On a moonlit night in May
However, I didn't perceive anything substantial, and the feeling was still very vague, and after a while, the discussion between the two men was announced, and they only gave me a final result. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
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"And then?" I looked at Exeter in confusion, "And then I'm going to continue to be a foodie?" ”
"It's not." It spits out only two words.
“... Alas. "What more can I say? If I didn't care about this before, then now, I have to care, no way, I don't want this kind of illusory world, I want a real world that will run forever.
To do this, I can only ...
"Let's take a break from school tomorrow, I don't have the heart to test you, after completing the task of the Hell Dao, I will directly increase the fusion degree to sixty percent, which is also the highest fusion degree I can give you, and finally solve the Hungry Ghost Dao and the Heavenly Dao, you will be temporarily consummated."
"Wait, shouldn't you do the Hungry Ghost Dao mission first? What is the mission of Hell Road? I hurriedly said, this is not the same as I had planned before.
Exeter said: "The Hell Path is very simple, you roll around the real Hell Path in the six reincarnations, and you can come out with a breath and you're done." ”
"Well, then, what's in Hell Lane?"
"I don't know." Exeter replied with a blank face, and then it said again, "Just now, it seems that someone said that I was free?" ”
"yes, what do you want to do now?" I'm sure.
It nodded, and then disappeared directly, I was stunned, and shouted at it in my heart: "Wait... Tell me how to get there? ”
"Let's finish your business here first, and then I'll come back naturally if you call me." Its voice came from nowhere.
I plan to calm down first, take a break and discuss things about Su Xiaomeng with Sister Xue Ye, I'm a little tired now.
As a result, I slept in what was probably the most uncomfortable afternoon of my life.
When I woke up, it was dark outside, Han Qi happened to be in the dormitory, we exchanged a few casual greetings, and he went to play football. He just smiled and said to me excitedly, "You don't understand... That's what romance is! ”
I can't understand the romance of you foreigners...
After washing my face briefly, eating some bread and drinking some water, I called out to Sister Xue Ye in my heart, and within a few seconds, she replied: "Is it now?" ”
I had already told her in the afternoon to listen to me, otherwise she might not know even if I called her now.
I replied, "Right now, I've pretty much digested the afternoon's information, and I've freed up space on my brain's hard drive,... Do you see what's coming? Let's just say it. ”
"I didn't see anything, I suggest you two meet now, when she sees you, more emotions will naturally not be hidden, and I may be able to see something at that time."
I asked, "Closer?" Distance needs to be considered in the telekinesis? You didn't do it on purpose, did you..."
"Believe it or not, Mally."
I thought about it, like, nothing is wrong? So I followed Sister Xue Ye's voice, and ten minutes later, I saw Su Xiaomeng on the edge of the basketball court.
Obviously, she was also lured by Sister Xue Ye.
As soon as I approached within ten meters of her, she looked back sharply, but the expression on her face was as calm as water, and there was no sign that she had just turned her neck about seventy degrees at a speed that could easily squeeze her neck.
...
I walked up to her and looked at her face, and I couldn't help but feel that something was wrong, "What is your expression?" What's wrong? ”
"What was the voice that just came to my head? I accompanied my roommate here to watch her boyfriend play basketball, but suddenly a voice sounded in my head, saying let me wait for you here, just after this sentence was finished, my roommate seemed to have forgotten what she was going to do, and walked back by herself, as if she suddenly forgot about me, this is... Some kind of psychic ability? ”
Watching her ask questions like a cannonball, I explained while feeling that Sister Xue Ye did not erase her memory, probably just so that I could explain it to her in detail, why? Since she did this, then I will tell her about Sister Xue Ye's ability, of course, not all of them, my relationship with her is also described by me as a friend.
Her bright gaze lasted until I finished speaking, and then she turned away, no longer staring into my eyes, and the atmosphere suddenly fell silent, and after a while, her erratic demeanor settled down, she looked at me, and then said something that surprised me.
"I know it all."
I was stunned for a moment, and immediately probed, "How much... Whole? ”
She shook her head and said, "Now I can see your heart, so.."
She, she knows how to read minds? I suddenly felt that something was wrong, this... Is it also Sister Xue Ye's arrangement? It seems that she must have found out that Su Xiaomeng had the ability to read minds after the investigation, so she arranged for me to meet her? What the hell is she trying to do?
No matter what she wants to do, the beautiful girl in front of me really wants to do something...
I clearly felt that she was suppressing a sorrow that was so heavy that it was almost suffocating, no wonder it looked so abnormal today, it turned out... She knows everything that is happening in this world...
She maintained a state of distraction, and said to me slowly: "So, what you are thinking now, I know everything, the identity of the agent of the six realms of reincarnation, Skeleton Exeter, your best friend Ye Qinghan, Wang Feng, Lei Xie Xueye, and all your experiences, and the problems you are currently facing, I know everything." ”
What should I say in this case? Said that Sister Xue Ye calculated that I let me run in front of a person with the ability to read minds completely unguarded, exposing all my secrets?
"So, you who know this, what are you going to do?" I had to ask.
She looked at me with a confused expression, "I don't know, I don't know if it's a dream or something else that just happened, it must not be reality, but... That's the reality, isn't it? It turned out that everything was real, and what I dreamed of was true..."
Reading so many of my experiences at once, I think everyone will fall into a trance for a long time.
In this way, I spent ten difficult minutes before Su Xiaomeng came back to her senses completely, only to see her look at me with a complicated expression, and then said in an extremely lost tone: "I'm sorry, I saw something I shouldn't have seen, I'm sorry to disturb you, I'll try to forget it." With that, she turned and walked away.
I breathed a sigh of relief, if this is the ending, it is not impossible, she knows everything, naturally she also knows my feelings for her, she also knows how heavy the burden is on my shoulders now, I have always known that Su Xiaomeng is a person who can put himself in the shoes of others and experience the feelings of others, some people seem to be considerate of others and care about others, but in fact, it is just for others not to stay away from themselves and maintain an inherent relationship, but Su Xiaomeng is not like this, she has been a warm and cheerful optimist since middle school, who has had an accident, She was the first to rush up to help, and afterwards someone said that she had ill intentions, bad intentions, or could please others, and she didn't care, as early as that time I realized that she was very different from other girls who seemed to be cheerful, she seems, really just for others, she is for her own part, I have to say that there is, and if I talk about it online, I can only think of one thing, she is to get the happiness and satisfaction of helping others.
At first glance, it seems that it is still for one's own desires, isn't this one's desire to pursue "satisfaction and happiness"? But really, is that really the case? How much desire does she need to keep harming her other interests just to pursue that satisfaction and happiness?
This kind of desire is no longer called desire, and it can no longer be described by the term desire, which involves too much of the dark side, this should be called... Good is right.
That's right, it's goodness, goodness of goodness. I firmly believe that she is a kind girl, and the biggest proof is that she is close to me?! The existence that others have abandoned like a shoe, and she showed some kind of concern for me before the mark found me, and I was disgusted at the time, but now I think about it... She seems to be the first woman I have met in my life who has shown caring behavior towards me.
"Boy, what are you waiting for! Why don't you go up and chase her, you thought she really looked that strong, she's crying now! Sister Xue Ye's voice suddenly sounded, shaking me out of my memory, at this time Su Xiaomeng had already walked twenty or thirty meters, her slightly trembling shoulders and lowered head confirmed Sister Xue Ye's words.
Just when I had the idea of catching up and intercepting her, the feeling between the dark and the dark suddenly established again, her footsteps immediately stopped, and I also felt the sadness in her heart at this time.
Almost instantly, I felt a little breathless, the sadness seemed to be completely shared with me, I had never felt such a heavy sadness, I had never felt such a heavy sadness, how could there be so much sadness in her mind?
What a sorrow she is!
I held my breath and walked towards her, she sensed my approach and tried to move her legs, but they trembled, betraying her will and not moving.
I walked up to her, put my two hands on her shoulders, and when I pulled her over, I was completely shocked, Su Xiaomeng's eyes were already red and swollen, and two faint tears had flowed to her chin, condensing into tears and almost falling down, her godless eyes looked at me stupidly, and she choked up and said to me: "Let go of me." ”
"Let go of you? Aren't you mind-reading? Do you know what I'm thinking right now? ”
“... You're angry, why do I keep crying. She replied, she didn't try to break free of my hands, she knew my strength.
I said coldly, "Yes, isn't that a little thing?" What the hell are you crying for? Can you cry when you see a sensational scene? ”
In retrospect, I felt that I should have gone back in time and slapped me in the face...
"This little thing?" Her voice was an octave higher, her red and swollen eyes stared at me intently, and Su Xiaomeng squeezed out words from her mouth with difficulty: "This little thing?!" What a trifle! How would you react if you suddenly learned one day that your loved ones and friends had died a long time ago, and now it seems that being alive is nothing more than an illusion, and that you yourself are already dead? ”
I replied, "Aren't you clear about the reaction now?" ”
"But that's just you... I don't have the amazing abilities of you, I don't have a skeleton willing to help me with advice, I don't have such a strong good friend, I'm just an ordinary person, I'm not you, you know? ”
I was taken aback, and I realized that I had always looked at her emotions from my standpoint, and I...
"I feel helpless right now, do you know what it's like to be helpless?"
I don't know how to answer, because I can always think of a way to do it, and even if I can't think of it, someone will always help me.
But... It's just me, I've always been the one who holds the power, even if I'm sometimes at a disadvantage, it's not that I don't have a chance to gain an advantage at all, and Su Xiaomeng... Indeed, as she said, she is just an ordinary person.
She said with a sad expression: "You don't understand what it's like to be so strange and cold when everything around you has become so strange and cold, and you can walk alone on an empty street with street lights on but no one living there." ”
"I... Stuck there... I..."Su Xiaomeng couldn't say any more, she broke away from my already weak arms, threw herself into my arms and hugged me and cried like crazy: "It's terrible, it's so lonely, I don't want to be like that, I don't want to be alone, I'm cowardly, I'm incompetent, I'm useless, I can't solve it, I don't want to be like that, please, please, help me, I don't want them to die... I don't want to... And just disappear..."At the end, the crying and shouting were quiet, and she hung limply on me, as if the hysteria had exhausted all her strength.
The sound of the basketball slapping, the sound of the basketball hitting the ground, the sound of the basketball hitting the basket, the sound of the basketball players talking have all stopped, and the sound of unknown insects chirping in the grass has also stopped at this moment.
A boy walked over, I looked at him in confusion, I was in a trance at the moment, I had never felt such a strong despair and the so-called "helplessness", the boy touched his head a little embarrassed, and the other finger pointed to Su Xiaomeng in my arms, and whispered: "Dude, although I don't know what happened, but now... It's better for you to hold her tight. ”
"I don't know what's going on, but she's crying so sadly, give her a sense of security..."
"That's right, that brother, she needs you very much now, you must hold on tight!" The other shouted from afar.
They kept comforting me.
The words of these people were like thunder, completely waking me up at a loss, I looked at them deeply, nodded vigorously at them, or at the unknown existence, and said gratefully: "Thank you, I understand." ”
Those people laughed, turned around and went to play basketball again, I looked at the gloomy weather, somehow, I suddenly had an impulse, and then said to Su Xiaomeng: "Let's go to enjoy the moon?" ”
She gave me a blank look, blinked, and didn't react, I laughed, picked her up in a princess position, and ran to the tallest building in the school, despite her exclamations.
I don't know where the impetus for me to do this came from, probably... It was the incomparably warm thing that had just come from the bottom of her heart.
I gave her that warmth, and I had a double share of warmth, one of which I already had, and the other part of hers.