I once asked her, and I once told her that if only there were "ghosts" in this world, then maybe I could look at my parents again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info They left in such a hurry, they had been talking and laughing before their daily separation, and when they said goodbye, they were lifeless, cold corpses in coffins, which was unacceptable at all.

I can't even tell how much I miss them. Especially after returning from this grave visit, I couldn't sleep peacefully, and I always had all kinds of dreams. They often come into my dreams, but their faces are extremely blurry, and I try my best to look, but I can't see clearly. I wanted to call them, but my chest was like a huge stone, and I couldn't shout or breathe.

Maybe Liqing knew my wishes, that's why she brought me here, right?

According to her, I just need to put my hand in the well water and meditate on the time I want to go, maybe I can see them again?

When I think about it, my heart gets excited.

The short peach tree branch had been tightly grasped in the palm of my right hand, and now, my right hand was full of sweat.

There are so many scenes I want to see, and if I could, I would really like to sit down here and watch it one scene at a time, scene by scene. But Liqing told me that as an ordinary human being, my mental strength can't bear such a load, so I may only be able to watch a short clip or two.

To be on the safe side, I decided to choose the one I wanted to see the most.

If there is one thing I regret the most in my life to this day, it is that on the day of my parents' accident, instead of saying goodbye to them, I quarreled with them.

To this day, I can't remember why trivial things were awkward at that time, and all that can be left in my memory is boundless regret.

I also thought that if there were ghosts in this world, if I could still meet them, then the first thing I wanted to say would be "I'm sorry".

I'm really sorry that even the final separation could not be pleasant.

So I want to go back to that moment, even if they can't hear anything, I want to look at their faces and say "I'm sorry" to them.

I clenched the peach branch with my right hand, prayed silently in my heart, and slowly reached into the mouth of the well with my right hand.

Cool water rolled and wrapped around my right arm. At that moment, my whole consciousness was bright. The brilliance was so bright that it made me momentarily dizzy. When I calmed down, I realized that a miracle had actually happened.

In the slight tremor of my body, the scene in front of me actually turned to that morning. I knew exactly it was that morning, because I saw myself, and in a frustrated manner, threw a stack of materials on the table, put my satchel on my back, and threw it out the door, without even saying goodbye to them.

My mother stared in the direction I had taken the door out, and she stopped talking.

Jumped to this point in time? I thought I could go a little further, so that I could see what it was like to sit with them for breakfast that day. But it is clear that while I have made a wish to the Eye of the Earth, there are many things that I have no control over myself.

My mother's eyes were full of worry and concern, and it was a face that was a little strange to me.

Because she rarely shows such an expression in front of me. Many times, the care and worries of parents are silently hidden in our hearts and not let us know. It is only when the children turn their backs that they show a look of worry and even weakness on their faces.

At this time, the father came out of the house and said something to the mother. Mother nodded, turned to pack her things.

Looking at my parents' faces and the home with them, I couldn't help but have mixed feelings. I found myself hating myself all the time, hating myself for leaving the house that day with such an attitude. If I had known that after closing the door this time, there would no longer be their home, how could I not have given them even a smile in return?

It is said that you must always be at your best, because you never know if you will meet someone who is important to you in the next moment. In fact, in the same way, you should always return the greatest love and patience to the people who love you and your loved ones, and do not lose your temper with them at will, because you never know whether you will have a chance to make up for this last deficiency in the next moment.

It's just because I didn't have a chance to make up for it, so I always remember this moment.

Now the perspective is very peculiar, as if I am God myself. I can look down on everything, but I don't see it with "my" eyes. I can see myself going out, but it's a really weird feeling to be able to see what's going on in my house when I'm out.

I gazed greedily at the faces of my parents, whose faces were so vivid and indistinguishable from those I remember. But it's different, now I'm looking at them with my eyes, not just with my head. Compared to such a vision, the memories are simply empty. My heart was filled with indescribable excitement, and thoughts and happiness that almost brought tears to my eyes.

It's just that I didn't expect my body to be used to this extent.

I don't know how long I watched it, but in fact, I didn't feel it for too long, as if in the blink of an eye, my spirit had already begun to trance. I felt that I was running out of energy and might not be able to sustain myself for long, so soon, the perspective I could observe began to lose my control.

I felt like my eyes were out of control of the lens of a camera, and I started to sweep back and forth, sometimes on my parents, then on the roofs and corners, in short, not all the scenes were what I wanted to see.

Don't run around! I struggled to control my trembling body. The feeling of exhaustion came over me, and the sweat of the bean slipped down my forehead, blurring my eyes.

I saw my father and mother look at each other affectionately, and my father stepped forward and took my mother's hand.

Those eyes and scenes, although very warm, somehow made me feel very wrong.

Why do you feel a little sad?

At this time, the line of sight began to shift again, moving to the ceiling, and even a small black spider could be seen slowly crawling by.

"Don't run!" I cried out in my heart, "Let me take another look, I haven't had time to say I'm sorry yet!" ”

I want to see this last day, isn't it because regret has been weighing on my heart like a boulder, and I have always wished I could look at them and say sorry?

But when I saw them, I was suddenly overwhelmed by the tide of emotions, and I just kept staring blankly, forgetting my original intention of coming to this moment.

When I suddenly realized, I couldn't control my spirit anymore.

Why, why am I always late, why am I always too late?

Once again, my body was occupied by remorse, but control was no longer mine. The camera of time had swept over the ceiling, continuing to shift, even widening and sliding out of the yard.

Outside, is my family's garden and garage.

It's also a scene I'm all too familiar with, but I've been away from for too long.

I tried my best, but I couldn't get the camera back to the people I cared about. My vision blurred, and I finally gave up my resistance and let the scene change and slide through the courtyard.

But right here, I vaguely saw a person.

Why, at this time, there is a person crouching next to my parents' car, reaching out and fiddling with something under the car?

Stealing a car?

It occurred to me that if someone could steal this car on this day, not only would I not hold him responsible, but I would be grateful to him for the rest of my life.

Because it won't be long before the people I love the most in the world will both get out of the house, drive this car, and then, with this car, never come back.

I was shocked, and the blood in my whole body seemed to freeze suddenly.

At such a moment, how can there be a person who is fiddling with our car?!

As it turned out, he didn't steal the car at all, so maybe he wasn't here to steal it. Suddenly, a judgment came to my heart that even I didn't want to believe.

Didn't my parents die in an accident?

At that moment, the man slowly stood up and turned his head.

My body froze in place as if it had been struck by a violent lightning strike, completely unable to move.

The person in front of me, even if it's burned, I know it.

This is my second uncle!