Jun Han's gaze returned to the figure that was pressed under the hooves by Luo Linfei's ghost beast, and this time, after Luo Linfei's reminder, he carefully looked at the "thing" that came out of his body. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

He finally discovered the reason why he felt familiar before, the familiar silhouette, the familiar figure, except for the evil eyes and the black flames rising all over his body, isn't this him!

Jun Han's heart, which was originally slightly impetuous, instantly seemed to be hit hard by a heavy hammer, his eyes were round, his mouth was slightly open, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down nervously.

What's on me......

Is that really a so-called ghost beast?

Still is...... That's my soul? Doomed to be imprisoned in the black flames of a day that never ends?

Am I still me?

Jun Han kept asking himself repeatedly in his heart.

What is more terrible than death is that you have become a complete stranger to yourself, and what is even more terrible is that you may no longer be yourself, you no longer belong to yourself.

Two hours ago, Jun Han became a complete stranger to himself, and two hours later, Jun Han realized that he might no longer belong to him.

In the past few months, Jun Han felt that he was experiencing despair, always fantasizing about whether he was going to be able to come to the extreme, and now it seems that this is the real despair! At least he hadn't lost himself at that time.

Never lose hope in despair, it will make you doubt life, it will make you know what cruelty is.

Luo Linfei looked at Jun Han, who was immersed in palpitations and couldn't extricate herself, listened to the countless questions in his heart one after another, and felt his increasingly desolate inner world, for some reason, her heart twitched fiercely.

Since she became a night wanderer, she has seen many heart-wrenching tragedies in the world, and it can be said that there are many more miserable people than Jun Han, and the number is unimaginable.

From hiding in the corner and crying silently at the beginning, silently sad because of the sadness of others, but later it slowly became an iron heart, experienced more, saw more, but became numb.

But Jun Han resonated with her heart to a certain extent.

In the past, she also constantly tortured herself, what did becoming a night wanderer bring?

A god to be worshipped? A look that never ages? An inexhaustible lifespan? Don't have to worry about life?

And what about the eternal loneliness that comes with it? What about the never-ending battle? What about a life that never rests?

Day after day, year after year, the same life, forever alive is like forever dead, even the most basic human nature is slowly fading away, metamorphosing into the so-called divinity!

However, when I saw the living person I saved from the hands of the devil with my own hands, I was grateful from the bottom of my heart, even if I knew that he would lose this memory forever, I was relieved!

When they see others reunited with their families because of their protection, at least at the moment of reunion, they feel happy and happy from the bottom of their hearts, and they will laugh happily!

When you turn into a poor ghost who is deeply tormented by resentment and does not want to be reincarnated, you will also be proud when you watch them put aside all their grievances and grudges and walk on the Yellow Spring Road and cross the River Styx with a relieved look!

While......

All of this told her that she was doing the right thing, even if she felt the cold of being a god in the dead of night when she had nothing to do, and at this time, she told herself that she did not regret it.

"Jun Han, do you know? Every night wanderer will be afraid of the power of the ghost beast in his body at the beginning, even if it is the power of justice, even if it is as docile as the closest family member, but it is strange, it is so powerful that it makes people feel uncontrollable, from human to god, we all need to go through a process of adaptation. Luo Linfei tried to make her voice soft enough, she wanted to help Jun Han get out of trouble.

"I don't know!"

Jun Han roared hoarsely.

"You know it's a ghost beast given to you by the Emperor of Hades! You know that's the power of justice! You know you're becoming gods! ”

He trembled with his right hand and pointed to the "person" who was pressed to the ground by the ghost beast, wrapped in black flames and had the exact same outline as him, and said excitedly, "What about me? Is that a ghost? Is that the power of justice? Is that a sign that I'm metamorphosing into a god? That's not! I knew at a glance that it was something evil, and I didn't even know which tata to use to describe it. ”

Jun Han grabbed the tick on the necklace and said angrily: "Just because of this? Just because of this, do you want to say that it is a power that can be controlled? Because of this, do you want to say that I am walking on the road to becoming a night wanderer? ”

Divine Palm and Qin Mo looked at the angry Jun Han and shouted at Luo Youshen with a red face, they wanted to interrupt him, but they didn't know how to speak.

Indeed, Jun Han vented all the negative emotions in his heart on Luo Youshen, and this itself had nothing to do with her, but he was not wrong, even if he was replaced by them, he would not be able to accept this kind of change, and he would not be able to accept that there was such an evil power in his body.

And in the face of Jun Han's questioning, as a god, Luo Linfei did not show any signs of anger, she just quietly looked at Jun Han's distorted face due to anger, looked at the eyes full of despair and confusion, and used her charming eyes that shimmered with complex light.

Jun Han also gasped and looked at Luo Linfei, he regretted it after those words, people were helping him enlighten him, but he vented all his unhappiness on her, there was not only the resentment caused by the evil force, but also the pressure that had not been confided to anyone for a long time in the past few months and the resulting negative emotions.

Gradually, as if falling into the charm of those eyes, Jun Han's heart calmed down, and his breathing began to become smoother.

"Are you comfortable?" Luo Linfei said flatly.

At this time, Jun Han was embarrassed, so he had to pretend that his anger had not subsided, tilted his head aside, and did not answer.

"Listen to me when you get to the hair."

Luo Linfei pointed to the evil soul lying on the ground covered in sin karma and said, "Just when you were spitting at me angrily just now, my ghost beast told me that its strength in struggle has increased a little. ”

"Do you know what it represents?"

Without waiting for Jun Han to speak, Luo Linfei continued.

Meaning it's eating away at your negativity! Your heart tells me that you have been in a state of irritability, negative emotions for two months, so its evil power has been slowly growing because of your relationship. ”

Luo Linfei's words struck Jun Han's mind like a bolt of lightning.

At the same time, a figure appeared in his mind, and that figure was wantonly destroying everything in his bedroom, overturning mattresses and smashing tables and chairs......

Smashing and smashing, the familiar and unfamiliar figure stopped what he was doing and slowly turned around.

It's his own face!

No, this look? That's the look that only that evil soul has!

As Jun Han recognized the true identity of that figure, the originally vague figure of "him" began to become clear.

Clearer and clearer, clearer and clearer......

Until each cluster of flames swirled, the raging black flames were revealed......