When talking about this, Xiaomi put down the teacup and looked up at the ceiling and sighed, is it the helplessness of life turned into a sigh, or is the worldly law making life helpless, at least it was difficult for me to read her eyes at that moment.

"I thought that the incident would come to an end, but I thought that Chang Tao actually came into my life, and he was still so calm and easy.

On my first day on the job after my cast removed, my desk was piled up with fiery roses and a valuable set of skincare products, and in the midst of everyone's suspicion, I turned out a card in the bouquet, "Your helplessness intoxicates me, so please be kind to yourself." ”

I hatefully threw the bouquet and cards into the trash can in the office, but I was reluctant to throw away the box of skin care products, because "Diana" in the office secretly told me that this thing should be enough to cover my two months' salary. Whatever the purpose of "Diana", at least I read in her eyes the envy that no material substance can replace.

Oh, I forgot to mention, "Diana" was fighting to the death with the junior who was preparing to take the throne at that time, youth is fleeting, her face is easy to age, and "Diana", who is no longer young, has not received a decent gift for a long time. When Xian Mi said this, there was a very contemptuous pleasure in her eyes.

"When I got off work with that set of skin care products, Chang Tao was already waiting there, but this time he drove a white Infiniti, and after seeing me come out, Chang Tao cynically opened the co-pilot's door and beckoned me in.

I think the best thing I should have done at that time was to pick up the set of skin care products in my hand and slam it on his face, you are great if you are rich! If you have money, you can run to the old lady! But what I actually did was to sit in the co-pilot's seat. Later, I kept thinking that I would do that, maybe it was my vanity, maybe it was to show the female colleagues in the company with facts, or maybe I was tired of the stagnant life at that time, in short, I still haven't been able to find a satisfactory answer to this day.

It was also from that day that I was exposed to a different kind of life. The first is to dress up, then to talk and behave, and zuihou is the standard by which things are measured. I've been changing anyway, but I haven't noticed it.

It's not wrong to say that Chang Tao is a rich second generation, but in him, I don't feel the problems of those rich second generations. His cars are all at home and from the company, and he also goes to work in his family business every day, and his daily expenses are all earned by his own hard work.

I've also been to where he stays and it's clean. With snow-white walls and snow-white sheets and quilt covers, it can be seen that Chang Tao is a man with a habit of cleanliness. His bookshelf is full of CDs and DVDs, mostly Gothic heavy metal music and war movies.

He just likes excitement, drag racing, jumping, eating all kinds of different tastes of food, when money has become a number, people lack the initial motivation, and the rest is to use various stimuli to satisfy the emptiness in the heart.

No matter what others think, at least for me, he is an excellent man, as good as Li Miaoming, but the excellence is different.

During this period, Li Miaoming just watched silently, and did not come forward to stop it, maybe in his opinion, this kind of ending is not a good thing for me, the main reason why I hate him is also because of this, he will always measure others with his thinking, does he think that the destination of haode is really haode for me?

Since I met Chang Tao, I began to be unwilling to live that kind of dull life, and I began to ask Li Miaoming to give me a future, even if it was just a house. But at that time, he really couldn't give it, and every time I questioned him, he smiled at me, and then fell silent, which made me even more angry.

I forgot that when I was sick, there was no one around me who cared about me, only him who took care of me all the time; I also forgot that when I cried and was weak, he could be by my side to give me courage and give me liliang; I forgot that he got up early with a glass of milk and a bowl of black sesame paste at midnight.

One of the things that my colleague in the company who was the leader of the junior often said to me was that she was a woman, and no one should pretend to be pure. Now that I think about it, it's really a summary of life, when I was poor, I was favored by others, and when I was full-fledged, I picked up my feathers and spread my wings and flew high, and when I met outsiders, I had to analyze human nature, find all kinds of reasons to excuse myself, and pretend to be like this, when did I become so unbearable?

I had only one fight with Li Miaoming, and that was the day I came back from Anshan at 3 a.m., and he waited for me all night at the door. I vaguely remember that he was very angry, but he was always like this, even if he was angry, he would not raise his voice an octave, but kept telling me that girls should be self-respecting, not too self-indulgent, and learn how to protect themselves and so on.

I thought he had ruined my day, so I got into a big fight with him, slammed the door and left. As a result, that night, he waited at the door of my company on an electric car, holding a bouquet of roses and a ring in his hand for the first time.

But he didn't know that Chang Tao was also waiting for me that day, but Chang Tao was still looking for me to hang out with him, instead of proposing. Two equally good men give me a headache, and I can't make a choice, like a red rose and a white rose. Millet paused and took a sip of the warmed tea.

Zhang Ailing once said: Maybe every man has had two women like this, at least two. married a red rose, and over time, the red one changed to a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one was still the bright moonlight in front of the bed; married a white rose, the white one is a grain of rice sticky on the clothes, but the red one is a cinnabar mole on the heart.

This paragraph is now replaced by a woman to choose two men, these two men can be compared to a fabric sofa and a solid wood sofa, choose a fabric sofa, over time, will become lazy, slack, in the bottom of my heart will always fantasize that if I bought a set of solid wood sofas, now I will not be different, at least not so lazy; Choosing a solid wood sofa, in a long time, you have to sit in a decent manner, can not have the slightest relaxation, otherwise it will make your body ache, at that time, I began to think that I should have chosen the fabric sofa, at least rolling on it is also haode, it is better than such a static sitting posture.

Speaking of which, the ancients were still smart, with a sentence "A wife is not as good as a concubine, a concubine is not as good as a maid, a maid is not as good as stealing, and stealing is better than stealing." "It is interpreted that what you can't get is always the most haode, but Xiaomi's situation can be said to be what you get, and you always don't know how to cherish it.

to be continued