115. The Lonely Observer 04
"Why? Why did we lose, we worked so hard, but why can't we win?! β
"It's a pity, but it can't be helped, right? Captain, we have worked hard and have no regrets. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"That's our best effort, we can't help it if we lose, but I won't forget the days of playing with you!"
In front of the TV, Pansy and Miha are eating snacks while watching a TV series on TV. Seeing Ye watching the clichΓ© plot on TV with relish, chewing snacks, while Pansy didn't quite understand Xinye's intentions. It was Xinye who made her watch the TV series, but she didn't know what this tablecloth impermeable demon god was thinking.
The ending is very ordinary, it can be said to be expected, just relying on the enthusiastic middle school football team and the second team to end in the quarterfinals, the song is scattered, there is nothing special. In fact, these people are not the 'protagonists', they are just a group of opponents encountered with the protagonists, and it can be said that there is no probability of 'winning' from the beginning, and this is not the finale of the TV series, and this team has never appeared again since then.
Kokonoha has been by their side and hasn't watched the TV series for a while, but when the two watched this episode, when the protagonist's enemies on the screen hugged each other and cried, and after the game ended, Kokoba raised his head and said:
"Look, they're so satisfied with their smiles."
Kokonoha's smile is very gentle, but what is it under that gentle smile...? deliberately raised the volume to attract the attention of the two, but Kokoba pretended not to talk to them again, turned his head and said:
"This is the inferior nature of human beings, the so-called deep-rooted culture of 'mutual **** wounds', when used to being bred for a long time, human beings will become parasites like this. A parasite who wants to put all the responsibility clean, wants to be comforted, wants to be cared for, and will be happy as long as others are kind to them, and can't live without relying on others. β
"It's enough to have this memory, the effort is not in vain, so that the heart can be satisfied, and in the future, when you meet others, you can boast and say, 'I have also tried', so that the mistakes I made are written off if I am not serious enough, and I can go on with this half-baked mentality in the future, because there are bonds and friendships, it is really gratifying, gratifying."
"The admiral will plot, then the enemy, and the army again, and then attack the city. You remember, my family, human beings are social animals, and most of the god-chasers have further evolved from this kind of thing, and the remaining 'habits' of human beings will have a remnant, which will become the best weapon against such god-chasers. β
Kokoba is definitely not a qualified teacher, and neither she nor Tsuru Shiya are either. Cultivating a person is still a little more difficult for her - she only needs to look at Pansy's puzzled eyes to understand, seeing Ye thinking so, she glanced at her 'creator' and grabbed the potato chips.
"Isn't it actually your subconscious desire for this feeling? Mama Konoba...? Seeing Ye said, he threw the potato chips into his mouth.
Heartleaf was stunned and looked at his creation. In a very short period of time after birth, the feeling of seeing leaves is already different from that of heart leaves. Even if there is not much difference in knowledge, memory, and even ability and holy pattern, Jianye has become an independent existence.
Grab the bottle of wine that Tsuru Shiya had placed next to his bed and pour it into his mouth.
(My lord, your body is not structured to break down alcohol effectively.) Mora reminded from a distance, but that didn't stop Konoha from drinking.
She hadn't been drunk, and if she could, she really wanted to experience what it was like to be drunk, and now was the right time.
"What a terrible mother, you say? Clay. Seeing Ye showing an innocent smile, he hugged the pansy beside him.
"I don't quite understand, it's too difficult to account for differences in human values," Pansy shook her head, "I don't think I can do it easily." β
"Don't think too much, the so-called 'Jackie Chan' is what it says, there is still a lot of time to learn, why don't you give this a try?"
Seeing that Ye didn't know where to find out a piece of A4 paper with dense characters written on it, he handed it to Pansy. Pansy took the paper, and there were some strange questionnaires on it.
"Very skilled, material manipulation," Kokoha glanced at them, "What about the gap?" See leaves, can it be used? β
"It doesn't seem to be, it's theoretically from the power of the Holy Tattoo, and I don't know if my Sacred Tattoo will be useful. If anything, would it be the same as you? Or will there be some changes depending on what you've added? β
Shaking his head, he saw that Ye was like a child looking forward to a new toy. She was actually born less than a month ago, and she can indeed be said to be a child, but in the memory that Xinye gave her, she was already sixteen years old. Seeing Ye can be said to be a god chaser who is completely out of the god chaser system, but he does not have the power of the middle god and the upper god.
Breaking away from the God Chaser system means that the only abilities that Heartleaf can give her are the abilities that Heartleaf itself has mastered, that is, the abilities related to the Void. In a way, just like what Miye said, she is the only daughter of Xinye.
"Have you thought about what Tsuru Shiya said?" Kokoba spat out a mouthful of wine, his eyes a little misty.
"Let me be a dependent? Also, after all, I don't belong to the God Chaser, and there is only one way to go to other worlds, but why is it Crane Ten Nights? Could it be that Mother Cheng Xinye, do you have any special feelings for him? And give his daughter to him. β
It's a completely different style. Seeing that Ye Tiantian's smiling face looked innocent, he turned to laugh at Xinye. But... That's impossible, Kokoba takes any emotion she has very seriously, will study and analyze it and try to understand the reason for it, she can be sure that Tsuru Juya is nothing more than a 'powerful god chaser' in her eyes.
All the members of the queen's organization are the same in the eyes of Konoha, and there is nothing special about Tsuru Ten Nights, and it is more convenient for her to pull it to the camp opposite the queen's organization, that's all.
"Do you really think so?" Konoha asked rhetorically.
"Well, probably, I'm not sure what I'm thinking, can I play games?"
Seeing Ye take out a PS4 from under the bed, he looked at Konoha with inquiring eyes. Heart leaf held her forehead, her little face was slightly red, she didn't like the whiskey that Tsuru had been drinking for ten nights, the strong whiskey made this body a little uncomfortable for the body that was not used to alcohol, everything in front of her was a little blurry, she yawned, did not answer to see Ye, and fell asleep on the bed.
At this moment, Tsuru Shiye opened the door and walked in to look for her, only to find Kokoba, who was sleeping soundly with a wine bottle.
β... Here's what's going on. Tsuru Shiye didn't know the condition of Kokoba's body, but turned his head and asked Kazuba.
At this time, the girl was laboriously connecting the PS4 to the TV, holding the handle and running back to the bed to sit down, after everything was done, she said to the crane ten nights:
"Isn't it obvious at a glance, but it comes at the right time, and I have some things I want to ask."
"Say it."
Tsuru Ten Night stood motionless by the door.
"Ling, Mother Heartleaf's previous creation, theoretically sisterly relationship with Mother Heartleaf, she died at your hands, what do you think about this?"
Seeing Ye this time, he poked out that Kokoba knew that Tsuru Shiye had killed Ling, and Tsuru Shiye, who originally thought that Konoha didn't know about this matter, suddenly became sharp in his eyes that had always looked like a dead man, but when he looked at Kazuha's face, he quickly calmed down.
"Interesting... In other words, does this heart leaf know about this? I've been tricked again. Tsuru Shiye took a deep breath and sat down.
In other words, this heart leaf has long understood that he will choose this way... Is it? Or the feelings she might have for Rei, all of this was in Kokoba's consideration, and she skillfully used the weakness of Tsuru Juya's feelings to deal with him.
"Feeling confused and conflicted?" Seeing that Ye was fighting with simple weapons and monsters in the game, he asked questions to Tsuru Shiya.
"Probably... Yes. β
In a word, this is indeed the contradiction in the heart of Crane Shiye. Ling was created by this Kokoba, and Konoha didn't do anything to harm Tsuru Juya on the surface. But it is precisely because she is this heart leaf that she has to consider the calculations at this level. He couldn't feel feelings of hatred towards this heart leaf. The reason for this is not because this heart leaf has done a good job on the surface, if it weren't for Tsuru Shiye, Ling wouldn't have died at all. Ling is also based on the existence of the heart leaf, without the heart leaf, there is no Ling. In terms of emotional and rational considerations, he has no reason to hate this heart leaf, but will develop self-loathing because of this - this is exactly what heart leaf wants to see.
"Even my inner reaction now, maybe she guessed it." Crane Shiye said self-deprecatingly.
"How is that possible, even if it's a clever calculation, it's impossible to guess what kind of feelings you really have," Miye, who must know the heart leaf best, immediately denied Tsuru Shiye's words, "The reason why I asked you is because I don't have it in my memory." What do you think, in the end... I haven't experienced what it would be like, so I don't know. Maybe you, like me, are just the experiment of Xinye's mother, she doesn't know what kind of action you will take, how she should act if she encounters something similar to you, and what kind of feelings she shows so that she will not 'disobey', she is learning. β
β...... Learn?! β
Tsuru Shiye's heart was shocked, he had guessed that the purpose of this heart leaf was to 'test his limits', but I am afraid that that was not the real purpose. No matter how rich the knowledge is, different people will show different feelings in the same situation, and this heart leaf is exactly the look that people like her should show using Tsuru Shiye as a template to 'learn'.
If you think about it carefully, this heart leaf's performance at the beginning is too 'dramatic', it looks vivid and impeccable, but it is like acting, even though the acting is impeccable. Until... Yakumo helped her, and after that, her 'appearance' changed dramatically. I see... Study? In this way, it is not difficult to explain why the feelings she showed after the disappearance of Scarlet Leaf deceived omniscience, and the huge knowledge made up for the lack of soulless acting skills.
She has the freedom to control her feelings.