116. The Lonely Observer 05

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The big crimson color on the screen reads "YOU. The word DIED" made Miye, who was holding the handle, pout, look like he was about to cry. Even the most naΓ―ve god-chaser wouldn't think she really cried, but the girl was finally ready to put down the handle and do something else. For example, snatching the questionnaire in the hands of the pansy who was working the side, in fact, this questionnaire has no practical significance, and the boring psychological test is a good problem for the pansy, which will give her a lot more time to play games.

It takes a lot of work for the average person to try to fill this thing. Of course, ordinary people do not include the Tsuru Ten Nights who is contemplating something and the Demon God who is sleeping with a wine bottle in his arms. The daughter of the demon god began to think about things related to these two guys, and after all, this world didn't have what they needed.

"Ten nights, I'm going to go out." Seeing Ye lying on the ground, he grabbed the leg of Crane Shiye's trousers, which startled the pensive man.

Hanging out? If it were another girl, Tsuru Shiye would still be able to understand, but it can be seen that Ye does not belong to the category of human beings, or even to gods. There was a rare confusion on his face, and he was hesitating about the reason for the girl's request, but Tsuru Shiya understood that he couldn't see through Kokonoha's thoughts, and he wouldn't see through Kazuha's thoughts, and in the end he could only come to one conclusion.

He sighed, supported his chin with one hand, leaned against the table decadently, and said:

"You can go on your own, you don't have to tell me what you want to do."

"Well, it's different from what I thought," the girl tilted her head, a little puzzled, "It stands to reason that you want me to be your dependent, so my small wish should also be fulfilled." Or am I not making it clear? ”

Seeing Ye patting his skirt, he stood up, put his hands behind his back, and leaned to the side of Crane Shiye with an innocent smile.

"I want to go with you, do you make that a little clear?"

β€œ... I don't quite understand, what is your reason for doing this? Tsuru Shiye turned his face sideways, forcing himself to reason with her, "It stands to reason that you shouldn't have much interest in these things, it's this heart leaf that shapes your "soul", and you should know best what kind of person she is. Theoretically, there should be no difference between you and her. ”

That's not the case, that's what the experiment is for, isn't it? So, would you like to agree to the tiny petition of the poor experimental girl who will be your dependent? ”

Tsuru Shiye didn't answer, he closed his eyes and said, 'Let me think about it for 5 minutes.'" Seeing Ye Ze ran to Xinye lying on the bed, he snatched the wine jug from her hand.

The same memory as the heart leaf... Is it? The visible and heart leaves are completely different. But here's the problem, the heart leaves give Miha the same memory as her, and also give Miba the memory of 'hypocrisy', and tell Miha the beginning and end of everything. That should be a 'fact' for Miba, and it should be part of the personality that forced Miye. At the same time that you can get your own memories, you are also given the memory of 'false memories at that time'.

After a period of time, the impression of things that have been perceived and thought about in the past is still retained in the mind, and it can be reproduced under certain conditions, which is memory. The acquisition, retention, and retrieval of memories are all carried out at the same time, and it is difficult to ensure that consciousness can be independent, let alone after realizing that it is a 'virtual memory'.

When you wake up one morning, you find that all the more than ten years you have experienced in the past have been given to you by machines, that you were actually born at this moment, that all your past lives have been rejected by identification, and that you are now a different person. If a human being has such an experience, it is tantamount to allowing him to self-destruct the 'personality in memory', but that memory has a certain effect on the personality.

In other words, the lack of Freud's "id", the lack of desire/desire, unconscious pursuit, pleasure, and physiological needs, all of which are abandoned by the self of the heart leaf and become a non-existent existence.

Is it the heart leaf that gives the seeing leaf the "self"? Or is it the memory that the heart leaf gave her made her subconscious produce her own emotional cognition, and the brain was rejected after the memory was recognized, but the rationality given by the heart leaf to the heart leaf did not make her confused and overwhelmed by human beings, and then retained the self, which determines that the heart leaf and the heart leaf are completely different existences.

It's just a difference from memory... Is it? The past of the heart leaf is from non-existence to existence, and at the time of birth, it is the existence of 'nothingness', and because of the influence of the void, a large amount of knowledge is generated in the brain, and a strong spirit is bound to the body, which in turn produces physiological needs and knowledge as a 'human'. On the other hand, the Ye received the memory at birth, and through the memory to know in the knowledge that the need produces the id, and through the memory to produce the id, and because the memory is denied, he doubts the self.

"The body and the soul... Is it? Tsuru Shiye muttered to himself.

The freedom that most god-seekers seek is contradictory to their own existence, and god-seekers are not free, even if they reach the realm of the supreme god, they will not be free. Freedom means getting rid of the bondage of the body, but once you are free from the bondage of the body, you cannot guarantee the existence of the self. Is this the reason why its overly strong spirit can conflict with maintaining one's own existence?

"Okay? Making a lady wait for a long time is not what a gentleman should do. I saw Ye carrying a wine bottle dangling in front of Crane Shiye's eyes.

The amber liquid glows with purple wisdom.

"It can be triggered at any time, where do you want to go?" Tsuru Shiye snatched the wine bottle.

――――

"Caught."

Kokogawa opened his eyes suddenly. The place she was in now was not Mora's personal plane, it was full of dazzling colors, like a collection of countless planes. There is very little real land, like a variety of terrain floating in mid-air, a 'secret passage' connected together, and at the end of this secret passage, a gray and black gate towers on the other side.

This can be said to be part of the 'void'. In the gap between two worlds, the void is thin, but it is as chaotic as the void. Kokoba followed the 'secret passage' to the gate, but trouble soon followed. Gray-white pitch-black shadows stopped in front of Heart Leaf, and these things like human souls were the 'spirit bodies' that would only be left in the void.

"Seems to be something called the Fire Mist Warriors, the contractors of the Red Apostles?" Kokoba snapped his fingers.

These spirits will only have some scattered knowledge and instincts reflected in their consciousness at the end, and they can be regarded as broken souls. The powerful spirit caused these broken souls to mix together, forming 'individuals' one by one, maintaining a certain consciousness in life. It seems that these spirits are not very friendly to the heartleaf, and the heartleaf cannot guarantee whether the attack methods at his disposal will be effective against the spirits.

In fact, there is only one of the most effective means of attack that she has now.

"The Realm of Knowledge and Feet"

Knowing is rational and sensual, which belongs to the spiritual part of intellectual beings, and the feet refer to the physical body. The difference between the two is like a moat, but it is inseparable, and when they become one, they are living beings. Theoretically, being able to cut off anything along the fundamental unfolding realm of the existence of this material world requires a lot of preparation time, but it is also a good killer move, and it is also a move that has injured Alduin.

It's just that... It doesn't look like these shadows are going to give Kokoba time to prepare.

Dodging the attack of the black shadow, Xinye continued to go deeper, but the black shadow behind him chased after him and had no intention of letting go of Xinye. She tried to control the matter, but she could only turn the soil or ice in the secret passages into a purple indescribable substance, and finally merge with the surrounding environment.

"I'm not allowed to manipulate matter here, because it's too deeply affected by the turbulence of the Void?"

After a while, Kokoba arrived at the door, but the black shadow had no intention of retreating, Kokoba squinted his eyes, stood in front of the door, and stretched out his right hand in a strange pose.

In the center of the door, an eye suddenly opened, watching Kokoba's movements.

(Yes...) Void God? οΌ‰

β€œYes.I.am.”

With a wave of his big hand, the invisible power of the naked eye extended in an instant, and the black shadow chasing the heart leaf was immediately cut off!

(It's really a strange power, this is the power that belongs to the cracks of this world, the god of nothingness, no... God chaser, this heart leaf. οΌ‰

"Do you really know? Yes, after all, you are also a god who has come into contact with the void. ”

After the black shadow was resolved, the heart leaf looked at the 'eye'.

The Serpent of the Rites... Except for the ability to detect and interfere, in any aspect, the heart leaf may be far less than one percent, I am afraid that it is the existence of the apex of the middle god, this huge god can be banished into the gap between this world, which means that any god chaser can be banished in the same way.

(So?) What is the purpose of your coming here? οΌ‰

"Well, I'd like to say that if you can do me a small favor, I'll let you out, but you don't need it, so how about I add a new seal here?"

(Interesting...) However, at least for now, you are still one of the 'Apostles of the Red World', and the Serpent of Our Sacrifice is an affirmer of desire/desire, so speak your wish. οΌ‰

"The Law of Freedom in Creation."

(Are you going to be the creator god of other worlds?) It's fun, but you know how difficult it is to create a world... No, if you can be recognized as a 'nihilistic god' by the world, you will not be a general. Of course, you won't wait long, but in exchange... The god of nothingness, "Discord Eternal", helped me to create a "new world". οΌ‰

"Deal."