Chapter 15 Choice
Jun Han's body shook slightly, and for a moment it seemed as if everything around him was spinning, and the whole room was turning upside down. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Ahh
A heart-rending shout broke the suffocating tension in the room.
Jun Han's legs suddenly weakened, and he fell straight down and sat on the ground.
He buried his entire face in the crook of his arm, his trembling hands clutching his sweat-soaked hair, and the bangs that touched his brow became messy.
"Why?"
"Why!"
"Why ......"
Jun Han kept repeating these three words with a crying voice, and he didn't know if he was asking Luo Linfei or himself.
Qin Mo looked at Jun Han's helpless appearance, a trace of unbearability flashed in his eyes, and he leaned helplessly against the wall pillar beside him, Jun Han was brought by him, and his original intention was to help him, but now looking at his appearance ruthlessly devastated by reality, even if he understood that this day would come sooner or later, he still felt a little guilty.
"I am telling you this, not to make you give up on yourself, and this god does not come at night to torture you and make you feel hopeless, but to make you understand that it was born because of you! Its power is influenced by you! Even if it's evil, its power can be used for you! ”
Luo Linfei paused and continued.
"The reason why ghost beasts are called ghosts is because their power is the power of ghosts, and power is just pure tools, so how can there be any difference between evil and justice? It only lies in the minds of those who control them, in their choices, and it is precisely because we night wandering gods are doing righteous things, we have a righteous heart, and the power of ghosts and beasts is the power of justice! ”
Qin Mo seemed to understand Luo Linfei's words, he suddenly thought of what Jun Han did to those two passers-by before entering the Yin Land tonight, and hurriedly said, "Jun Han, do you remember?" When you were dreaming, you played two passers-by? ”
Although Jun Han still buried his head deep in the crook of his arm, Luo Linfei's words had actually cleared his mind a lot, and when he heard Qin Mo's inquiry, although he didn't know what he meant, he thought about it for a while, and it seemed that there was really such a thing, so he replied lightly: "Hmm." ”
"You were in a state of ghostly beasthood, and your body was controlled by this evil spirit, but you didn't do anything to hurt them, just frighten them and play tricks on them."
Qin Mo continued: "And a few days before this, you were in a dream, but your body was wandering outside, I didn't look at your eyes carefully, but not surprisingly, you were definitely controlled by it, but you didn't do evil from beginning to end. I think it's because your heart doesn't allow you to do things that you can't accept, that you hate. ”
Jun Han had already raised his head, and he looked at Qin Mo's sincere appearance, and his heart rippled.
Luo Linfei glanced at Qin Mo unexpectedly, she didn't expect this unreliable guy to be careful.
Elaborating on this fact is undoubtedly the finishing touch after her big paragraph of chicken soup, what she said so much is just a big truth, Jun Han may not be able to empathize, but his behavior when he is controlled by that soul, that soul's choice, is precisely the most convincing.
Abruptly, as if he had made up his mind, Jun Han stood up, his gaze firmly fixed on the soul he considered evil.
It lowered its head, and the black flames rising up and down its body were also like a listless look.
For some reason, after the mood stabilized and calmed down, Jun Han seemed to be able to touch its emotions.
Yes, from the very beginning of the eye contact, it was clear that it was full of violent atmosphere, but I could read the complaint from its face, and the bottom of my heart was even more inexplicably bred and swept with a resentful emotion, as well as that kind of intimacy......
Then he feared it and rejected it because of its appearance, its seemingly evil and terrifying appearance......
Actually, it doesn't do anything! It is my own subjective impression that defines it, which leads me to be unable to accept it and throw all the fault on it.
Perhaps, it was born with an evil appearance, perhaps, it is a combination of its own negative emotions, but it is itself that creates it.
I'm responsible for it...... Jun Han told himself.
"You...... Do you understand me? Jun Han asked at it.
Jun Han had to admit that there was a tacit understanding between him and it invisibly.
obviously lowered its head, but when Jun Han said those words, it raised its head for the first time.
The originally evil eyes were full of loneliness, Jun Han's heart twitched fiercely, once upon a time, in the mirror, how familiar these eyes were, this lonely look accompanied him for two months.
It nodded, and the tongue of black flame swayed slightly.
Jun Han looked at it like this, looking into its eyes, as if he was looking at another self......
"Poof!"
Suddenly, Jun Han smiled, and his eyes curved into the shape of a crescent moon.
He figured it out, it turned out that in the past two months, he was not alone, there was still such a soul in his body to accompany him, happy and sad because of his joys and sorrows, the figure that smashed everything in his mind, wasn't he doing what he didn't dare to do, didn't he have the courage to do?
At this moment, Jun Han fully accepted it, no matter how evil it looked, whether it exuded a gloomy aura or not, to him, none of this mattered.
It smiled and grinned like a silly child.
Luo Linfei looked at Jun Han's relieved smiling face, and let out a long breath, this guy finally untied the knot in his heart.
She looked at the seemingly evil soul that was smiling like a child, and said to herself: I see.
After hesitating for a moment, Luo Linfei shook the bell on his wrist.
As the bell rang, the body of the ghost beast began to blur, and all parts of its body gradually dispersed into a black mist, floating in the air ethereally, and then a stream of brains rushed to Luo Linfei and merged into her body.
Coincidentally, as the ghost beast returned to Luo Linfei's body, the soul that was crushed under the hooves and wrapped in black flames also dissipated into a black mist, and then merged into Jun Han's body.
This time, Jun Han's eyes did not turn pitch black, and his pale skin did not sink and become thin.
"The process was very difficult, but the result was not bad, and I also roughly figured out what that thing in your body was, it ......" Luo Linfei said lightly.
"He's not a thing...... He is me, he is my other soul, I give him all the bad things, all the negative emotions are transferred to him. Jun Han interrupted.
He touched the tick on the necklace and continued, "I think it's because of it, the companion artifact of the Night Wandering God, that it will create such an existence that resembles a ghost beast. ”
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