Who is it? Who's calling me?

In the chaos, I looked around, but it was dark and I couldn't see anything. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Only then did I realize that the sound seemed to come from the depths of my own body.

"Shining, you can't sink any deeper, otherwise, you will lose control. You must not be out of control, otherwise, the situation will be very bad! ”

"Who are you? What does that mean? ”

"Wake up and don't be blinded by hatred, or you won't see anything clearly."

"Yes...... You? ”

It was only at this time that I vaguely judged that the voice that was speaking to me came from the "mysterious man" who was dormant in the depths of my body. It's been a long time since he's spoken, or even a little presence, so I've pretty much ignored his presence.

"If that's the case...... Can you tell me...... Second uncle, why did he do this?! ”

The mysterious man within me has given me many, unique visions, incredible memories. It can be said that he took me into a whole new world, so in my heart, he is omniscient and omnipotent, and I hope he can give me an answer.

The mysterious man was silent for a while, and then said, "I was still completely unconscious when that happened, so I don't know what you want to know. It's up to you to find out the answer. ”

"But no matter what the answer is, the result is the same, isn't it?!"

Aren't they all the same? My parents are gone and will never come back. I felt the tide of anger in my body surging even more, almost bursting my body, and the darkness in my vision grew thicker.

"Shining, do you see clearly, what is he doing?"

"I ......"

Specifically, I really didn't see it clearly, because although the memory of that time was clear, the angle of observation was beyond my control. I really couldn't see exactly what parts of the car he moved, and to be honest, even if I knew what parts he moved, I didn't know what kind of impact those parts would have had on the accident.

But I'm a normal person, I have normal thinking, and if I have normal thinking, I will make basic inferences.

In this world, there is always a cause and an effect. If the second uncle had nothing to do with the death of my parents, I feel that his behavior is simply unexplainable.

"Shining, sometimes, what you see with your eyes is not the truth, not to mention, you don't see it clearly."

The truth...... Is it?

I suddenly felt air rush down my nose and into my lungs, and the feeling of being so inflated that I couldn't help it suddenly relaxed, I choked, and suddenly began to breathe heavily.

Only then did I realize that I seemed to have not breathed for a long time, and my whole body was in a state of lack of oxygen, which is why I felt so painful.

The mysterious man's words suddenly regained my ability to breathe, and fresh oxygen was rapidly delivered to the capillaries of my body, and the darkness in front of me gradually faded.

Faintly, I heard him say, "Shining, go and find it, I will help you, no matter what choice you make......"

Then, I suddenly woke up and saw the anxious face of Lichun sitting in my room.

For many days, my body was so weak that I couldn't function properly. Liqing relieved me of my night work at the bar, and even the cooking was replaced by them, so I only had to take care of the accounts a little, and the rest of the time could be used to rest. I was ashamed of that, so I tried every day to get rid of distractions, not think too much, and try to get better.

But I've found that even if you don't think about some things, over time, your mind will gradually become clearer, just as you will keep thinking about it unconsciously.

I think the mysterious man's words make sense, and what the truth of the matter is, I am not very clear in my mind now. I think one day I'll figure everything out, and at that point, I'll naturally make my own decision.

I think if that inference is correct, it was really the second uncle who killed my parents, then I would become an avenger and use all my time to make the second uncle pay for what he did and seek justice for my unjustly killed parents.

But whatever the truth is, I need to be strong, both mentally and physically. Although my enemy is a human being, he is stronger than demons and monsters in my heart, and if I don't have some strength, I can't defeat him at all.

Just like echoing my gloomy mood, the weather is also gloomy these days, and it has entered the continuous rainy season.

However, the weather really warmed up.

After Qingming, it is Gu Yu. Guyu, as the name suggests, means "sowing grain rain". As the saying goes, "rain gives birth to a hundred grains", and "Qingming breaks the snow, the valley rain breaks the frost", that is to say, at this time, the temperature rises and the rainfall is abundant, which is the period when crops grow vigorously.

The spring rain and the autumn rain give people a different feeling, the autumn rain has the effect of relieving the autumn leaves, and carries a stream of ice that penetrates the bone marrow, so it is easy to cause people to feel sad. However, the smell of moist earth, grass, and the growth of plants and trees contained in the spring rain is not cold at all, so it will give birth to vigorous hope in people's hearts.

I've always felt this way, but this year is different. I originally thought it was caused by my current chaotic mood, but later I found that after the melancholy in that mood, I somehow had a hint of foreboding.

A few days after I returned to my normal work, it was time to welcome Gu Yu. This time the time was very coincidental, the day before the rain was March 15, the sky was clear, and at night, a full moon hung in the night sky.

After finishing dinner as usual and washing the dishes, I grabbed my shopping bag and prepared to go shopping.

There were still two hours before the bar opened, and I was going to use that time to buy some ingredients. During this time, I was weak, I did very little, and I was taken care of by them, and I felt sorry for it. So now that I'm feeling better, I want to do as much as I can.

After 12 o'clock tonight, it was Gu Yu, and the store was usually closed for rest. Guyu customs are something I have never paid attention to, and I think most people like me who grew up in the city will not pay attention to it, because it has almost no influence and traces in our lives. I searched the Internet and found that the customs of this day vary greatly from place to place, but strangely, most of them are centered on "worshipping the gods", as if they are focused on this day to thank the gods.

What is even more strange is that the gods thanked are actually different from place to place, and the difference is so great that it is as if various gods have saved the world on the same day and in different places.

If there really is any origin for this, it must have been a long time ago, and it is not for me to figure out. What I can figure out now is that Gu Yu seems to be used to cooking red bean porridge in many places on this day. All I can do is probably cook a bowl of red bean porridge for Liqing and them at the right time.

It just so happened that the red beans ran out of bean paste last time, and I was ready to hurry up and go to the supermarket to buy some red beans. In addition, there are not many fresh vegetables, so you need to have a little on hand.

Walking out the door, I glanced up at the full moon in the sky. Today's moonlight looks a little strange, and the lower edge of the moon somehow shows a faint red.