Chapter 639: Choice (2nd Update)

"I'm telling the truth, Qiu Shasha is not only beautiful, but I have a good impression of her since I first met her, she is different from you, she can be by my side all the time, and most importantly, she can help my family inherit the lineage...... "I watched Rushuang say the most heart-wrenching words in my life, I knew that the words "inheritance" would deeply hurt Rushuang, but I still said it, because I didn't want her to have a little sympathy for me at this time.

What I need now is not the sympathy of others, but I want to find a corner where there is no one and cry, why does God torture me so much, so that I always think that I am Tang Yanlan, the man An Rushuang loves the most.

What did I do wrong, that God was going to play with me like this, and that it was so unfair to me?

Sure enough, after Rushuang heard my words, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and she even looked at me with a look of disappointment.

"Thirteen, you ......"

"Rushuang, you don't need to say it, in fact, I'm quite happy now, because I can finally be separated from you without a little psychological burden, and I can finally pursue the woman I really like, I really like Qiu Shasha." As I spoke, I stretched out my hand and took Qiu Shasha, who was standing beside me, in my arms.

Rushuang looked at me, biting her lower lip with tears in her eyes, and finally nodded and turned around.

At this time, Tang Yanlan, who had been waiting for her opposite, opened her mouth and said:

"Rushuang, we should go, I have a lot of things to say to you, and you have a lot to say to me, right?"

"Okay, I'll go with you." Rushuang said and walked towards Tang Yanlan's side, I watched them walk together, and walked to the door of this ancient building, but I felt that they were really a good match, at least better than being with me.

At the moment when she went out, Rushuang suddenly stopped, looked back at me and said seriously:

"Thirteen, I don't care if what you just said to me is true or false, but my feelings for you are true, when I love you, I never have anyone else in my heart, no one."

"But now he's coming to you, and you've made your choice." I held Qiu Shasha's hand, I couldn't help but tremble, I wanted to take my hand back, I wanted to tell Rushuang that I have always loved her in my heart, and I can't leave her at all, but there is an invisible force in my heart that has always controlled me and kept me going on like this......

"Yes, I made a choice, Thirteen, I'm sorry......" Rushuang left me a word of sorry, and walked out of the wooden house with Tang Yanlan, and my heart, at the same moment, fell to the ground, fell to pieces, and fell apart.

I know that for more than a thousand years, she has loved the same man in her heart, but unfortunately, that man is not me.

"Like frost, I ...... In my life, I have no other skills, but I love you with a clear conscience. I looked at the back of Rushuang who had walked away and whispered.

After Rushuang followed Tang Yanlan away, I stood in place like a down-and-out wild dog, I could no longer restrain my feelings, I only felt that the bitter bile rushed to my mouth, my nose was sour, and tears began to rise.

I wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, I looked at the direction where the frost disappeared in a daze, my heart rolled up and down, my internal organs seemed to move my position, a kind of grief that I had never experienced before surrounded me, as if my whole body was evacuated, I only felt that my eyes were dark, my feet were soft, and the whole person fell to the ground......

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In a daze, hazy, I suddenly found myself in a white mist, all around me there was silence, and there was no sound except for my footsteps, and I walked blindly in one direction.

As I walked, I suddenly heard a woman's voice calling me, as if ...... It seems to be like frost!!

As soon as I heard Rushuang's voice, I immediately ran in the direction where the voice came from, shouting her name as I ran.

When I walked through the fog, the front suddenly became brightly lit, and I stood there and took a closer look, this place was familiar to me, it was the night market street I took Rushuang to last time.

The sound of frost also disappeared at this time, although the lights in the whole night market were bright, but there was no one, I walked into this night market alone, and suddenly I saw a woman with long hair sitting there on one of the stalls, looking at the back, she seemed to be like frost!

With joy in my heart, I hurriedly ran towards her, and when I got closer, I reached out and patted the woman lightly on the shoulder:

"Rushuang, why are you here alone?"

When the woman heard my voice, she slowly turned her head, and to my surprise and surprise, it was also a face that was too beautiful to speak, but she was not like frost, but Qiu Shasha's mother, Hongyan.

"Zuo Thirteen, I've been looking for you for a long time, and finally let me wait for you." Hongyan sneered and slowly stood up from the table, then suddenly reached out and grabbed my chest with five fingernails of his right hand.

I tried to dodge, but I couldn't move as if I had been filled with lead, and I could only watch as the nail on Red Smoke's right hand pierced my chest......

"Ah~!!" I shouted and snapped my eyes open, and sat up at once, and I was greeted by a blurry white, and after a few seconds, I gradually saw a white wall in front of my eyes.

"Whew~ It turned out to be a dream...... I shook my head to myself, looked around, and found myself lying in a hospital room at the moment, surrounded by the smell of disinfectant.

The room was empty, and if I hadn't heard the occasional hurried footsteps in the hallway outside, I would have thought I was in the last days.

At this moment, the door was pushed open, and I saw Qiu Shasha and Zhao Man walking in together with something in their hands.

When I saw Zhao Man wearing a mask, I suddenly remembered that she had been with us before, but when she met Ji Honghua and Xia Linxuan, she never saw it, the situation was crisis, we even forgot about her, and now when I saw her, I suddenly reacted, where did Zhao Man go alone during the period when she was separated from us?

Of course, while thinking of these things, I also thought of Rushuang who was taken away by Tang Yanlan, I really hope that all this is a dream, and everything has passed after sleeping, and Rushuang will still be by my side.

However, reality tells me that this is not a dream.

"Thirteen, when did you wake up?" After Qiu Shasha saw me sitting on the bed, she hurriedly approached me and asked.

I looked at Qiu Shasha and then glanced at Zhao Man, and immediately asked them:

"How long have I passed out?"

"It's been almost a day." Zhao Man said to me.

"Rushuang she、Is she gone?" I asked, a little more fancy in my mind.

After Qiu Shasha and Zhao Man heard my words, the two of them looked at each other, and Qiu Shasha bit her lip and said to me:

"Yes, she left with Tang Yanlan last night."

Qiu Shasha's words were like poison, penetrating my skin and flesh, reaching my heart, making me tremble.

Love is a chronic poison that occurs when two people who are together break up, and I am now hopeless......

"Thirteen, why don't you keep Rushuang? I can see that she is reluctant to let you go too. Qiu Shasha looked at me and asked.

"If it were you, would you keep it?" I raised my head and looked at Qiu Shasha and asked rhetorically.

Qiu Shasha was stopped by my words, and looked at me in silence for a while before she spoke:

"Well, I don't know what to do...... But aren't you feeling bad now? ”

I turned my head to look out the window, and there was a harsh warm sun shining in, but my heart was still cold:

"I always thought I was Tang Yanlan, I always thought that Rushuang loved me, but when the truth came, I was at a loss, I really didn't know what I should do, I really didn't want to be separated from her, I really loved her, I loved her very much......" The more I talked, the more difficult it was to control my emotions, and I couldn't help yelling.

There is a kind of love, knowing that there is no way ahead, but the heart has long been unable to take it back. I fulfilled her, but I couldn't fulfill myself, and I couldn't let myself go......