"Hahahaha" When my fist landed on Brother Masakawa's chin, he responded to me with such a burst of laughter.

A gust of autumn wind blows in the middle of the alley, kicking up dust, whirling and engulfing our figures.

I can't describe the heartache, I can't believe why I would throw a fist at Brother Zhengchuan one day, and I can even accept his emotional betrayal, such as watching Master expel me from the mountain gate.

But I can't accept it anyway, he denies my relationship with him in the past.

"Get up." I got up from Brother Masakawa's body, grabbed him by the collar, and tried to drag him off the ground.

"Hahaha" He let me drag his collar, still laughing wildly, tears in the corners of his eyes.

I forcibly dragged him up and put him on my shoulder, my throat ached as if I had just cried unbridledly, so that my voice was low and dry: "Brother Zhengchuan, do you know? You're like a puddle of mud right now. ”

"Haha" he laughed, his voice getting quieter, and he began to choke.

"But even if it's a pile of mud, since you've been met by me, don't think I'll let you go." As I spoke, I helped him forward.

He began to choke and numb as he walked along with me.

Zhuang Jing followed behind us, following in unison.

I didn't take him to the headquarters of Huo Nie's house, but found a bathhouse, so I took him in, I gave the waiter a sum of money, and asked him to help us buy two clean clothes, Zhuang Jing waited outside a little helplessly, but I couldn't take care of her.

In the steaming mist, I silently helped Brother Zhengchuan wash his head, wiped his back and said nothing, let me do this, I was silent.

Time passed too fast, once in the mountain gate, he also helped me wash my hair, rubbing my back just in the process, we will all fight, talking and laughing often provoked the master wearing a short white shirt, so he rushed in and scolded us, 'Two little rabbit cubs, if you don't come out again, I will punish you for your evening class.' ”

And is it true that when people grow up, this true happiness will also pass with the years?

But I think that Brother Zhengchuan is by his side, which is extremely reassuring.

I brought a set of razors to help him shave, and he didn't resist me suddenly looking up, seeing a flash of softness in his eyes, I continued to look down and help him shave.

I know, in fact, there are many things, and he has not forgotten.

After some tidying up, when Brother Zhengchuan came out of the bathroom, he already had a bit of the style of the year, but time has passed, his temperament has changed greatly, and it is definitely impossible to be the white-clothed boy of the year, and there are more vicissitudes that belong to mature men.

I hugged Brother Zhengchuan tightly, for fear that if he was not careful, he would run away again.

After a while, however, he became much calmer, and although he was still silent, he no longer had that agitated feeling, and just followed me.

Zhuang Jing was still waiting outside, and when she saw us coming out, she strode over.

Seeing Brother Zhengchuan like this, Zhuang Jing's eyes lit up obviously, and a fool could see that it contained too deep emotions, but it was a pity that Brother Zhengchuan didn't have any reaction at all.

"Hungry, let's eat." I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and I also had a feeling that I couldn't put it into words, so I simply said a word to break the atmosphere.

Zhuang Jing nodded, and Brother Zhengchuan gave a rare 'um'.

I found a restaurant with a good reputation here, booked a private room, ordered food and three people ate silently in the room, halfway through the meal, I panicked, regardless of Zhuang Jing's prevention, and asked the waiter to bring a bottle of 5o degrees of spirits.

I'll fill it for myself, and I'll pour it for Brother Zhengchuan.

I didn't deliberately respect him, I just picked it up and it myself, and Brother Zhengchuan followed without a word.

I continued to pour, and if I continued to drink, Brother Zhengchuan continued to drink.

After three glasses of wine, a hot breath rushed up from my stomach, and my red-faced Brother Zhengchuan's eyes began to be a little dazed again.

We didn't come early, and after eating for a while, there was no one in the lobby.

The sound of a burst of music came, accompanied by the introduction of the host on TV: "This song is not a song created for love. It's a song that the singer created when he went south to see his brother. Strictly speaking, this is a song written by a singer to his brother. ”

'When the train drove into this strange city, it was a neon that I had never seen before, I opened the letter you sent me when I parted, and suddenly I felt extremely longing for the city that never sleeps in the winter without seeing the snow, I heard someone cheering, someone crying, no one ever told you that I love you very much, whether anyone ever cried in your diary, whether someone ever told you that I care'

The song carries an indescribable sadness, and a special loneliness when people are adrift, and at such times they will miss their relatives and their brothers' deep love for them in their hearts.

One by one, it seemed to be sung into my heart, and I drank cup after cup, drinking very quickly.

Brother Zhengchuan also followed me, and he was also very anxious.

When the singing finally ended, I finally put down the glass, I already had 5 points of alcohol, and the words choked in my throat only became one word: "Second brother"

Brother Zhengchuan was silent, poured himself a large glass of wine, and suddenly said in an inaudible voice: "Third child, I always thought you were still a child." It's always the same impulsive teenager on his face. We've been apart for too long, and you've matured. ”

At that moment, my hands trembled a little, although it was just an ordinary emotion, but it meant that he finally recognized me and began to face himself.

"What was born? all these years. "I asked very directly, without the slightest hint of mudding.

What I originally wanted to ask was Master? It's just that I don't dare to ask, and I don't really want to know anything anymore, all I care about is what happened to the incident, which made Brother Zhengchuan look like this.

Brother Zhengchuan didn't say anything, but drank three glasses in a row.

His face finally flushed a little, it seemed that he had drunk better than me over the years, and he whispered, "Zhuang Jing, you go out first." I'll talk to the third child for a while. ”

After all, the matter of the mountain gate is the matter of the mountain gate, and the mountain gate has always had only the master, and he and I will always remember this.

Zhuang Jing seemed reluctant to leave, and looked at Brother Zhengchuan with some reluctance, but Brother Zhengchuan did not respond In the end, Zhuang Jing only lowered her eyes, covered up her sad eyes in a little panic, bit her lower lip, stood up and went out.

Looking at Zhuang Jing's back, I couldn't help but think of a sentence.

'When I met you I became very low, low, down to the dust, but my heart rejoiced. A thousand words are not worth a willingness, but there is only one thing behind the willingness, and that is love.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that the private room was a little stuffy, so I picked up the cup and drank two cups in a row.

Zhuang Jing had already gone out, and Brother Zhengchuan lit a cigarette and spoke: "Don't blame the master for helping you get out of the mountain gate back then, and don't blame me for why I suddenly lost love to you." There is a reason for this, and you especially don't blame Master. ”

I looked down and listened.

"You know that old man rarely gets sick, and he packed up the two of us like a cow! Nor is the prime of life stronger than him. After you left, he fell seriously ill. Brother Zhengchuan's tone was a little faint, and behind the smoke was a pair of sad eyes.

"What? Master is sick. "This is the last memory I want to face, and I have repeatedly told myself to be calm.

But when I heard that the old man was sick, my heart throbbed suddenly.

"Yes, I'm sick and verbose, and it's only been a month of trouble and trouble to get better. His temperament, how can an illness defeat him? Don't worry, it's just that after it's okay, I like to drink more lazily on the corridor, and I get drunk and confused, and I have asked me several times where you have been. Brother Zhengchuan spat out a puff of smoke.

It's like spitting out pictures of memories, I suddenly saw the master in a daze, sleeping on the corridor, Brother Zhengchuan entered the hall from the side, he asked: "Zhengchuan, where is the third kid who is wild?" ”

My eyes were very sore, I rubbed them desperately a few times, and they were still a little annoying.

"He misses you, though he wants to be casual and tries to hide it as best he can. But whether he is a cultivator or not, he is still a person, right? It's human, and there's no way to hide your true feelings. "Brother Zhengchuan finally has some love, but the cigarette in his hand is also burning to the end.

I silently tipped one into his mouth, then lit one myself and took a deep sip.

"And the one who understands Master the most is definitely me." Taking another puff of his cigarette, Brother Zhengchuan paused, the head in front of his forehead was already very long, and as he paused, he lowered his head to cover his eyes, I couldn't see his feelings clearly, I could only hear his low words.

"I have repeatedly told myself that it is for your own good to drive you out of the mountain gate. We still have a lot of work to do, and a lot of trouble to face. But it's still human, isn't it? He didn't say the rest of the word.

Because I have said before that no matter who is in this world, good people or bad people, as long as they have real feelings for someone, they can't hide it.

But I frowned, and in my sourness, I grasped a key sentence.

Is it for my own good?

Brother Zhengchuan's voice is still in my ears: "I can't hide behind the mountain gate that day, it rains, and watch your back as you go down the mountain." I always feel like I've left you behind. This feeling has lingered all these years. ”

My tears rolled down in an instant.

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