I didn't know how I got on the plane, I didn't know how I found my seat, I sat in my seat blankly, just one hand kept dialing my phone. www.biquge.info The plane was about to take off, and the flight attendant came to me and said gently, "Hello sir, the plane is about to take off, can you please turn off your mobile phone?" I sat in my seat indifferently and continued to make the phone, but the flight attendant still smiled and said to me, "Hello sir, the plane is about to take off, can you please turn off your mobile phone?" ”

Sad and angry, I blew up all of a sudden, and I shouted directly at the flight attendant, "What's wrong with the plane, can't the plane call?" Liu Wenjie on the side hurriedly grabbed me and kept smiling at the flight attendant, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my buddy has been hit a little, don't take it to heart, I'll ask him to turn off his phone." Hey. ”

So he said to me softly, "What's the matter, Brother Liu, isn't it just a breakup, you must know that it is common to break up after graduation, ah, no, anyway, don't you go to your heart, don't you continue your life?" Let's turn off our phones first. ”

He forcibly took the phone from my hand, turned it off, and sat indifferently in the seat. I said softly to Liu Wenjie, "What do you think I did wrong?" Liu Wenjie immediately smiled and said to me, "Brother, you are not wrong about anything, it is her fault, it is all her fault." I asked, "Then what do you think she did wrong?" You say, you say. At the end of the speech, I almost shouted, and tears kept falling. Keep asking, "Why, why?" Liu Wenjie had no choice but to keep saying, "It's okay, brother, it's okay." ”

About half an hour later, the plane began to distribute free lunch, the flight attendant came up to me, I didn't ask for anything, and asked him directly, if there is any alcohol, the stronger the better, the stronger the better. He shook his head blankly. I sighed. He waved his hand.

I didn't eat anything along the way, but Liu Wenjie ate very openly and ate my portion. After getting off the plane, I called the company leader, and the leader arranged for us to go to the place where we lived to settle down first.

We took a taxi to the place where we were staying, which was a service station for an elevator. As soon as I entered the door, I felt three words, dirty and messy. It's completely different from what I imagined. I was already in a bad mood, and all of a sudden, my situation became even worse. The people in the service station said that the industry was not as good as they imagined, and they might not be able to adapt to it when they first came out of school. Just stay for a while. I asked them about their monthly salary, a little more than two thousand.

My mood is as sullen as the weather here. I have to admire the southerners here, they are like no one in such a hot weather, and I used to despise people who wear flip-flops on the street, I think they don't pay attention to their image. After arriving in Wuhan, I learned that image is inversely proportional to heat, and if you want an image, you must not be afraid of heat. Anyway, I changed into flip-flops and went to the street to find a restaurant.

We found a Northeast dumpling restaurant, first asked him for a case of beer, and then I drank two bottles without eating anything, Liu Wenjie was also startled when he saw my situation, and hurriedly said to me, "Brother, eat, don't drink, everything is over, isn't it?" I gave him a blank look, gave him two bottles, and said to him, "Brother wants to drink today, come, you drink with me." "He probably knows that it won't be good if I don't vent what is in my heart. So I picked up a beer and drank two bottles.

Don't look like a good boy this old boy, he doesn't feel scared at all when he drinks wine, and the two bottles of wine blow like he's fine. I'm so happy, it seems that I can find someone to get drunk today.

We ordered some dishes again, all of which are Northeast characteristics, what pot wrapped meat, what kind of slippery meat. The proprietress is also a Northeasterner, and when I heard our accent and drinking posture, I could see that we were also from the Northeast. After all, it is a stranger in a foreign land, and I can't help but be a little surprised when I see my fellow countryman, and I want to add a cold dish to the two of us. The two of us asked the boss to eat together, but the boss said no, brother, you two eat slowly, it's not enough, my sister is adding it to you, and my sister is happy when she looks at her fellow countryman.

We didn't say anything, after all, no one wants to come so far away if they mix well in their hometown. It must feel different when I see my fellow countrymen.

We drank a little wine and opened up, don't look at me as a person who usually looks cynical, in fact, I have low self-esteem in my bones, which may be caused by the living environment since I was a child, so I usually don't talk much, basically in line with the principle of saying less and offending a person, so I am usually silent, even with Liu Wenjie. Not to mention Liu Wenjie, this grandson's EQ is negative, plus he is a little neurotic, so no one wants to talk to him, and over time he has become reluctant to talk to people who are not "the same kind".

But after drinking, these problems were solved, I first asked him how he felt about this job, he listened, looked at me silently, then asked me for a cigarette, looked up at a sad angle of forty-five degrees and spit out a puff of smoke rings, and then drank another bottle of beer, and said to me, "The ideal is very plump, the reality is very skinny, I didn't expect it to be like this." "Hehe, I was amused by his sad and decadent non-mainstream image, but when I think about it, it is.

I think when I was young, the teacher asked us about our ideals, and we spoke enthusiastically, I wanted to be a scientist, I wanted to be an astronaut..... in fact, these were all routine answers taught by parents. It wasn't our ideal at all, but then I was in junior high school, and I became obsessed with Naruto, and my dream became to become a painter, or a manga artist, and I thought that when I could draw such an awesome manga as Naruto, it would become popular all over China. But that dream was put to an end when my dad confiscated my comics. Later, my dream became to be a poet, a wandering poet who exudes a literary atmosphere, and fantasizes about becoming a down-and-out person who writes poems and flirts with girls, leaving a footprint of mine every time I walk through a city, keeping long hair and beard, and being a walking hormone, so that girls fall in love with me. But then I heard that poets don't make money, so I gave up on that dream. Now my dream has changed, I want to be a merry boss, the kind that sits at home every day and counts money. It's okay and there are one or two girls who secretly beg me for unspoken rules, that kind of little day is beautiful when I think about it, and there are one or two friends who care about me borrowing money, and I have to pretend to be poor when I'm done, and I don't have any money. But now that I look at it, my dream is basically unrealizable. This is really in response to Liu Wenjie's sentence just now: "The ideal is very plump, and the reality is very skinny." ”

Just when I sighed, Liu Wenjie seemed to see that I had a little smile, took my hand and said to me, "Brother, let's drink hard today, drink all the depression in your heart" As soon as he finished saying this, I immediately lit a cigarette and replaced it with the non-mainstream action of his sad forty-five degrees just now, and drank a bottle of wine after the incident, and said to him decadently, "Brother, what do you say I did wrong?" ”

Liu Wenjie saw that he seemed to have said the wrong thing, and this sentence made me so decadent, and hurriedly comforted me, "Brother, it's okay, there are many good girls in the world, why don't you introduce a few to you?" "I know when I hear him say this, he doesn't have a brain, if you can introduce me to a few, are you still single? So I ignored him, and he seemed to have no choice but to say to me tentatively, "Brother, why don't you call her now?" ”

His words really stirred up ripples in my heart, I guessed that I couldn't get through maybe it was to pull me closer to the blacklist, so I picked up Liu Wenjie's mobile phone, trembling and dialed the number, about two rings, the other side connected, said "Hey", even though I had thousands of anger and sadness in my heart when I called, I wanted to ask her why, but now I don't know what to say, so I had to say with the first sentence in my heart, "Are you okay?" ”

When I heard my voice again, maybe it was because I was crying, maybe it was some other reason, and the nasal voice over there was noticeably heavier. I trembled and said to me, "Well, I'm fine, what about you" I felt very uncomfortable, but I didn't know what to say, so I had to say, "I'm fine, Wuhan is beautiful." Then we were silent, and after about twenty seconds, I couldn't help myself, and I asked her, "Why did you break up with me?" Am I not good enough? Can't I change it? After listening to this, there was obvious silence for a while, and then replied in a more nasal tone, "No, you are fine with everything, you are the best person I have ever met." I was even more puzzled when I heard this, and asked her in a tone that bordered on shouting, "Then why did you break up with me, there must be a reason, right?" Tell me! After hearing this, he obviously cried, and said to me in a crying tone, "Liu Gen, you are a good person, a really good person, but have you ever thought about your identity, you are a person who destroys demons and defends the Tao, you experience life and death every day, I sometimes don't even want to call you, I don't want to hear your news, I'm afraid that something will happen to you, I can't stand such days, I choose to give up, don't let me hear your news in the future, okay, I don't want to live in fear." I was silent after she said these words, she was right, not to mention that I still have a five-way god in my body now, I don't know whether I live or die, what qualifications do I have to let people stick to me? So I said to her, "Your choice is right, I wish you happiness," and I seemed to want to speak, but I hung up.

Let him pass in the past, no one is wrong, it's just that our identity is wrong. I'm still a dick, a sad dick. I said to Liu Wenjie, "Come on." We eat" This was the first bite of my meal today, pot wrapped meat, but the more I ate, the more salty it became, the more salty it became, and later I found out that I was crying.

I drank about eleven bottles of beer tonight, and when I wanted to get drunk, I realized that a person can't drink much when he has something on his mind. Before leaving, I cried and left, Liu Wenjie said curiously, "Hey, according to the TV series, it should rain at this time" As soon as he finished speaking, the sky instantly began to rain heavily.