Chapter 2 Start Again
As the fire rekindled, the cave gradually became warmer.
The sound of 'trickling' water rang in my ears, and a warm towel wiped the wound on my face and forehead, and wiped away the tears I had just shed.
I heard the sound of the hot soup 'clanging', the aroma of the tumbling bones in the soup, and the smell of barbecue, but it was not choking, because the big stone blocking the door opened a corner, and the cold wind outside the cave blew away the smoke in the cave.
It's a taste of being alive, and it's so good.
My mind gradually calmed down, and I never thought that thousands of years ago, someone left me an opportunity to solve today's crisis.
Say that I am deeply in love, and it is inevitable that I will not be robbed by love? But among the beings in it, which one of them has not been deeply entrusted?
Thinking like this, I slowly opened my eyes, who is it not Brother Zhengchuan in front of me?
Before, he had stopped me like a fierce fight, but now he still had a bruise on his face, and his clothes were dirty, and he was even torn in several places.
He has always loved cleanliness the most, almost a person with a habit of cleanliness, but at this time he didn't notice himself at all, just concentrating on cleaning the scars on my body with a hot and humid cloth.
Before, I was almost naked because I had to smear my whole body with essence and blood, but at this moment, my body was also covered with clothes, and it was very warm.
Brother Zhengchuan's face was a little haggard, and I didn't know that I had been in a coma for a few days, but in short, his face was already slaggy.
And his eyes were so red that he didn't know if it was because he cried or because he was too tired.
The warm handkerchief was once again on my neck, and Brother Zhengchuan was about to wipe it for me again, but suddenly saw me wake up.
There was a hint of surprise in his eyes, then a little panic, and finally a sadness that could not be concealed.
"Senior Nie Nie?" He tried to scream, but the movement of his hand was stiff, and even if he resisted, I saw a little tear in his eye.
My throat is very dry, after integrating the two lives, there is a deep sense of exhaustion, but Brother Zhengchuan's sadness is like hitting my chest, the kind of madness I just now, I'm afraid it makes him worry, thinking of this, I endured the discomfort, I also whispered: "Brother Zhengchuan"
As soon as my words fell, I saw Brother Zhengchuan's lips trembling, looking at me almost in disbelief, and before I could say the next sentence, I felt two points of warmth fall on my face.
I couldn't be sure, and a choked voice came into my ears: "You, are you the third?" No, do you remember that you are Ye Zhengling? ”
I endured my thirst and said word by word; "Tang Zhengchuan, Ye Zhengling, aren't you senior brothers when you hear it?"
"The third child!" Before I could react, I heard Brother Zhengchuan suddenly roar, put down the handkerchief in his hand, and a big man squatted in front of me like this, crying hoarsely.
I didn't know what to say, and I had an urge to cry, but in the end, I just struggled to get up and patted Brother Zhengchuan's shoulder heavily.
He choked up, calmed down for a long time, and just said, "I thought I almost lost you." And in this world, I'm about to lose everything. Life may be a constant loss, but that kind of pain, I really really"
One qiē is just in plain sight.
The firelight jumped in the hole, the cold night was about to pass, and the distant sky was flushed with a hint of blue, which meant that another day was waiting for us to face.
After drinking two bowls of bone broth and eating almost two catties of barbecue, I felt much better.
From Brother Zhengchuan's mouth, I learned that I was in a coma for almost two days, and during this, Brother Zhengchuan didn't dare to leave.
Later, before I was about to wake up, I couldn't help but talk nonsense, my body moved, Brother Zhengchuan estimated that I was going to wake up, and touched my body again, it was so cold that even the fire couldn't bring up the temperature, so I thought about going out to get something to eat and come back.
After all, after such a toss, whether I am Nie Yan or Ye Zhengling, I also need food to replenish my body.
Unexpectedly, after I came back, I saw me waking up and going crazy, and the second time I was in a coma, I didn't stay in a coma for long, it was about two hours before I woke up.
In the conversation, Brother Zhengchuan has always been full of gratitude, he didn't expect that after this time, I can still live as Ye Zhengling, he is prepared for the worst, and his junior brother will disappear completely.
At the end, Brother Zhengchuan looked at me uncertainly and said, "The third child, is it really the third child?" ”
He has asked this question more than ten times in a nervous way, and every time I will tell him a little bit of the past to reassure him.
As he spoke, he gradually showed a hint of sleepiness in his eyes, and he said to me in a daze: "By the way, the third child, there is something I didn't want to tell you, so you should be better." These days, we seem to be living peacefully, but when I go out, I always feel that there is an unusual aura on this mountain, a very scary aura. ”
"Third child, we are very lucky, we have been hiding here, and no one has found out for a few days."
As I spoke, the cigarette in Brother Zhengchuan's hand was about to fall, I took the cigarette in Brother Zhengchuan's hand, turned over a piece of clothing from the luggage and put it on him, and whispered to him: "Yes, we are really lucky, God blesses us." So, you can sleep peacefully, sleep until night, and then we will set off, there are many things waiting for us to deal with. ”
"Huh? Sleep? Yes, I really want to sleep, but I can't sleep until night, I'm afraid of danger. I'll just sleep for a while. "Brother Zhengchuan is completely confused.
With a warm smile on my face, I pressed Brother Zhengchuan next to the fire a little hard, and as soon as he lay down, he could no longer resist the thick sleepiness, and suddenly his breathing became calm and long, and even in less than a minute, there was a slight snoring.
glanced at Brother Zhengchuan, who was asleep, in order to guard me, he hadn't closed his eyes for a few days, even if he was a cultivator, he could be regarded as supporting to an extremely tired point, and it was time to take a good rest.
There is a slight warmth in my heart, life in the world, maybe in the end everything is empty? At the end of the day, being by the side of the people you love and love you is the most reassuring and happy moment, right?
The cigarette I took from Brother Zhengchuan put it on my mouth, and the thick smoke soothed the pain in my heart.
I have completely fused the memories of Nie Yan and Ye Zhengling, and passed the crisis of breaking down or losing a personality, but this does not mean that my heart is also calm.
I am Nie Yan and Ye Zhengling, I just lived two different lives with two different identities, and I took a break in between, which is essentially me.
So, while inheriting the memories of my last life, I also inherited a part of my previous life, including pain, sorrow, and longing.
If there is still some sustenance in this life, what about the past life? The smoke from my mouth blinded my eyes, and in front of my eyes, the figure in white still lingered, the appearance of those little beggars was still clear, the footsteps of the crazy old man holding me were still in my ears, and the last decision of the loving parents still shocked me.
It's just, it's just that I can't find them anymore.
And this kind of pain has no way to talk to anyone, just because I knew before that the farthest distance is time, and people can't find themselves back then, and they can't find them back then.
In my heart, a lot of love is very complicated, even now I have not been unforgettable love, but because of the previous life, like talking about the love of a lifetime, it has been unforgettable.
I still need time to digest these feelings, to face the road I have walked, I can't turn back, I can only continue to walk forward.
Legend has it that important people will meet again, so I look forward to the reappearance of the people I once loved on a certain part of the road.
Thinking of this, I had tears on my face that I could not even perceive, but fortunately, in the midst of the pain, there was also a great sense of comfort that accompanied me.
For example, when I think of my parents in my previous life, I think that my parents in this life are still there.
The younger brothers and sisters in the previous life will think of the senior brothers and best friends in this life
As for the bowls? My eyes are foggy, I don't know what kind of love is controlling me, I don't forget her, but I always think of the Xin Yi who may still be in danger.
I'm going to get something back! I remembered the white fox fur, and the strange chain I had worn since I was a child, the eyeball-like stone on it.
I didn't think it was the last thing left over from the bowls.
And when I think of reality, all kinds of things are remembered, there are still many things to do, but there is not much time left for me to breathe.
Stuck in memories, but sorting out their future path, is the easiest to consume a lot of time, I don't know how long, I just feel that the light outside the cave from blurry to bright, and from bright to blurred, Brother Zhengchuan suddenly woke up, I found that I had been sitting almost the whole day, but I sorted out my various feelings, to adapt to them.
"The third?" Brother Zhengchuan woke up, and there was still an indelible panic on his face.
It wasn't until I gently responded with a 'I'm here' that his expression calmed down.
After eating enough and tidying up again, we finally walked out of the little cave, which seemed like a new cave to me.
And the night was dark, the wind was blowing, and the snow was not stopping.
I stood outside the cave and took the first step, and at that moment, I was in a trance, as if I saw Ye Zhengling thousands of years later and Nie Yan thousands of years ago finally taking a step at the same time.