Chapter 140: Sewers (6)

Yongxiu's eyes slowly moistened, her face flushed, and she muttered, "No, no." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Xi'er, I ...... I...... I've always loved you......"

"Ha~ha~!" My heart ached "Love me, what a love me, you really love me!" Haha~ Then why did you secretly give me a ghost Gu? ”

My heart trembled, Ghost Gu?! It turned out that Yongxi's Gu poison was actually given to him by his mother. I suddenly couldn't accept it, how could a mother poison her child so much?

After saying this. My gaze turned to Yongxiu. Hopefully she'll explain what the hell is going on.

Yongxiu lowered her head and didn't say a word, just kept shedding tears.

Seeing her reflection, I felt an indescribable emotion welling up in me. It was a feeling of heart death, and the presence of the heart was no longer felt.

"I get it, it's my fault. After studying psychology for so many years, I should have seen it through a long time ago. I'm so stupid that I've been thinking of all sorts of reasons to excuse you. In fact, my soul has long been devoured, and it should have disappeared and merged with the ghost Gu a long time ago. But I have always been reluctant to leave, borrowing the body of the next person who is in the Gu just to hear you explain clearly.

You know when Grandma Chen Wanqiu told me that the ghost Gu on my body was given to me by you. How painful my heart was, a hundred times more painful than a man cutting off my flesh with a knife. I have always been unable to believe the fact that you are an organization that loves you and even uses me, I can understand. But I really can't understand that you are doing me so hard. Do you know how painful I was in the last month of my life? It's a feeling that life is worse than death, and it's all thanks to you!!

Ha~Ha~! At the time, I wondered if you were being persecuted by them. But today, it seems that it is because I think too much, not because of them! It was you who took the initiative to give me Gu. Ha ha! Okay, okay, okay, I get it......"

My voice grew smaller and smaller, and gradually, I felt Yongxi's soul begin to detach from my body.

"Yongxi, don't go! It was the mother who was wrong. Yongxiu burst into tears and let out a hysterical cry.

My mind flashed the picture of Yongxiu and Yongxi getting along. In "my" memory, this is the first time Yongxiu apologized to Yongxi.

"It's just that Yongxi can't hear this apology anymore, because I can't feel his presence anymore."

It has been said that justice may be late, but it will never be absent. But if this person has not seen justice when he is alive, how much does late justice mean to him? The apology in Yongxiu's mouth is as long overdue as justice. Yongxi slowly walked away, and he couldn't hear the apology. What is the use of such an apology? It's just that we, the bystanders, sigh and rejoice for the deceased, and this apology has finally come.

Yongxiu cried for a long time before slowly calming down her mood and said, "I have been brainwashed by [Blood Droplets] since I was a child. became insensitive, and these years of getting along with my son day and night, although very happy. But I never took him to heart. When they asked me to use extreme methods and ask Yongxi to help us get the [Heavenly Master Seal]. Although I hesitated, I still gave Yongxi a ghost Gu. Maybe it was a bad conscience, but I was very nice to him in those days. Yongxi was very moved, and worked very hard to do all kinds of bad things for [Blood Droplets]. But when he asked Fang Jun to find out Chen Wanqiu's whereabouts, he flatly refused. At that time, I was extremely angry and tried to torture him in every way.

I thought I didn't love him, I just used him as a pawn. But when he did leave me, I realized that I loved him so much. I started to have insomnia, and my mind was full of him. I began to reflect on what I had done. I was really wrong, a mess wrong. I don't deserve to be a mother, I'm not a thing......"

Li Ming stood aside and looked at Yongxiu dumbfounded, with an expression of disbelief: "Shouldn't a mother love her son the most?" How could she treat her son like this. ”

To be honest, it's a hard thing to accept. In our society, the vast majority of mothers love their children and treat them as a part of their lives. Of course, there are also some cold-blooded parents, such as those reported by the news media before, some people strangled their children to death, and some people sold their children.

Of course, such mothers are still very rare. I'm thinking, Yongxi's mother, Yongxiu is also like most mothers, who regard their children as a part of their lives. She was just blinded by the so-called "faith" and never found out.

Faith is a respectable and terrible thing, and it can sometimes make you not afraid of life and death, and fight for the national righteousness; Sometimes, it can make you hurt yourself, hurt others, and take it for granted in your heart.

Yongxiu has lived in the small world of the seriously deformed song [Blood Drops] since she was a child, and has been constantly brainwashed by members of this social group. So Yongxiu was "kitsch", and her heart became a hard stone.

Maybe Yongxi's actions had already melted the ice in her heart, but she didn't want to believe it. When her son was gone, she realized how much she loved him. She tried hard to keep time with her son, so she kept so many Yongxi things in this place, so when I said earlier that Yongxi was unbearable, she would desperately defend it.

But she still didn't fully realize her mistake and her true feelings for her son, until Yongxi hysterically finished shouting her innermost words. Yongxiu really broke the "kitsch" and rethought.

I know that at this moment, she has completely lost trust in [Blood Droplets]. It's just that it's not the best time to ask her, and it's time to give her a little buffer.

Thinking of this, I squatted down and gently wiped the teardrops on her cheeks with a tissue, "You know what? Before leaving, Yongxi told me that he had never had a chance to wipe his mother's tears. I'll wipe it for Yongxi once today. ”

Before Yongxi left, she didn't say anything like that to me.

It takes a long time for a person to have their faith shattered and then find a new one. But I can't wait that long, what I'm going to do now is just add fuel to the fire, speed up her buffer.

"Thank you!" Yongxiu lowered her head and made a hoarse voice.

At this moment, Yongxiu is almost completely at ease and wary of us.

"Alas!" I let out a long sigh.

"I know you don't want to say anything about the Blooddrops. But after all, you are Yongxi's mother, and I don't embarrass you. Let's go! With that, I found the end of the rope. Slowly unraveled.

"Qiu Ci, are you crazy? Just let her go? Li Ming rushed up with a brisk step.