From the moment I saw the figure of my second uncle in the past time, my mind was chaotic, my mind was chaotic, and I had a hard time thinking. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I can't even remember when or how that trip in the mountains ended. I don't remember what I said, what I did, how I got back to the bar. Anyway, I was like a walking corpse and fell asleep as soon as I got back to my dorm.

Later I found out that I didn't fall asleep, I fainted because I had a high fever. I collapsed for three days and three nights, with a fever close to 39 degrees Celsius that never went down, and I was talking nonsense in my dreams. Of course, I didn't have consciousness at all at that time, and these are what Lichun told me later.

He told me that for human beings, such a disease should be considered quite serious, and if the fever lasts for a long time, it may cause organ failure, which will be life-threatening. Originally, they wanted to really use the demon power to suppress the high fever for me, but Liqiu objected. Liqiu said that Shining's illness came inexplicably, and he couldn't see the root of the disease, and he didn't suffer from evil spirits, so I'm afraid it was caused by heart disease. The most troublesome thing in the world is the heart disease of human beings, in fact, there is no cure at all, if it is pressed down, it is unknown what bad consequences may occur.

So they used the most primitive method, rubbing my body with liquor to physically cool down.

"If we don't retreat, we'll have to use some extraordinary means! But it's okay......" Lichun brought me a large glass of warm water, sat at the head of my bed, and looked at me worriedly.

I heard that during the time I was asleep, even Liqing was in a hurry, pacing back and forth in the courtyard outside my door, muttering anxiously: "I originally wanted to make Shining happy, how did it become like this?" ”

Liqiu replied seriously: "I don't know about this, I have to ask Lu Shining himself." ”

With Lichun's narration, I imagined Liqing's panicked appearance, and I couldn't help laughing out loud. Please, this is a great monster who has been practicing for nearly 10,000 years, and in my opinion, if the cultivation reaches such a long time, it is normal that the personality should be as noble, proud and cold as the river god I saw last time. But Liqing's personality is like a confused girl next door, as if it will never change.

She seems to be more emotional than a normal demon, which makes her look more like a human - and a very attractive woman.

These imaginations added a little clarity to my confused mind. I felt a little ashamed that I was so useless to let them worry so much because of my own connections.

However, in the few days that I fell ill, I was trapped in a nightmare of darkness and boundlessness. I clearly feel that my destiny is now at a fork in the road, and every step I take has the potential to lead me down a completely different path.

In the dream, all I had left was -- what the hell was going on? Did my parents really die in an accident? What was the second uncle doing at that time?

Second Uncle...... Is there any connection to the death of my parents?

It's a pretty scary hypothesis, so scary that it makes me shiver. I even felt that this assumption was the main reason why my body couldn't bear the pressure and finally fell ill.

The second uncle is not a kind person, never has been. Ever since I can remember, I've hardly seen my second uncle laugh. The children in the family were afraid of him, and even his own children, Jingming and Jingping, were also afraid of him when they were young.

Of course, the two of them have grown up now and become more and more like the second uncle.

Although the father, the second and third uncles are brothers born to the same parents, the personalities of the three of them are completely different. My father was a gentle man, generous, and full of compassion, and I think my personality may have been inherited from him. However, I inherited the peace of my father's character, but I failed to inherit the decisiveness of his character, and even that peace developed into a kind of confusion and cowardice in me.

Even if this is the case, my parents want me to grow up freely and choose my favorite path in the future. But I was so weak in the strength of my siblings that I couldn't figure out what I wanted when I reached the age of eighteen. So I went to college and chose the financial and economic majors that my family needed, and when I was studying, it was also plain, neither outstanding nor bad, so I mixed it until I graduated and returned to the family business to help.

My second uncle didn't like me from the beginning, and since I was studying, he didn't like me even more.

Although his father and his two younger brothers run a large family business together, the brothers are not close to each other. My classmates and friends around me felt as close to my uncle as if they were my parents, and I felt that it was an incredible thing. When I saw my second uncle, I didn't even dare to breathe, and the second uncle's eyes could make me tremble.

However, over the years, I have never seen a dispute or a fight between their brothers. Things in the enterprise are even more orderly, and there has never been any unhappiness because of these.

So I always thought that this kind of coldness that belonged to our family was caused by their character, but when I saw everything recorded by time in the Eye of the Earth, and saw my second uncle squatting next to my parents' car and not knowing what to do, I suddenly had a complete confusion.

What I believed in before was all fake, right?

In fact, not only do they not love each other, but they even hate each other? At least, the second uncle is hating my father, right?

Hate to the point of wishing he died?

Hate to the end of your own hands...... Killed him?

This thought sent chills all over my body. I can believe that the second uncle and the third uncle were unkind and swept me out of the house after my parents died, but I really don't want to believe that the second uncle was the executioner who sent my parents to the point of no return!

However, if this was not the case, what was the second uncle quietly fiddling with there at that time, alone, unknown?

And why, after he fiddled with that, my parents drove out and suffered such a tragic car accident?

Who would believe that there is no causal relationship between them?

I can't convince myself anyway.

Thinking about these questions is not the most tangled thing for me, and the next thing is the last thing I dare not think about.

If that's the way it is, then what should I do -- that's the real problem.

When I thought like that, my mind was so confused that I couldn't even think. This chaos gave me a strange feeling, and I felt that my world was starting to get darker and darker, and eventually it turned into a pitch black color.

The blackness was so oppressive that it burned my heart with a flame of anger, and made me feel like I had become someone else, and I barely knew myself. I had an urge to explode, to destroy, to destroy something.

Until I heard a voice calling out to me in a dream.

I heard someone calling my name in a dark world, and kept calling: "Shining, Shining, Lu Shining......"