I tilted my head and looked at him for a while and didn't help him up, Xiuxing had to continue to kneel and worship like this, and he didn't dare to raise his head, and after a while, beads of sweat came out. I saw that he was quite uncomfortable, so I lifted him up out of humanitarian considerations, and said, "Teasing the elders is not a good quality. ”

"It's really hard to talk about this matter, and it was more appropriate for your mother to tell you personally, but now she has no time to come to visit her uncle, so she has to take the liberty of the little nephew."

My heart beat faster and I urged, "Speak quickly." ”

"Uncle, on the eve of your second expedition in the 70s of the last century, you spent the night with a woman who later found out she was pregnant. But for all reasons, she didn't give birth to that child, but she didn't kill her either. With my father's help, the fertilized eggs were frozen and stored at a medical research institute of the Naito family. Soon after I was born, when both parents were on the front line in Nebuchu, the woman seemed to be stimulated by something to ask my father to help her raise the child. Shortly after his father's return from Nebuchu, the child was born, and then he was fostered in the home of Koga, a distant relative of the Naito family, and he and his little nephew were childhood sweethearts. Recently, the little nephew discussed marriage with her, but the Koga family did not dare to make the decision, so he asked his father to explain the matter. My mother had a very unpleasant quarrel with my father over this matter, and she thought that my father should have explained it to his uncle earlier. ”

"Basque Bing handled this matter correctly, she told him to do it. After all, it is a master and apprentice, and it is also appropriate to follow the instructions. I quickly calmed down and took the photo from Xiuxing. The girl in the photo is very similar to May when she first fell in love, without any quiet and heroic posture, but only showing a weak beauty, so that it will be the easiest to get happiness.

Xiuxing saw a smile on the corner of my mouth, and lost no time in interjecting: "She is twenty years old this year, her name is ** Hua, and she doesn't know her background yet." If my uncle is interested, we will try to tell her the truth, and there is no problem in changing my uncle's surname to Huang, and the Koga family will not object. ”

"Chunhua, what a monumental name, her mother is very hearty." I shook my head and sighed for a while, and said, "Forget it, it's too ugly to call Huang Chunhua, just call it this name." And, who am I to say anything about it? It's been twenty years, and I don't even know about her existence, let alone raise her for a while. Did your mother like her? ”

Xiuxing replied loudly, "I like it, I like it quite a lot!" ”

"That's it, I bless you." I smiled, but not only tears burst into tears: "I wish I could see you get married." If you can really see that scene, you will have no regrets in this life. ”

Hearing me say this, Xiuyuki's face became serious. Although no one was listening at this time, he instinctively looked around and asked in a low voice, "Uncle...... Father-in-law, what do you notice? ”

I shook my head and said, "Titus won't let me go, and if he does, why bother to bring me back to the Lord from Nebuchuso?" ”

"Mother also sees it this way, so she asks me to tell you to be careful." Xiuxing took out a mobile phone from his briefcase and handed it to me with both hands: "Uncle, take this so that you can contact me." When the time comes, the wedding invitation will be sent through this. ”

I opened my phone and looked at it, this thing looks ordinary, but Han Han naturally won't send his son to send me an ordinary mobile phone, it is estimated that the call is automatically encrypted and can be used for emergency contact. Anyway, I have been in jail since I returned to the main star and have no mobile phone, so I nodded and accepted it.

Xiuxing finished doing three things, stood up and said goodbye: "Chunhua and I will be engaged in early June, and the marriage may be two or three years away, and I hope that my father-in-law will be able to attend then." ”

"Before you came, I had an incredible dream." I said in amazement: "The dream is in the early 60s of the last century, when I was still studying in Nandu, and I had a lovely girlfriend who was also an alumnus. Your mother is the only one who fits that status, but the person in my dream is not her, but a combination of three unforgettable women in my life. She accompanied me to take the train back to my hometown in Xichuan, but I don't know why she took the first train to Jinzhou first? Dreams are incoherent, but I am very happy in them. Sitting on the bench by the Golden State Sea with the girl who didn't know who it was, looking at the blue sea and blue sky next to the Golden State Station, and the seagulls, I suddenly felt that all the grand plans and hegemony were empty, and life should be like this to be considered happy. So I won't wish you success in your career like other parents, I just hope that you can find your own happiness. When you get married, as long as I'm not tired of living, I'll definitely come. ”

On April 9, the quarantine checkpoint in Songjiang was closed, and my days of eating and drinking for nothing came to an end. Fortunately, they were all good people who did things according to the rules, gave me a little living expenses, and gave me a notice on how to live and report to the government in the future, and also sent me to the Fourth Cemetery in Songhu City. I searched for a long time in the dilapidated cemetery before finally finding the tombstone of the Zhao family in an overgrown area. After spending some time sweeping, I felt a little tired, and when I saw that the sun was shining and the air was so warm that I couldn't do it, I leaned against the tombstone and fell asleep. Since Titus had promised to let me come here to worship, the place would be safe and undisturbed. For the first time in almost forty years, I was so close to Ferrari, and the world was so peaceful and warm, that I couldn't help but feel like I couldn't wake up from it.

In the haze, Ferrari appeared beside me. She sat quietly in front of the tombstone and said to me, "Don't be lazy, go back quickly." ”

I shook my head gently and replied: "I want to accompany you like this, it doesn't matter how long I want, anyway, there are no more people and things in the world worth attaching to." ”

"Don't be discouraged, the world is beautiful after all, and your life is still long. For those who are unforgettable, it is good to keep it firmly in mind, and the future will always be beautiful. ”

"Will it be like that? You're still so comforting. ”

"The future will always be good, you have to muster up the courage to live well, together with those important people who have become stars in the sky, live well."

"Hehe, isn't that the wicked who survived to the end have to live for a thousand years?"

"I still love to be poor!"

…………

In my sleep, I didn't know how long I was talking to the real Ferrari Heroic Spirit or an illusion of my own creation, when I was suddenly awakened by the ringing of my phone. When I picked it up, a person on the other side of the line said in a slightly vicissitudes of magnetic tone: "Hey~~ Guess who I am?" ”

I immediately revealed his identity: "Little whore, you're sixty years old and you're still so boring, aren't you?" ”

Guo Guang pretended to be a ghost, and smiled: "Little Huang Er, you are about the same age as my son now, you have to respect Uncle Guang a little ......"

I snorted a few times before saying, "I heard that you have stepped down as the foreign minister of Huaxia, and it is a miracle that the political tumbler has landed safely after so many years." Why, when you have nothing to do, you want to call me to play? ”

Guo Guang said in a very sophisticated and official tone: "I feel quite relieved to hear that you are full of energy, and I don't know when our next call will be...... Time is precious, you can't waste it wantonly, you have to pick up the important ones. Some words have been hidden in my heart for decades, and if I don't say it again, I'm afraid that I won't have a chance, so I don't know if I should say it or not? ”

It's rare to hear that Guo Guanghui will quickly get down to business, maybe that sentence "time is precious" is another special explanation of his. I was more concerned about what he had to say, completely ignoring his last meaningless embellishment, and urged: "If you have something to say, say it quickly." ”

"When Zhao Chuanshan died, I went to visit, after all, it was an old man. His housekeeper, the same uncle who led the search for Ferrari's body, told me something. After listening to it, I felt uncomfortable for a long time, and every time I thought about it for decades, my heart ached. So Huang Er, if you want to hear it, you should brew it first and make some psychological preparations. ”

I couldn't help but hold my breath for a moment, and with difficulty adjusting my breathing, said, "Say it." ”

Guo Guang said slowly: "Ferrari actually left a message, but the Zhao family doesn't want you to know. At the same time as Uncle Zeng told me, he instructed that as long as you are in the middle of the day, you must keep this secret all the time, and I will not tell you until I see you at the end of your life. In fact, the old man is ruthless......"

"What did she say?"

"Actually, it's very simple, she left an inscription on the ground, asking the search and rescue personnel to hand over the body and any specific information and photos of the scene directly to the Zhao family, and never hand it over to you, let alone let you know at all." Guo Guang had already begun to choke up when he said this: "What does it mean, you can figure it out for yourself." I don't have much to say to you, take care. ”

The phone hung up. I looked into the distance in a daze, immersed in the sorrow of thirty years of accumulation. Ferrari's intentions, while not direct, are not difficult to guess. If you just hate me and don't want to see me when you die, you don't need to leave such a tactful request, and not leaving a word is the most silent condemnation and spurning of me. I only need to think about the reason for that request a little bit according to her train of thought - it was the hottest season in the northern capital when the July incident occurred, and with the delay in cleaning up the dirt, search and rescue, etc., it had been more than a month since Ferrari's body was found. She sensibly foresaw that situation, and the message she had left must have meant that she didn't want me to see her embarrassment. In the last moments of her life, she was thinking not of hating me, but of such trivial things that would forever leave a good image in my memory.

The so-called love may be made up of these small and comical details. I didn't know she could love me so much.

I couldn't make a sound, covered my eyes with my hands, and leaned my head back against Ferrari's tombstone, tears streaming down my eyes.

After a while, my grief was interrupted by the arrival of another group of people. Those people did not come for me, but from a family to pay homage to their relatives. They were accompanied by an evangelical pastor – the kind of person who could hear it in just two seconds. However, it is undeniable that it is still good for these people to help people do things, at least they can speak to their hearts, be organized, and will not talk nonsense. My heart was in turmoil at this time, and I unconsciously listened with my ears pricked up.

The pastor began with a few routine words of mourning for the deceased, and then impromptu a speech:

In fact, the world we live in is so beautiful that all sins will be forgiven in a change of heart, and all pains will be soothed in the warm sunshine and each other's smiles. Violence and anger do not solve the root cause, but only increase hatred and estrangement between them. In the mutual tolerance and smile, all faults are insignificant, and between mutual love and trust, there are no wounds that cannot be healed. The darkness will eventually be dispelled, and tomorrow will be brighter with the sun and the Lord's gospel. This wonderful world is our heaven, and by believing and cherishing love and family, we can inherit the gift of the gospel and be surrounded by heaven's feel every day......"

After hearing this, I let out a long sigh and said to myself, "O dream of heaven, but this kind of beauty and happiness is not worthy of everyone after all. Ferrari, you like to force me to accept things I don't deserve and refuse to leave me with a little bad memory. It's just too cunning......"

After catching the two-hour shuttle bus from outside the cemetery to the city, my phone rang again. When I picked it up, it turned out to be Hongxiang's voice. He said with relief: "It's finally connected, and I thought they couldn't wait to get started!" ”

"Looking at Ferrari from the cemetery, maybe the signal is not good, what's the problem?"

Hongxiang said briefly: "It's been figured out, Titus can't do it, so the government forces won't do it themselves, but there are a lot of people who want your life, and now Lao Wang, the deputy speaker of the Huaxia District, is quite keen on this, and it's not difficult to do, just reveal your whereabouts." ”

"I knew that I would have killed him with a leather shoe at that time, so I ignored him." I lazily took out the notice and looked at it, and said, "I found a small house with a 40-square-meter house in Pudong to live in temporarily, and provided three lines, one is to take the subway to Central Park, the second is to take the bus to Xiafei Road, and the third is to get off at Zhouzhuang and take the light rail." ”

Hongxiang smiled: "That's right, it's these three lines, and now it's so popular that ordinary citizens can't squeeze in at all, and there are so many people who want to kill you." If you are still planning to kill yourself like you did on the Leirondo, why don't you just choose a route and swagger away and let them kill them, but you will fulfill the wishes of some people? ”

"How did you arrange this for me?"

"Go to the subway station in Central Park, don't you love Superman the most?" Hongxiang suddenly smiled strangely: "There is a nasty guy who said that he prepared an unexpected gift for you, and said that it was enough to make you tempted." I don't even know what it is, but I'm looking forward to it. ”

I sat at Central Park Station to take the subway, but found that Han Han was simply not responsible for the social security of Songhu by handing over the work of saving my life to Hongxiang. In the plaza of Central Park and on the rooftops of the surrounding buildings, there were a number of lumpenproletarians in colorful shirts, each armed with clubs, and several well-dressed men were beaten unconscious, revealing their weapons. At this time, Hongxiang called me again: "There are fifty-four people here in Central Park who want to kill you, and I sent two thousand five hundred people to clean them up, spectacular, right?" ”

I had to smile bitterly and said, "Do you need to be so faceless to the authorities?" ”

Hongxiang said very contemptuously: "The authorities are a fart! Go down quickly, now that the subway sent to Pudong is occupied by my people, I just want to make a big fuss and let them know that Lord Ma still has three eyes! Let's go to the heavenly realm when we have enough trouble, and if you want to go there, I'll raise you. ”

When I heard the last three words, I snorted several times before I let off my anger and stepped into the downward passage of the subway station. All around have been occupied by the flowers, and there are no idlers below the downward passage, and the citizens of Songhu are destined to be unlucky because of me tonight. I sighed secretly and came to the empty platform, suddenly I felt someone behind me, turned around and looked, my eyes immediately straightened - a short-haired woman in a long white dress was leaning against the platform pillar five meters behind me and staring at me, it was Jingwei.

"Is this an unexpected gift for me? Reward a beautiful woman, unload your armor and return to the field? I laughed and laughed to myself, and walked up quickly and lifted the woman's left arm. There is indeed a two-dimensional barcode below the wrist of her left arm, and there is a badge that Liu Cheng likes to use in the middle marking area, which is obviously a genetic engineering counterfeit. My heart suddenly fired, I opened her eyelids, looked at her, and asked, "What pattern have you been entered?" ”

"Now it's blank mode." The impostor said in an emotionless and quiet voice, "Please give orders at will, master." ”

At this moment, the handheld computer in my hand rang again, but it was not Hongxiang's number. I picked it up quite angrily, and as soon as I heard Hong Zhifeng's voice, I shouted: "What do you mean by this?" ”

Liu Cheng's flirtatious voice came from the other side of the phone: "Scan it, you can win the lottery." ”

Sweep it, don't I dare to sweep? I held my breath, raised my phone and scanned the two-dimensional barcode on the wrist of the fake Jingwei, and sure enough, there was no winning interface, just a clown animation that made a grimace popped up, sticking out his tongue and winking at me desperately to sell cuteness. I watched that animation, and I was so angry that I wanted to smash my phone on the railroad tracks, let the wheels of the tram cross the line, and press Liu Cheng and Hong Zhifeng into meatloaf together, so that they would become eternal peerless Shuangji. Just as I was about to throw away my phone, the interface of online video dialogue appeared on the screen, and Hong Zhifeng on the opposite side suddenly laughed irrepressibly: "Ouch, I wanted to do a good job of yours, but forget it, if I provoke you, it will be too much to kill myself by crashing into the rails." Let me tell you: she realized that from the moment she was wiped to ashes by the flames of the gamma cannon, she had become another person in the world who could stand side by side with me, thanks to Liu Cheng's encouragement. ”

My brain was booming, and I didn't quite figure out what was going on for a while, when I was suddenly hugged from behind, and the fake clone girl reached out and twisted a piece of transparent tape printed with a QR code in front of my eyes, and teased me in a unique tone: "I can't react to the spoof animation after scanning the barcode, you are really stupid to be isolated and censored." ”

My facial muscles froze, and after a while, I finally twitched involuntarily. From the reflection of the window of the subway train parked in front of me, I saw myself and Jingwei's smile.

As Sophie said, in the end, humanity may come to the end of its destruction, and the universe will not escape the day of extinction, but this kind of heartfelt smile is enough to have in a moment, and there is no need to think about the future for too long.

A few days later, a report was delivered to Titus, which offered him nothing to know, other than to repeat the brief facts that had long been known to the world:

At 6:30 p.m. on April 9, 3104, a subway train stopping at Central Park Station of Songhu Metro Line 1 was detonated after being planted with high explosives, resulting in the entire destruction of the subway train and Central Park Station, and more than 30 people were killed or missing.

The explosion has been characterized as a terrorist incident, and there are various indications that it is related to the behind-the-scenes instigation of former Space Force Marshal Kintaro (who is wanted).