With my method of changing the flow of time to erase my memory, it didn't take me long for me to stride up to the top floor of this building, which was suspected to be a science and technology building, and was about sixty meters high, which was the tallest in the school. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Along the way, Su Xiaomeng's mood calmed down a lot, of course, this is not entirely due to her own control, and... My credit, it's a little embarrassing to say, because of this distance, I can always sense her emotions from time to time, I feel, how to say... Most of them are emotional fluctuations caused by a girl's family being held by someone she likes.,It's probably shyness or something.,I'm a man.,I can't get her real experience.。

It wasn't until I climbed the ladder to the top floor with her in one hand that she hurriedly said, "Okay, I'm much better, let me down." ”

As soon as I put her down, she reflexively moved away from me a few steps, rubbing her face vigorously, I was not idle, I swept the sky with my eyes, and the weather was clear again, and a broken moon appeared in front of my eyes, and I suddenly had an idea, what would happen if I let the moon become a full moon again?

... Forget it, it always feels like something bad is going to happen.

After rubbing her face, she said to me with some shame, "Shame, just now... I'm sorry I didn't control myself. ”

I bowed my head and smiled helplessly at her, "What kind words are you saying now, I'm also shocked by your reaction, if it weren't for the fact that I could feel some of your emotions, plus those guys who played basketball reminded me of a couple of words, I might still be at a loss now." ”

She stared at me blankly, then touched her messy hairstyle and exclaimed, "Can you too?" Then I... Shame on you, oh my God, why is this happening! She suddenly went a little crazy, and the expression on her face looked a little distorted.

Her mood returned to normal

I spread my hands and said, "I don't know what the situation is, but now, it seems that it should have been calculated by Sister Xue Ye... She should have known that you could read minds. ”

“...”

"I didn't know you could... Yes. She stammered, looking at her cowering, I laughed, grabbed her and walked to the side of the building, but there was no guardrail on the roof, she didn't dare to go forward when she walked to the edge of the roof, I felt the increase in resistance to pull her, I didn't look back, just turned my back to her and said, "Don't worry, it's impossible to fall." ”

"Oh," she replied, and the resistance vanished, and just like that, we sat on the edge of the 60-meter-high building, like two people who were about to commit suicide by jumping off the building, and of course, she was holding my arm tightly.

At first she was still a little shaky, but as time went by, after about two minutes, she was able to breathe steadily, and she dared to look down a few times.

I swung my legs, smiled and said to the cautious Su Xiaomeng, "Are you in a much better mood now?" ”

"I'm afraid of heights... It's too tall here—" she tugged at my clothes a little harder, and her eyes were looking down from time to time.

"So it's a lot better, isn't it? We have a solution, don't worry. "I summed up her current form and made a guarantee.

She looked at me carefully and said seriously, "You're lying to me." ”

...

To be reasonable, the ability to read minds is sometimes really annoying.

"Okay, okay, I'll lie to you, I'm not sure at all, Ye Qinghan and they don't either, but it's better than zero probability, right?"

Her voice lowered, "It's just a little better, I don't understand what I see in your head, but... I can see from your memory when they communicate, they themselves are not very sure, you say, can it really work? ”

I looked into her eyes, which were still slightly red, and I knew she needed an affirmative answer now, but I wasn't going to say that, so I calmly said, "Basically impossible." ”

She was stunned, the tears did not come out again, and she could see that she was trying to control her emotions.

"It's so embarrassing... I actually cried in front of the boy I liked... I'm still crying so much, I'm not cool at all... Don't all boys like that kind of boyish girl? She tilted her head slightly, holding back tears and smiling at me.

I shook my head gently outside of her blind spot, "You're stupid. ”

"Do you think our relationship is still pure friends?"

She turned her head suddenly, nervously with a hint of anticipation, "That... What is our relationship now? ”

"Can't you see for yourself?"

Su Xiaomeng snorted, turned his face away, and said to me angrily: "Don't look, as long as I don't aim at your face, I can't read minds." ”

"Then I'll be straight to the point." My tone and speed of speech did not change in the slightest, and although she still looked like she was still looking away, I could tell from her slow breathing that she was listening intently to my words at the moment.

I didn't say in a half-hearted way: "I don't know what liking is, and I don't know what love between men and women is, originally I was quite persistent in this problem, after all, if you don't even know what you like and love, then how can you tell if you like or love another person?" ”

She didn't reply.

"However, in the few moments when I had a heart-to-heart with you, I felt a wave of negative emotions in addition to fear, sadness, confusion, etc... I can't say emotions, I should say feelings, or needs, or ... Forget it, I can't describe it, although I am not smart enough, but I think I am a rational person, so I used a method that would be used by elementary school students. ”

"Exclusion."

"Then, I think this feeling and need should be the so-called liking or love."

She still didn't say anything, but her free other hand on her lap quietly clenched.

"That kind of thing, I probably feel lonely, you long for someone who can stay by your side, to put it bluntly, you long for someone who can protect yourself and communicate with your heart, a person who can bring you happiness."

She turned her head and tried to say something, but I stopped her, and a hand gently pressed against her head to prevent her from turning to look at me, and I continued.

So, I looked into my heart, what do I really think about you? Is it like or what? Just want to be friends? Then why don't I just clear your memory now? With my abilities, it's easy to maintain a relationship between the two of us at the level of friends, and in normal times, I don't hesitate at all with other people, but with you, I haven't even used it once, and I realize now that it's a strange thing. ”

Then I fell silent, I looked at the side of her face, and a touch of warmth unconsciously appeared on her face, melting in my heart.

After a while, although I stopped her from turning her head, she still couldn't help but ask, "Well, then what?" ”

"And then?" I asked softly, then turned her head around, as if greeting a good buddy I hadn't seen in a long time, put one arm around her neck, and directly hugged her head between my arms, and rubbed her already messy hairstyle with the other hand, laughing: "Then I realized that it doesn't seem like a bad thing to be with you, and when I hold you and watch you slowly stop crying, I still have a sense of accomplishment for some reason, probably 'Look, I can make this guy quiet' or something like that, well, that's it." ”

Seeing that she wanted to struggle, I immediately said, "Not afraid of falling?" She immediately stopped struggling and said unwillingly: "Let go of me, I know it's okay?" Can you stop touching my hair? ”

I smiled and let her go, she looked at me with some annoyance, I just smiled, she wasn't as excited as I thought.

She slowly calmed down, I quietly combed my hair that was messed up, and she followed my movements without saying a word, until the hairstyle was less messy, and then she said slowly: "So, that's it?" ”

"yes, what else?"

She moved her body, rested her head on my shoulder, slowly closed her eyes, and said, "I'm tired, let me lean on." ”

I hummed and didn't say a word to her, and under the starry moonlight, a girl was leaning on my shoulder and sitting with me on the top of a sixty-meter-high building, and the wind was not always warm on summer nights, especially at this height.

But so what?

If I could, I wish time was frozen in the present, I don't know what kind of feelings are at this moment

In my heart, if I had to describe it in one word, it might be...

Tranquility.

There has never been a moment when my heart is more peaceful than it is now.

.. with heaviness.