"The tea is cold, I'll go get you a hot one." Xiaomi smiled at me and handed me the teacup in his hand, in fact, I just wanted to interrupt the other party, if I continued, I was afraid that I would be very uncomfortable, because Xiaomi is like the third child, and she will never get her true love, not because of choice, but her fate.

When I handed her back the teacup again, she began to tell the original story, "These two men knew each other's existence, but they never met, nor did they pierce this layer of window paper in front of me, and I always wanted to avoid this happening, but what should come will always come, and I can't avoid it."

I've figured it out now, these two men are yin enough, and being a knowing bystander is more comfortable than being an authority, and they are both waiting for my final choice.

When Li Miaoming walked towards me with flowers in his hand and was about to kneel down on one knee, what was waiting for him was not my touch, but Chang Tao's old punch.

Li Miaoming knew who the other party was from the moment he got up, and for the sake of the dignity of the man and for me, he began to fight back. But he is not Chang Tao's opponent at all, because he is a son, he doesn't worry about money, in his spare time, in addition to looking for excitement is fitness, in the face of such an opponent, Li Miaoming couldn't even support it for a minute, and he was knocked to the ground by others.

Although Chang Tao is very crazy, he is still very personable, and after defeating the opponent, he stopped attacking and stood aside waiting for my choice.

Faced with two pairs of hot eyes, I chose the weak Li Miaoming, not because of sympathy, but because he really needs me at the moment.

I stood between the two and opened my arms at Chang Tao, for fear that he would make a move to hurt Li Miaoming. After Chang Tao saw the result, he just smiled contemptuously at Li Miaoming and returned to the car with the attitude of a winner.

Just as I was about to help Li Miaoming up, he slapped me hard and told me to get out, saying that he didn't need my sympathy and pity. My tears swirled in the circles under my eyes, but I tried my best not to let the tears flow, so I continued to support Li Miaoming up, and the other party desperately didn't let me touch him, and then dropped the rose and left.

Chang Tao had been waiting for me in the car and had done nothing, but I knew that it was impossible to go with Chang Tao tonight anyway, because it would be too big a blow for Li Miaoming. What's more, Chang Tao and I are just friends, nothing has happened, I am just greedy for a moment of vanity, a moment of excitement, but I was really hard to argue at the time, and I couldn't wash it away when I jumped into the Yellow River.

I went to Li Miaoming's rented place to wait for him to come back, about early in the morning, Li Miaoming opened the door drunkenly with a wine bottle, and saw me with teary eyes, he cried, crying like a helpless child, I put his head on my lap, and let Li Miaoming's tears wet my pants over and over again.

Chang Tao didn't show up for a long time after that, this person seemed to disappear from my shijie, and I went back to the days when I was with Li Miaoming at the beginning, the difference is that there is a small rift between me and Li Miaoming.

Both of us avoided talking about Chang Tao for fear that the temporary peace would be destroyed, so the two of us communicated less and less, and when we arrived in Zuihou, we were left to eat and sleep. I knew that I had made a mistake first, and I couldn't explain my relationship with Chang Tao to Li Miaoming in time, and the only thing I can do at the moment is to try to make up for the mistakes I have made, but I feel very tired and futile.

In the twentieth month, Li Miaoming had a long talk with me, and he said that he couldn't give me what I wanted, and hoped that we would get together and disperse. After finishing speaking, he handed me a bank card, the password was my birthday, and there was 20,000 yuan in it, which was all Li Miaoming's savings in the past few years, but I couldn't accept it.

I'm not a cheap prostitute, 1,000 yuan a month, on average, 33 yuan a day, Li Miaoming, Li Miaoming, where in the world is there such a cheap nanny, all the wages I earn are subsidized for the family, and I also chat, eat and live together, and entrust you with my first and lifelong happiness, you actually use money to measure, count me blind.

I didn't ask for the bank card, but slammed it on his face, then packed all my belongings, gathered three large boxes, and left resolutely.

Standing on the deserted streets, my anger began to be replaced by sadness, and tears flowed down my face. In this city, I have no relatives, not even a close friend, and I really don't know where to go.

Just when I was crying in the dark, the strong light of the car hit me, and it was none other than Chang Tao sitting in the car. He still dragged me and didn't say anything, and forcibly loaded my luggage into his SUV, and Zuihou helped me into the car and back to his accommodation.

I was amazed that he would appear so coincidentally, and Chang Tao's explanation actually made me feel a little moved.

"I'll pay someone to keep an eye on you!" This is his explanation, which is too in line with his personality, which saves time and effort, and he definitely understands the weakness of Li Miaoming as a man.

In this way, I naturally became Chang Tao's woman, but I no longer have any capital to get married. Fortunately, the other party is very good to me, and he doesn't pay attention, but sometimes he is too childish.

After living with Chang Tao for a month, Li Miaoming came to me again, saying that he couldn't leave me, that he was wrong, and hoped that I would forgive him.

I really want to tell him, Li Miaoming, you used to be an indispensable existence in my life, but you buried this relationship with your own hands, I'm sorry, the man I used to love the most, I'm going to start over, and I hope you can cheer up too.

But I didn't say anything, just shook my head, and looked at the other person's already bloodshot eyes that opened wider in horror, and then tears flowed down my face.

A year later, I heard that Li Miaoming got married, after all, the circle of friends between the two of us still intersected, the bride was very bad in all aspects, at least compared to me, maybe Li Miaoming was tired, maybe the bride fell in love with Li Miaoming who was as desolate as water as I was at the beginning.

After another six months, it will be eighteen months, this is the limitation of the shelf life of aiqing, I spend all day in fear, for fear that Chang Tao will also leave me, and the unhappiness that simply happened is some small thing, which makes me feel very gratified.

During that time, I accompanied Chang Tao to start looking at the house, going to choose jewelry together, studying where to go for the honeymoon if I got married, and so on all the time, and even for me, he had a big fight with his parents, but fortunately his parents loved him very much and respected his opinion.

Just when I felt that happiness was about to come, Chang Tao uncharacteristically threw me a bank card one night, which was enough to buy me a small house in the city. Millet smiled helplessly, her eyes full of loneliness.

to be continued