeral of the sixth uncle.
The funeral was very grand, a group of fake monks and fake Taoist priests were reciting scriptures there, and the masses also expressed their joy to see it, there were people playing cards at the funeral site, some playing mahjong, some eating and drinking, and a group of people sitting there chatting about family life.
That's when I understood a truth.
Maybe you have money and power when you are alive, you are very real, and you are very sincere to people, and your popularity is so good that although you will not respond to thousands of calls, at least you have a wide range of contacts. But when you die, 90% of people don't shed a tear for you, even if one person is your own former woman, she doesn't feel sorry for you, she just points fingers at your inheritance, or acts grief in front of some people.
Sadly, only six of those present that day cried, and I can count them very clearly.
One is Zhang Liguo, one is Xiao An, one is me, and the other three are several older security guards from Uncle Liu's company.
It's ridiculous, isn't it?
When the six of us were crying bitterly, many people around us, including Xiao An's grandparents, were just watching, looking with that kind of indifferent eyes, and they didn't even come up to persuade them.
Xiao An's mother even showed the words "Gold Medal Actor" vividly, when Zhang Liguo didn't turn his eyes to her, she and a group of middle-aged women stood next to us and looked at us laughing, muttering that she didn't know what she was talking about, and when Zhang Liguo looked at her, the dog immediately cried, heartbroken, and came up to comfort us.
To be precise, she comforted Zhang Liguo, not Xiao An, her own son.
Let's not talk about those helpless things, let's talk about fat uncles.
The fat uncle is in a severe coma, and I guess he won't wake up recently, but he will wake up sooner or later, and I believe him.
He's a fat uncle with high skills, how could he lose to a coma, how could he be
"I've asked Zhou Yan to help Uncle Fat transfer the ward, and now no one can find him." I whispered to Hai Dongqing: "Zhang Qinghai, do you remember this person?" ”
"The rich man?"
"Well, I personally came to ask him to find some white relations and use the people of the official family to protect the fat uncle." I nodded: "Zhou Yan, Zhang Qinghai, they are all protecting Uncle Fat, now our uncle should be in the military hospital, there will be no accident." ”
"That's good." Hai Dongqing breathed a sigh of relief.
In the past few days, I have also contacted my master, and he told me that the truth is beyond the expectations of all of us.
It may be because the God of Wealth moved the children of the official family to anger the upper echelons, during this time, the No. 8 pawnshop was swept no less than fifty yards, and there were hundreds of second-class cultural relics seized, not to mention those who were arrested and sentenced, it can be said that the current No. 8 pawnshop is a big injury.
It's just that the result is not what I wanted.
None of the shopkeepers in the pawnshop had an accident, especially the God of Wealth, who took a group of cronies to live in the three eastern provinces, and none of the people who came to Guiyang to kill me had an accident, and they were all withstood by those ghosts who died for the dead.
It's enough to save face for my master to tell me so much, and although he doesn't want to help me, I'm still very grateful to him.
There is no doubt that the God of Wealth must die, and he and his fellows must die at my hands, after all, I have to avenge that stupid girl in Yujia
"Don't be sad, your father will come back to see you in the future, Xiao An must be obedient, don't cry, if he sees Xiao An so disobedient, he will be angry."
"Got it" Xiao An nodded, wiping his eyes with his sleeve.
Suddenly, Xiao An asked me: "Dad is sick, is he as sick as my big sister?" ”
I was stunned, nodded and smiled.
"Birdman, you go to sleep, I'll talk to Xiao An for a while."
Hearing this, Hai Dongqing didn't move, and asked me, "What about you?" ”
"I'll talk to Xiao An for a while, and I'll go to sleep after a while."
"Something called me."
"Go ahead, it's all right."
After Hai Dongqing closed the door, I rubbed Xiao An's head tiredly, walked to the sofa and sat down, leaned on the backrest, and was stunned for a while.
"Actually, Dad is dead, not sick, right?"
"Big Sister Too"
I patted him on the back and motioned for him not to say anything, there was no need to say anything else.
Xiao An's kid is not stupid at all, but very smart, so smart that I feel a little distressed.
"Big brother, my mother doesn't want me, my father doesn't want me, will my big brother not want me in the future?"
"How so?" I rubbed his head with my chin: "Why don't you kid kiss Uncle Zhang, just kiss me, the relationship is pleasing to my eyes?" ”
"Because the big brother is good to me, the only person around me who is good to me is the big brother." Xiao An replied very directly: "My grandparents passed away a long time ago, and my uncle (Uncle Zhang) was kind to me, but he didn't play with me much."
I smiled and stared intently at the bloody clothes in the wooden box on the table, no one knew what I was thinking, in fact, even I didn't know what I was thinking.
Yujia's blood-stained coat had turned from bright red to dark red, but the smell of blood had not lessened, and the smell was so irritating to my nerves that I always thought about every time I smelled it
Hai Dongqing is a person who knows me very well, and when he noticed that I was getting calmer, he asked me this question.
"Can you get your hands dirty for the hatred in your heart?"
I didn't give him an answer at the time, because I didn't know the answer either, maybe there would be an answer later, or maybe there would be an answer soon.
Suddenly, I asked Xiao An.
"Xiao An, do you want to learn from the big brother?"
"What are you capable of?"
"Xiangxi, Wumen."
The Yi family has been passed down for more than 1,000 years in Xiangxi, and most of them are passed on to the direct descendants of the family, but not to the disciples who worship outside.
If you think about it carefully, Xiao An is the second outsider in the Yi family, and I am the first, after all, I don't have the real blood of the Yi family.
At this moment, I can't think about it so much, what bullshit is only passed on to relatives and juniors and not to outer disciples, I can't think about it so much.
All I need to do is pass on the Yi family's things and do everything I want to do.
"After a while, the eldest brother is going out, Xiao An, you will go back to your uncle to stay, you know?"
"Big brother doesn't want me?" Xiao An asked scaredly.
I shook my head: "I'll be back in a while, you are obedient at home, and when my brother is done, I will take you out to play." ”
Now that you have a decision, go for it, don't hesitate, but you must be ready for the future.
The inheritance of the Yi family cannot be broken with me, I need to find someone to inherit all this, and then I can do some things that the Yi family's family rules must not do.
The surname is Yi, for the sake of hatred in your heart, can you dirty your hands?
I asked myself again, and then suddenly I had the answer I should have.
Yes, as long as all this can become what I want, as long as all this is what I want, as long as all this can be restored to the way it was before, then it will be dirty.
I don't want to implicate any more innocent people
I don't want to be sorry for anyone else
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore
I want to do it all myself, even if it's probably possible
Thinking of this, I put down Xiao An, walked outside the house and dialed a familiar phone, and waited for the call to be connected.
"Hey, master?"
"Mr. Yi, what's the matter?"
"Let's make a deal, and you should be interested in this deal." I looked at the bloody clothes on the table, and my eyes suddenly fell silent: "You give me some information I want, provide me with a place to hide, give me some help, and"
"I'll help you kill Lafayette."
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It's finally the weekend, and I can finally sleep well hahahahaha!!